Discussion Living dangerously

[termination2434]

Does anyone else live life dangerously? Not necessarily living a dangerous lifestyle like some sort of daredevil. But for me, I've noticed changes over the years in my day-to-day life. I don't look both way before I cross the street. I jaywalk without a second thought at my convenience. I stuff my face with food without taking a second to swallow carefully. I regularly leave sharp objects like scissors laying around. I sometimes charge my phone in the shower while using the closest outlet to the tub, among other things. Little stuff, I know, but I've noticed some ways that I've become more careless as I've grown older, at least as far as my own safety is concerned. It's not that I'm doing these things intentionally either with the idea of putting myself in situations that could harm me. It's more-so that I don't give a fuck about what happens. I don't stand on the corner and jump in front of the speeding bus driving by, but if I step out into the road and get ran over by chance, I would very much be at peace with that. It's almost like my subconscious is aware that I truly don't care if I live or not, so I've naturally let down my guard a bit and no longer adhere to typical safety precautions. Does anyone else notice this or feel the same way?

 

[BrainSplatter]

Yeah I do this I've crossed the road before and had cars stop and start beeping at me I don't always wear a seat belt I broke a beer bottle and just picked up the shards with my bare hands instead of sweeping I also use drugs more excessively combining uppers downers any drugs I can get really and get myself in situation like hanging with people who carry weapons