Discussion What emotion are you most looking forward to being rid of?

[leavingsoon99]

Not really an emotion, but the feeling of being "in trouble" or "inadequate". All my life, I've felt like I'm doing something wrong and I'm going to get in big trouble. I guess that's from having an abusive parent and a very toxic family. I can't wait to not feel like that anymore. Oh, also, being attracted to females who have absolutely NO interest in me. I can't wait to be done with that!!!

 

[Mechanical Dance]

It might sound too general, but suffering. Fortunately I don't feel much sadness anymore, which is a form of suffering, but other forms of it, be it physical or mental, are the emotions I wanna get rid of by CTB

 

[dinghyblanket182]

Impossible to pick one.

I'd say hopelessness, regret, anxiety and sadness in no particular order.

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

I can't pick just one, either. The main ones though are: apathy, regret, fear/worry, anxiety, and hopelessness. I should also mention: envy. I've felt envy for healthy, advantaged, fortunate people for most of my life (all the way back to childhood before I even knew the word or understood the concept of envy. I envied childish things, as kids do, sure...but also I envied the kids with loving, safe homes and stable families free of alcoholism and who could make friends easily). I really hate how envy has been such a constant emotion in my life.

 

[CTB Dream]

Injury damage no emot crct mess all no sns brain no fnct

 

[Unwr!tten]

I often find myself feeling this overwhelming sadness. It's like a soul crushing, heart wrenching sadness that fills my body with melancholy and an intense sorrow. In those moments, all I can think about is how much of an absolute failure I am and how I've been given opportunity after opportunity to succeed and all I do is fail.

 

[FormerlyFe(IV)]

(Social) Anxiety.

My life would have been completely different if I could just tone it down a notch.

 

[jemetire]

Sadness and fear

 

[Black_light]

I felt inspired after reading @Ambivalent1 's thread about losing the ability to regret after CTB.

What emotion has plagued you throughout your life that you can't wait to be rid of?

I think it's obligation for me- at the moment anyhow. Although- loss is probably worse in intensity. Yeah- maybe loss and then obligation.

I think obligation can trigger other things like resentment, tedium and guilt. I can't wait not to feel obligated to do anything. Work, clean, remember people's birthdays, just generally live and act like you're grateful for it. I think that sense of calmness I feel around death is the absence of feeling obligated to do stuff! I guess I'm just lazy.

But yeah- loss is the worst. I can't wait to not be able to lose anything else. Life's cruel if it gives you anything because it fully intends to take it away most likely.

I don't know if it's a feeling but the ability people have to influence your emotions/actions is really terrifying if you start to notice it working on yourelf I just wish I was born a block of ice no outside factors being able to influence me

 

[its you i miss]

fear of abandonment

 

[020x]

Fear. But I feel like If I'll become fearless, I won't be stable anymore and might do something extremely stupid and dangerous. Overconfident, bored? I don't even know. I feel like we can't live without these emotions.

 

[Bluebunnysky]

Regret

 

[brokeandbroken]

I felt inspired after reading @Ambivalent1 's thread about losing the ability to regret after CTB.

What emotion has plagued you throughout your life that you can't wait to be rid of?

I think it's obligation for me- at the moment anyhow. Although- loss is probably worse in intensity. Yeah- maybe loss and then obligation.

I think obligation can trigger other things like resentment, tedium and guilt. I can't wait not to feel obligated to do anything. Work, clean, remember people's birthdays, just generally live and act like you're grateful for it. I think that sense of calmness I feel around death is the absence of feeling obligated to do stuff! I guess I'm just lazy.

But yeah- loss is the worst. I can't wait to not be able to lose anything else. Life's cruel if it gives you anything because it fully intends to take it away most likely.

How about you?

Anger/Rage

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

fear definitely

 

[GasMonkey]

Frustration.

 

[guinea-pig]

Shame