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ThePollinator

ThePollinator

Member
May 7, 2023
74
I'm considering this method again. Before I buy anything, I want to know what it feels like? Does it feel like every other overdose (I've overdosed on Tylenol, quetiapine and methylphenidate before), or does it feel different, and if so, how?
 
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doomerguy88

Member
Aug 13, 2025
62
I'm considering this method again. Before I buy anything, I want to know what it feels like? Does it feel like every other overdose (I've overdosed on Tylenol, quetiapine and methylphenidate before), or does it feel different, and if so, how?
I am not an expert on this method so hopefully someone with more info will chime in but I would assume it would be a different feeling compared to the stuff you mentioned due to the way it affects your body. I think I have also heard that the effects can be different depending on the person with some only experiencing mild symptoms like some dizziness and others experiencing stronger ones like strong headaches and nausea
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
244
I'm considering this method again. Before I buy anything, I want to know what it feels like? Does it feel like every other overdose (I've overdosed on Tylenol, quetiapine and methylphenidate before), or does it feel different, and if so, how?
@Kayla should be able to help you
 
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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
57
I would also like to know. I can't take it anymore.
 
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existentiallinguine

existentiallinguine

female Rust Cohle
Feb 10, 2026
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BradGuy123

Student
Jul 6, 2025
167
- What did he put over his mouth after he drank the SN? It looked like some kind of mask. What was the point of this?
- 8 minutes after he drank the SN it appears he was nauseated and probably uncomfortable from the nausea. He took the mask off.
- He threw up 9:30 in what appears to be a dark substance
- 16:30 in he was kicked that skeleton which makes me think he may have been uncomfortable
- I stopped noticing movement 24 minutes in

What we don't know is how uncomfortable or unpleasant it was or if he experiencing panic inside his mind
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

Student
Nov 30, 2025
129
Based off from other peoples experiences with their successful attempt, there's not much discomfort apart from the nausea, maybe headaches and burning from drinking a chemical. I saw people that recovered from it describe all of these symptoms too. Might have to look around the site and find those attempts so you can see, most of them describe their final moments.
 
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Bat12

Bat12

Student
Mar 2, 2024
131
I'm considering this method again. Before I buy anything, I want to know what it feels like? Does it feel like every other overdose (I've overdosed on Tylenol, quetiapine and methylphenidate before), or does it feel different, and if so, how?
as far as I'm aware it's extreme nausea and bradycardia, although the full extent is widely documented. As someone who takes methylphenidate, sometimes too much, I imagine there to be comparable symptoms
 
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Lucid7972

Lucid7972

Member
Aug 28, 2023
27
oh man that looks awful, it must have been so unbearable, it reminds me of one food poisoning I once had, why did this get popular on SaSu?
 
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chloeburbank

chloeburbank

Cat
Jan 30, 2026
35
oh man that looks awful, it must have been so unbearable, it reminds me of one food poisoning I once had, why did this get popular on SaSu?
compared to other methods its a "nice" way to go
 
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DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

Student
May 15, 2024
147
oh man that looks awful, it must have been so unbearable, it reminds me of one food poisoning I once had, why did this get popular on SaSu?

Been here for a little over a year. This is all my opinion, observation and speculation.

From what I can tell it originated in the PPH (Peaceful Pill Handbook) then gained a lot of traction here. Now it's the "Holy Grail" of methods here.

There's so many anecdotal takes on how much pain it actually causes and what it feels like.

Some users claim it's just "mild discomfort" or "uncomfortable". Some claim that from experience, having attempted or taking a small dosage.

But most people just parrot that it's "uncomfortable not painful" because they saw others say that online. Without having anyway of knowing that's the case. They read it from strangers online and assume it's true.

Then recently as of the last few months I've seen people backtracking, saying it's "peaceful compared to other methods". Not actually peaceful.

I've seen other posts where people said it was extremely painful. I saw one approximately a week or two ago where the user said they felt like they could barely breathe and to make it stop.

I've read a lot of medical literature online about it that talk about symptoms that sound quite painful, and vice versa.

No one seems to even be able to fully agree on whether or not you feel like you're suffocating after ingestion.

And I'm attempting to not being be hypocrite. I don't know which one is true. Which is why I still haven't opened or used mine.

I wish someone with a verifiable medical background could attest to the pain you'd experience. And you see plenty of users on other popular sites asking exactly that, and of course, no one with actual knowledge will answer because they don't want to promote/encourage or be held liable.

Unfortunately there are bad actors on both sides. Anti-choice pro lifers, and people trying to encourage suicide. So it's very difficult to confirm what's true.

The only thing that seems to be unquestionably true is that it is highly lethal.
 
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