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What is my existence anymore?

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Lou_Charthethird

A lifeless husk
Dec 19, 2025
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I cannot grasp reality anymore. I am so far behind. Im doing things that i dont normally do, that i have no real want to do. And people are assuming that because of those actions, i am the true me. But im not. And i will never be again. I am a fake but no one can tell or believe it. Nothing i do is real, yet the fact is other people will accept those actions as something i have truly done.
I am not real, yet no one knows.
 
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