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Sep 5, 2025
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I dont understand how I'm supposed to keep going. everyone at least has something but I literally have nothing. every aspect of my life is shit. no matter how much medication I take even if it does help I still can't seem to be normal enough to get a job. idk what I'm doing wrong. I want to work so bad i just want to be useful and have enough money to support myself but over and over again no matter how good I think the interview went I keep getting rejected. I'm so sick of it. I feel like having a job could actually help my mental health so much because I'll finally feel like a useful adult and not have to worry about money anymore. but life keeps fucking me over I'm so sick of it. why does this always happen to me. I feel cursed. nothing ever works out no matter how hard I try or how much hope I have.
 
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Cocomellon

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Jun 17, 2026
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I'm so sorry to hear that. Getting work in this day and age is just so hard. It doesn't reflect on you at all that you haven't found anything yet. I've been looking for work for years before without any results. It's very hard to get through but something will come for you if you keep trying.
I wish all the best to you
 
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Realgar

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Aug 19, 2024
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It is not your fault not finding a job. Society became so messed up and lack of jobs is one of the consequences. I feel cursed also, life keeps fucking me over as well. It sucks.
 

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