I'd rather not be remembered for anything at all. I don't want to be yet another half-assed bar memorial, although I know some dumbasses will throw one together, if they still remember me by the time I CTB. And my remaining family will just continue to talk the same shit, but worse, because they'll surely mention how pathetic my suicide was. This is part of why I've cut contact & plan to wait a decent number of years— the less eyes and minds to remember, the better.