Venting every aspect of my life is shit

[bunnyloop]

I dont understand how I'm supposed to keep going. everyone at least has something but I literally have nothing. every aspect of my life is shit. no matter how much medication I take even if it does help I still can't seem to be normal enough to get a job. idk what I'm doing wrong. I want to work so bad i just want to be useful and have enough money to support myself but over and over again no matter how good I think the interview went I keep getting rejected. I'm so sick of it. I feel like having a job could actually help my mental health so much because I'll finally feel like a useful adult and not have to worry about money anymore. but life keeps fucking me over I'm so sick of it. why does this always happen to me. I feel cursed. nothing ever works out no matter how hard I try or how much hope I have.

 

[Cocomellon]

I'm so sorry to hear that. Getting work in this day and age is just so hard. It doesn't reflect on you at all that you haven't found anything yet. I've been looking for work for years before without any results. It's very hard to get through but something will come for you if you keep trying.
I wish all the best to you

 

[Realgar]

It is not your fault not finding a job. Society became so messed up and lack of jobs is one of the consequences. I feel cursed also, life keeps fucking me over as well. It sucks.

 

[Manfrotto99]

So sorry your struggling to get a job. Society has a lot to answer for! It won't let you get a job so you can't afford to live - then it blames you for not working and stops you from being able to ctb!

Have you thought about being a mental health support worker? My friend does this - he uses his mental health condition to relate to and help others - and it helps with his condition too as his useful and helps other men and gets paid too - he enjoys his job and is good at it. I don't know if your country has demand for these positions - I'm in Australia.