• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
whippedcream

whippedcream

Member
Nov 7, 2025
8
Hii I just want to know what it feels like because i'm determined but a still little scared ngl. Like is it going to hurt a lot? Am I going to seize? Idk I'm just wanting to know everything I can. Also if I do end up waking up do I need to go to hospital or am I fine 🧍‍♀️
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: gunmetalblue
knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Experienced
Apr 5, 2025
216
You need to supply more information. What drugs and how much?
 
gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
398
If you are simply curious about sensation, it's okay to ask. But if you are considering it, I wouldn't recommend.


 
whippedcream

whippedcream

Member
Nov 7, 2025
8
You need to supply more information. What drugs and how much?
I have a mixture around 50 total, they're all antidepressants. Sorry if that's dumb and not enough or something, I don't really know much at this stage. I doubt it'll kill me but i just sort of want to have a practice run if yk what I mean.
 
U

User111885

I request my username and all posts be deleted.
Jun 22, 2025
556
I have a mixture around 50 total, they're all antidepressants. Sorry if that's dumb and not enough or something, I don't really know much at this stage. I doubt it'll kill me but i just sort of want to have a practice run if yk what I mean.
It's a horrible fucking idea

You won't die and could cause organ damage. You could even end up with damage that makes it harder for you to choose (such as requiring full time care). It's your choice but it's a terrible decision.

You'll wind up in involuntary hospitalization after it. If you want intensive care, just go admit yourself and skip the pain of the OD.

I'm just guessing but this seems like a really bad idea.
 
  • Like
Reactions: gunmetalblue
knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Experienced
Apr 5, 2025
216
I have a mixture around 50 total, they're all antidepressants. Sorry if that's dumb and not enough or something, I don't really know much at this stage. I doubt it'll kill me but i just sort of want to have a practice run if yk what I mean.
Antidepressants just are not the way. I am going to try to OD again, but I would never take that route. Even with strong opioids it's still hard to OD. Odds better if you learn to administer them IV. Boofing is probably second. Please rethink your method. It probably won't work and if you're found could just get you committed somewhere unpleasant
 

Similar threads

M
Replies
2
Views
151
Suicide Discussion
milliecoyote
M
OtterFromTheCosmos
Replies
5
Views
201
Suicide Discussion
K14~♡
K14~♡
apassingmoment
Replies
2
Views
192
Suicide Discussion
whywere
W
rotten_hrtz
Replies
4
Views
286
Suicide Discussion
rotten_hrtz
rotten_hrtz