What is one thing you plan to do or always wanted to do before you CTB?

[deathplease]

I want to go back to the park in the neighbourhood where I grew up and play on the swings like I'm a child again until I can't feel my legs. I will go home, eat some good food, drink some wine and cuddle/play with with my cats one last time. Then it's back to the cliff to jump.

 

[dandan]

"Nothing matters anymore..." Buhuuu if you guys were for real you would have ctb already

"Nothing matters anymore..." Buhuuu .... I dont like it ,,, I want to die , but I cant kill myself.....


I'm sorry guys.... its just a relfection of myself... cause im also like this

 

[kyleq16]

Perform at least once in front of a group of people

 

[dandan]

Perform at least once in front of a group of people

Nice .... but what do you do?
you rap?

you dance?

you do funny shit?


or smart TED TV talks?

what do you do?

 

[kyleq16]

Nice .... but what do you do?
you rap?

you dance?

you do funny shit?


or smart TED TV talks?

what do you do?

oh I do rap

 

[throwaway777]

go to japan but it wont happen ));

 

[Rsuicidal]

Ayahuasca would be a good goal. But if you have depression ayahusca might be a bad choice. Instead get pure powder psychedelic like 4-aco-dmt. Known as synthetic shrooms. You can get it from Dream Marketplace.
Other than that I have been creating a end of life spotify playlist.

Why is ayuasca bad for depression? I thought it was opposite and could resolve a lot of deep issues in a session but I have never done it myself nor the other substance you mention.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Why is ayuasca bad for depression? I thought it was opposite and could resolve a lot of deep issues in a session but I have never done it myself nor the other substance you mention.

Doing ayahasca unless your an experienced tripper can be tough. It's like lifting very heavy weights. But then again some people can handle it just fine. It depends. There is no way to know for sure until you try it. But I'm telling you it can be very unforgiving, which is why I recommend regular powdered psychedelics for newbies and moderates. ayahasca is some heavy shit.

 

[Marawa]

Crack. I ve seen people walk away from long term career over it. If I'm going to die I like to know what the hell its over

 

[Maravillosa]

I plan to complete, publish and launch at least one novel into the world before I die. God willing, the book will make my name: perhaps there will be at least one biography written about me.

 

[Redt2go]

I plan to complete, publish and launch at least one novel into the world before I die. God willing, the book will make my name: perhaps there will be at least one biography written about me.

god bless creators

 

[Vegrau]

I want to tell everyone off before I die.

 

[Somnium]

Honestly at that point I don't think I'd care about doing anything. I'd just want to be done with it.

I can relate to that

 

[deshper]

Probably spend some time with my cats, the few people I care about, see some places for the last time. And I really would love to do heroin one last time before I go, I think I'd have a very hard time leaving this place without using one last time.

 

[Frostypigeon]

I wanted to go to Switzerland, Ireland, and Whales.

 

[tiggles2000]

Tbh I really just want one last root

 

[kyleq16]

I wanted to go to Switzerland, Ireland, and Whales.

I live in Ireland its pretty cool

 

[muretax]

Make amends with my lover's mother. We haven't spoke since a few months after he committed suicide. I believe she doesn't have the best outlook on me currently. I just couldn't handle going over to his house so I avoided it all.

It always wouldn't hurt to hang out with a few old friends before I go. But I highly doubt that would happen.