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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,517
Anger and helplessness as a duo
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
anger, sadness
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
Ironic as it may be, grief.
 
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astral-mind

astral-mind

Antinatalist, Nitschke-ist
Jun 2, 2023
16
Fear, boredom and anhedonia, lack of motivation, inferiority, helplessness, hopelessness and self-pity.
 
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failed life

failed life

Member
Apr 10, 2023
30
Extreme self hatred, fear, loneliness. And terror - terror at the thought of existing much longer.
 
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spøgelse

spøgelse

Student
May 14, 2023
104
regrer obligatuion self hate
 
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yellowtin42

Member
Jun 28, 2023
20
regret, shame and apathy.
 
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exiled

exiled

i gave so many signs
Jun 17, 2023
296
Severe existential dread, but above all the longing for something I know I will never get. Physically, my chest is in pain almost 24/7 in an excruciating, relentless way. Would love for that last breath. A sigh of relief, and a moment of complete lightness.
 
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Victim.Of.Life

Victim.Of.Life

My bus is waiting
Jun 27, 2023
51
I can't wait to get rid of all the over-thinking and doomsday-thinking i've been doing lately. I keep worrying about my ex girlfriend and I keep imagening the worst-case scenarios. I'm making myself go crazy.
 
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EternalOblivion

EternalOblivion

But does anything matter if you're already dead?
Jan 13, 2023
50
disappointment / anxiety / despair

Every time I try to pick myself up, something always knocks me back down; I'm tired.
 
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neveragreedtothis

Member
Apr 23, 2023
60
the horrible feeling of being trapped in your body and your life
 
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KrowaKovsky

KrowaKovsky

i dunno what to put here
Feb 22, 2023
204
anxiety/fear as a whole. I feel like it prevents me from doing anything out of pure fear it'll go wrong.
 
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hamtaro

hamtaro

Paragon
Oct 8, 2022
950
All of them
 
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Techef

Techef

Student
Jun 19, 2023
124
Regret and guilt are probably the top two emotions that haunt me. Certain types of fear, anger, and sadness, but those aren't universally "bad" emotions for me.
 
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MeltingBrain

MeltingBrain

Mage
May 29, 2023
580
Hopelessness . It sounds kind of crazy but I want to get rid of it and not get rid of it at the same time .
I want to get rid of it so I can actually make something better of my remaining life.
I don't want to get rid of it because my health is declining so feeling hopeless validates those feelings and there is comfort in that.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,743
Regret that I only ordered 2 bottles of n instead of 3 , ordered too late they got D . Can't spill a drop can't test no room for failure. Regret that fear of failure , procrastination, si etc ruined my opportunity to get out of this hell with brand new fresh sn from a reliable company, or fresh n . Fear of the future, many more
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,731
can't wait to get rid of this deep sense of dread it's my mind trying to tell me something isn't quite right due to a brain injury, constant state of feeling uncomfortable
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,415
Envy and hopelessness.
 
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Tikialia

Tikialia

I became the person I swore I'd never become
May 7, 2023
65
I can deal with sadness related feelings and anxiety when I have to so I've got no serious problems with them in my daily life. I wish to get rid of the envy that's haunting me. Being envious of other's lives, skills, hobbies has always been the worst feeling ever in my case. It made me feel miserable, still does. Getting rid of envy would probably get rid some of the other feelings it's causing.
 
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yyytry

:(
Sep 8, 2022
204
Comparing myself to others

Anxiety I'm not good enough

Paranoia and thinking everyone is sizing me up all the time, like they can see all my faults. Judging me that I will never be like them.

Fear of success and failure
 
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MourningBird

MourningBird

Member
Jun 3, 2023
15
Boredom.
 
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F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,846
Fear of success and failure

Such a wise perspective and so true! If we succeed- we then have something to lose. If we always fail- how do we build the hope to succeed?
 
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NoLoveNoHope

NoLoveNoHope

Mage
Mar 25, 2023
566
Dysphoria
 
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Baron

Baron

Is there a meaning to anything?
Jun 29, 2023
114
I want to get rid of all things that attach me to my life, all the joy I have. I want to feel so miserable to the point where I can finally find the courage to ctb.
 
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FrostedHoax

FrostedHoax

Student
Dec 1, 2022
111
The emptiness I feel 24/7 from how pointless continuing on in this life seems to me as well as the utter lack of motivation to really do anything to change my situation
 
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P

pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,385
hope.

optimism.
 
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numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
Same as you
 
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E

Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
Unrequited lust.
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,322
Hopelessness 100%
 
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Owl_07

Owl_07

Member
Jun 28, 2023
30
Loss, shame, guilt, regret, humiliation, helplessness, dispair, jealousy, loneliness
 
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