sometimes I feel like fraud on this site

[NZkiwi]

I feel too organised/functioning to fee like I belong on the suicide side of the forums

I don't feel "unwell" enough to be on the recovery side of this website

I know I'm probably fine, but I just have feelings where I don't think I belong -- even though I think I probably do.

Anyone else feel that way here?

 

[dissociatedmess]

I relate for sure lol.
I don't think I'm going to CTB anytime soon, but I don't feel like I've "recovered."
I'm still chronically suicidal, I just feel like there's nothing I can do about it.
If I could press a button to enter the afterlife, I probably would. But I use the word probably, so who's to say.

I keep wondering what thing is gonna make me actually break, but I just keep waking up and doing the thing every day.
But this is the only place I can comfortably talk about feeling suicidal without scaring absolute the shit out of everyone around me.

 

[Rev346]

As long as you aren't one of the narcs that rats out sources or publishes biased articles about the site then you are welcome here. I sometimes feel like a fraud because I've been a member almost 3 years and keep coming back to the site after brief spurts of "I think I want to live".
If ctb'ing was easy then a lot more people would be doing it. Us chronically suicidal people need an open community without the risk of forced hospitalization.

 

[NZkiwi]

Us chronically suicidal people need an open community without the risk of forced hospitalization.

Facts. 100%

But this is the only place I can comfortably talk about feeling suicidal without scaring absolute the shit out of everyone around me.

I'm glad this is a safe space for you too, it's nice being open and honest

 

[starboy2k]

everyone is a fraud in some regard.
not that big of a deal.

 

[Angelol]

I feel the same way too. I feel like my problems don't compare at all to other people's, and I'm just a crybaby who can't handle anything.

 

[RawRX3]

It's okay <3

I kinda feel like a fraud too even though I'm def not well

Not sure what causes it for you but I hope you know you're welcomed <3

 

[Pluto]

 

[die2live]

As long as you aren't one of the narcs that rats out sources or publishes biased articles about the site then you are welcome here. I sometimes feel like a fraud because I've been a member almost 3 years and keep coming back to the site after brief spurts of "I think I want to live".
If ctb'ing was easy then a lot more people would be doing it. Us chronically suicidal people need an open community without the risk of forced hospitalization.

This

 

[korchoi]

There are psychiatrists, psychologists, and suicide prevention officials available, so please don't think like that.

 

[pendulum_swings]

well ppl who are actually too organised/functioning probably wouldn't even know about or use this forum in the first place, so chill out bro

 

[Ultimatefighter]

There are psychiatrists, psychologists, and suicide prevention officials available, so please don't think like that.

Who knows maybe those people in these professions using this site the most they get suicidal from all storys from people they have to hear everyday and start looking for methods