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sacrilegeofsouls

sacrilegeofsouls

Come undone
Jun 14, 2026
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I always thought it meant "cross the border" yk as an euphemism for suicide but I've been seeing people say "catch the bus" alot is that what the agreed upon meaning is? Is there any other variations anyone else thought of too?
 
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HNR_

HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
195
Catch the bus, yeah lol
Funny thing is, someone asked a similar question about SI like a week ago and I also clarified it for them
 
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dissociatedmess

dissociatedmess

a little past due
Apr 30, 2022
25
Every time I see it my brain thinks "cut the brakes"
 
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neurotoxic

neurotoxic

Experienced
Sep 15, 2019
229
its for when you're driving and miss your turn

"Crap! Turn Back!"
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,128
I understand for new people the phrase is confusing, so I've simply stopped using it. I don't say ctb anymore, except when I'm outside of this forum and don't want to get anyone in trouble. I just call it suicide because that is literally what it is.
 
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Vsty

New Member
Jul 30, 2026
2
I assumed it truly means cross the bridge because you are crossing from life to death
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Warlock
May 14, 2018
701
"The slang term "catch the bus" originated online in the early 1990s on the early internet discussion forum alt.suicide.holiday"
 

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