Discussion What is one thing you want to do before you ctb?

[Thanatos]

If I could focus on literally anything else then I would finish writing some songs I started. Otherwise plan and make my attempt foolproof

 

[Ratbat]

If I could focus on literally anything else then I would finish writing some songs I started. Otherwise plan and make my attempt foolproof

Same

 

[BPD_LE]

Hmmmm, I'm thinking kind of differently, no change there. Does anyone else want to confront or address someone from their past before they ctb?

 

[shelledone]

Clean my house. I'm an absolute slob and I feel bad about making others deal with it.

i"ve gone so far as to think I should hire people to give my house a deep clean, inside and out, and fix my backyard (that would be too ambitious and take too long though).

As for me, maybe I'd get a "makeover" for giggles and just lounge around in a coffee shop for a day, maybe mosey to a bar (I've never gone to one). ...Give one last chance to a random occurrence to happen that might make life bearable a bit longer.

I want to lose weight. I know that seems stupid but I want to at least get back to my college weight before I ctb.

I want to lose weight too. I've gained a lot in the last month. It feels weird to make it a goal when I don't really care to live anymore and likely I wouldn't be discovered until already gruesome ha.

 

[Someone1212]

Visit a few places from my childhood

 

[Oblivion]

I'd love a night with the goddess i went on a date with, of course shes ignoring me now
but would love to spend a night with her, a lifetime experience, a memory that would live on forever, the best time, best night in my life, having her between my arms

 

[Wayfaerer]

Visiting an escort (or two or...) as I have no intention of dying a virgin.

 

[Darkdreamer001]

Make Love

Visiting an escort (or two or...) as I have no intention of dying a virgin.

AMEN!!!!!!

Finish my fantasy novel series but its taking too long. Don't think I'll be done by my suicide date.

It's ok take your time

Finish my fantasy novel series but its taking too long. Don't think I'll be done by my suicide date.

It's ok take your time

 

[YukiFox]

Get my hormone therapy and live as a woman a couple years at least. Breast surgery optional. That's the hope who makes me far from the rope (No pun intended)

 

[AsexualBarbieBoy]

Make ur date after u finish it

Whats it about u got a blog i wana read it i wantef to make an album ep but i kno itl never happen so im lookin for the exit

Thanks, but I don't have a blog. I write for most therapeutic purposes. I can't make my date for after because I'm afraid I might not make it to the current date. Each day is excruciatingly hard.

 

[roquentin]

a comfortably numb feeling.

 

[Ratbat]

Thanks, but I don't have a blog. I write for most therapeutic purposes. I can't make my date for after because I'm afraid I might not make it to the current date. Each day is excruciatingly hard.

Just dont stop writung ur book till u feel uts finised id like to read it can u guve me a synopsis

 

[Fr2]

The one thing for me is to become free from the severe mental limitations I gathered in my childhood. I'll ctb alright, but free from that, thank you very much

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

Visiting an escort (or two or...) as I have no intention of dying a virgin.

lol It's a good idea.

 

[gulrotpinne]

Nothing. absolutely nothing.

 

[dcfm]

I've already accomplished what I wanted: my study is going to be published in a scientific journal, so I'm not going to leave this place without leaving a mark.

 

[emil.cioran]

smoke a pack of cigarettes and eat a whole jar of nutella

 

[Numbtopain97]

I want to be in love with someone who loves me back.

 

[Dawn0071111]

Experience true love

 

[Roger]

dye my hair blue.

Go for SN and you'll dye everything blue.

Vide my Avatar

 

[Lennox]

You know, in "real life" there's not much else I'd like to do. But I think of messaging a few people here on SS who I think are pretty cool. Such a simple thing, but that's just what I might do before ctb.