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xXSufferingXx

Paragon
Feb 21, 2025
947
  1. N – The method my partner used. One sip means death in 1 minute. But I'm still trying to get it.
where did you partner get it? and what country is this? or just continent
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,614
Ideally I am hoping to get approved for assisted dying/euthanasia.
You lucky duck! Where do you live? This is such an elightened and humane policy. Everyone should have the right to die.
 
WereHere...

WereHere...

Member
Jan 26, 2026
27
not really if it is high enough. How do you think jumping of a 45 floor building will let you survive for any amount of time more than a few seconds?
If you break your legs thats how..... plus even those few seconds where you are conscious are genuinely horrifying pain.... theres instant, less pain or painless methods.... why choose jumping? + it will horrify others and publicly expose your body which is not cool.... also....if you climb a superr tall building there might be a chance people stop you or emergency services put down a trampoline to prevent death....
 
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rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
176
ideally, sedation and then being gutted for the sake of transplanting all my usable organs.

Realistically, I'm just gonna do drugs and then drown in the ocean
 
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T22222222

Student
Feb 3, 2026
117
If you break your legs thats how..... plus even those few seconds where you are conscious are genuinely horrifying pain.... theres instant, less pain or painless methods.... why choose jumping? + it will horrify others and publicly expose your body which is not cool.... also....if you climb a superr tall building there might be a chance people stop you or emergency services put down a trampoline to prevent death....
na dude, 45th floor it doesn't matter what way you land.. if it's tough surface then you're dead either way.
as for instant less pain or painless methods, i'm not aware of any that are accessible to me so jumping seems like the best bet to an instant death
 
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elenaboo25

Student
Oct 19, 2025
132
You lucky duck! Where do you live? This is such an elightened and humane policy. Everyone should have the right to die.
I live in Switzerland. I'm not sure I'll actually get approved, but it's worth a try. If I don't get approved, I can still try a different method. I haven't started the process yet, as I'm not yet ready to die anyway. But I will get a new psychiatrist soon who used to work with elderly people and is already familiar with the process. I hope I can convince them that I should be allowed to die, but it might take a few years. They might still have hope to be able to "heal" me, at least initially.
 
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MonochromeMind

MonochromeMind

Artist-ish
Jan 26, 2026
75
If someone handed me a gun, I'd shoot myself. That's pretty much all I want/need.
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
568
If I could, I'd love to put a bullet to my head.
I'd like to be run over by a train but I feel too empathetic towards other people to go for that method.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
564
If you break your legs thats how..... plus even those few seconds where you are conscious are genuinely horrifying pain.... theres instant, less pain or painless methods.... why choose jumping? + it will horrify others and publicly expose your body which is not cool.... also....if you climb a superr tall building there might be a chance people stop you or emergency services put down a trampoline to prevent death....
A 45 story building is anywhere from 450 to 675 feet high. That's more than enough to sign your death wish.

Although it's mainly referring to workplace falls on construction sites, I found this info on https://www.safeopedia.com/2024/01/24/how-high-of-a-fall-could-you-survive-it-depends
  • The mortality rate of falls from 9 meters (29 feet) or less was 23.5%
  • The mortality rate of falls from 12 meters (39 feet) or higher was 50%
  • The mortality rate of falls from 18 meters (59 feet) or higher was 100%
 
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TheOtakuLurker

TheOtakuLurker

Member
May 10, 2024
6
Mostly using my Box cutter.
Digging it deeply into my arm right where the arteries are and bleed out, it rarely hurts, and it seems calming watching life leave my body as it goes into shock, no one won't find me alive.
 
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I_go_in

Student
Nov 5, 2024
151
Jumping isnt a good method i just wanna warn you that there is a high risk of surviving and then being disabled forever, unless you land perfectly on your head it risks a very slow and horrible death. There are much better methods jumping is a bad idea.
Nah dude the survival aspect of jumping from heights is always human error. Speed being broken on branches or something else etc. If you reach terminal velocity your ass is dead even feet first. Head first just means you're gone like a millisecond sooner.
 
fightclub17

fightclub17

❤︎
Mar 3, 2026
125
A 45 story building is anywhere from 450 to 675 feet high. That's more than enough to sign your death wish.

Although it's mainly referring to workplace falls on construction sites, I found this info on https://www.safeopedia.com/2024/01/24/how-high-of-a-fall-could-you-survive-it-depends
  • The mortality rate of falls from 9 meters (29 feet) or less was 23.5%
  • The mortality rate of falls from 12 meters (39 feet) or higher was 50%
  • The mortality rate of falls from 18 meters (59 feet) or higher was 100%
I would just like to say that I also followed this guide when I decided 8 stories (80-120ft) would do it. It didn't. I am now suffering the consequences.
 
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LessThanZeroOo

New Member
Jan 8, 2025
1
Don't know how I'd get either, but a gun or N would be nice. I'm emetophobic so I don't like the idea of SN, hanging seems brutal. Jumping is also an option but I'd prefer a gun in a forest or somewhere remote.
 
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Final Journey

Member
Mar 18, 2026
5
My current methods are either jumping from a very high location, SN or a combination of the two methods. I mainly choose the two methods based on accessibility (cant get a gun or N) and reliability.
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

TheBiggestNarcissist
Mar 15, 2025
590
1. Firearms (mine got seized by the cops)
2. Toxic gas poisoning (carbon monoxide + hydrogen cyanide)
 

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