Severe existential dread, but above all the longing for something I know I will never get. Physically, my chest is in pain almost 24/7 in an excruciating, relentless way. Would love for that last breath. A sigh of relief, and a moment of complete lightness.
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I can't wait to get rid of all the over-thinking and doomsday-thinking i've been doing lately. I keep worrying about my ex girlfriend and I keep imagening the worst-case scenarios. I'm making myself go crazy.
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CTB Dream, yyytry, Forever Sleep and 1 other person
Regret and guilt are probably the top two emotions that haunt me. Certain types of fear, anger, and sadness, but those aren't universally "bad" emotions for me.
Hopelessness . It sounds kind of crazy but I want to get rid of it and not get rid of it at the same time .
I want to get rid of it so I can actually make something better of my remaining life.
I don't want to get rid of it because my health is declining so feeling hopeless validates those feelings and there is comfort in that.
Regret that I only ordered 2 bottles of n instead of 3 , ordered too late they got D . Can't spill a drop can't test no room for failure. Regret that fear of failure , procrastination, si etc ruined my opportunity to get out of this hell with brand new fresh sn from a reliable company, or fresh n . Fear of the future, many more
can't wait to get rid of this deep sense of dread it's my mind trying to tell me something isn't quite right due to a brain injury, constant state of feeling uncomfortable
I can deal with sadness related feelings and anxiety when I have to so I've got no serious problems with them in my daily life. I wish to get rid of the envy that's haunting me. Being envious of other's lives, skills, hobbies has always been the worst feeling ever in my case. It made me feel miserable, still does. Getting rid of envy would probably get rid some of the other feelings it's causing.
I want to get rid of all things that attach me to my life, all the joy I have. I want to feel so miserable to the point where I can finally find the courage to ctb.
The emptiness I feel 24/7 from how pointless continuing on in this life seems to me as well as the utter lack of motivation to really do anything to change my situation
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