
puppy9
au revoir
- Jun 13, 2019
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For my cooking (especially pastry) because I love it.
I don't want to be remembered as this but I know that ultimately everyone will be relieved that I'm gone and they will say something like this about me. My children may look back with fond memories, I use whatever little bit of energy I have each day to make them laugh and do funny videos."That guy was such a downer"
Yes, my daughters are the only reason I'm still here. But I think leaving would be best, I don't want to infect them with my "miserableness." I don't know how much longer I can stay and I do worry about how much me leaving will affect them... though, because they are 6 and 1, they may not remember much so now is better than later.Just that I love my daughter with all of my heart, and that I held on for as long as I could.
I hear you, it's so hard to know they will be better off without us messing them up by staying here... My girl is 4, I feel so sad that I have let her down, she deserves a better mother, a stronger mother... I am the same, I don't know how much more I can take of this existence, and I worry too about how leaving will affect her, I hope one day she will be able to forgive me...Yes, my daughters are the only reason I'm still here. But I think leaving would be best, I don't want to infect them with my "miserableness." I don't know how much longer I can stay and I do worry about how much me leaving will affect them... though, because they are 6 and 1, they may not remember much so now is better than later.