What do you hope you'll be remembered for?

[Ladylethal]

I realize this question is well...Silly but regardless everyone wants to be remembered for something. Right?

 

[Help_Me]

Maybe for my life values of which nobody actually cares about...

 

[not_a_robot]

Nothing.

Everyone doesn't want the same things. 90% of the things other people want repulse me.

 

[SinisterKid]

I have no desire to be remembered at all. To leave behind zero evidence of my existence will do for me. Scatter me to the four winds and shed not a tear, for then I am home.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Before.... Recent events.. I would've said maybe being a decent friend
But now I think I'm a piece of utter shit, I deserve nothing and if people knew what those recent events were then they'd think the same. If there's a hell I I deserve it. I put to much faith in other people and I made a mistake. No matter the tears that flow, it won't change what happened. My death will be a relief and much deserved.
Before I wanted something peaceful but now I want to be destroyed. Obliterated. Massacred. Unrecognizable. I hate myself so much

 

[jake3d]

Loud music, crazy parties and good advice given to friends (that i was terrible at following myself).

 

[Circles]

Well what can they say about me though in any meaningful way?
"Oh yea he was a nice and quiet guy' or my mother's response would be, "He was my special and loving baby boy" but none of that makes me feel anything. I won't be remembered for much outside of my family and I suppose they'll remember me as just another good person, brother, son, etc. and try their best to remember whatever 'good' times they had with me all the while ignoring the fact I felt nothing during most it. Damn I just sunk myself deeper into my thoughts, fuck.

 

[Ladylethal]

would just like to be remembered for being kind. That's really it. I realize that's stupid. Maybe even selfish. Maybe I don't deserve to be remembered for anything....I feel dumb for even typing this. But yeah that's really it.

Well what can they say about me though in any meaningful way?
"Oh yea he was a nice and quiet guy' or my mother's response would be, "He was my special and loving baby boy" but none of that makes me feel anything. I won't be remembered for much outside of my family and I suppose they'll remember me as just another good person, brother, son, etc. and try their best to remember whatever 'good' times they had with me all the while ignoring the fact I felt nothing during most it. Damn I just sunk myself deeper into my thoughts, fuck.

I'm sorry i didn't mean to make you feel even worse.

 

[crimea_river]

I'd like to be remembered when I was in good health, which is something that I try to do about departed loved ones.

I'd probably like to be remembered as a person that was thoughtful, stubborn (in the right way) and was always aware of mine and others strengths and limitations.

Unlikely about the aformentioned, but one can only hope

 

[Severen]

I hope nobody remembers me, because whatever legacy I leave behind other than a corpse or a skeleton, does not reflect anything about me. And if I'm remembered, it will be the memory of someone who never existed but instead something twisted into an image of bullshit.

 

[Im2high4this]

I don't want to be remembered. This world has nothing for me so I want to leave no footprints and see what happens next.

 

[Ladylethal]

I hope nobody remembers me, because whatever legacy I leave behind other than a corpse or a skeleton, does not reflect anything about me. And if I'm remembered, it will be the memory of someone who never existed but instead something twisted into an image of bullshit.

Hmm that is one way to think about it...It really is.

 

[andy69]

I wish to be forgotten. The only legacy I will leave is a bad one in which people would ridicule or curse.

 

[Severen]

Hmm that is one way to think about it...It really is.

You know how it is... They will either just talk trash about you or say you were blah blah blah <- a good person according to their silly beliefs. And then unleash some crocodile tears to use your death to gain something and/or start virtue signaling in one way or another too. From my point of view, it would be like someone pissing on my grave...

 

[Scribble Fan]

I wish everybody would forget about me at the moment of my passing. That way the people I care about don't have to deal with post ctb trauma and the rest don't get to draw any false conclusions.

 

[Ladylethal]

You know how it is... They will either just talk trash about you or say you were blah blah blah <- a good person according to their silly beliefs. And then unleash some crocodile tears to use your death to gain something and/or start virtue signaling in one way or another too. From my point of view, it would be like someone pissing on my grave...

Sigh you're right honestly.

 

[Thorn]

Nobody will remember I ever even existed.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

You know how it is... They will either just talk trash about you or say you were blah blah blah <- a good person according to their silly beliefs. And then unleash some crocodile tears to use your death to gain something and/or start virtue signaling in one way or another too. From my point of view, it would be like someone pissing on my grave...

Unfortunate truth. This is why I hope I can just disappear.

I realize this question is well...Silly but regardless everyone wants to be remembered for something. Right?

A part of me hopes people would remember me as someone who loved her closest friends. But then, I realize almost everyone (except my bf and my online friends) left the moment it became too uncomfortable.

 

[Ladylethal]

Unfortunate truth. This is why I hope I can just disappear.

A part of me hopes people would remember me as someone who loved her closest friends. But then, I realize almost everyone (except my bf and my online friends) left the moment it became too uncomfortable.

I feel that. Trust me.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

I feel that. Trust me.

I sort of feel like I've always loved my close friends more than they ever loved me. For better or worse, I'd do anything to try to make people I love happy or keep them safe. But then, it hurts more when I realize that same level of caring isn't close to reciprocated by people I consider "close."

 

[Empty Smile]

I really don't want to be remembered for anything. I haven't accomplished anything in life. I can't make anyone happy, no matter what I do.

The only thing I will be remembered for is "The dumbass who killed himself...."

 

[Midnight]

Being too kind for this godforsaken society.

 

[Ladylethal]

I sort of feel like I've always loved my close friends more than they ever loved me. For better or worse, I'd do anything to try to make people I love happy or keep them safe. But then, it hurts more when I realize that same level of caring isn't close to reciprocated by people I consider "close."

I've been there for so many people....not one of them is here for me. I thought if you treated people like you wanted to be treated well....just thought eventually they would. I understand how you feel. Completely

 

[Morphinekiss]

I just want to be remembered for being a good teacher. I hope I made some impact on atleast one of the hundreds of kids I taught. I hear from some regularly who speak of me kindly but if they're genuine, I don't know. Even if I'm only remembered as that crazy ass teacher who rapped Shakespeare that would be cool with me.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

I've been there for so many people....not one of them is here for me. I thought if you treated people like you wanted to be treated well....just thought eventually they would. I understand how you feel. Completely

I think people take you for granted. Until you're dead. The sad thing is the time you'll be "loved" the most is your funeral.

 

[Empty Smile]

I've been there for so many people....not one of them is here for me. I thought if you treated people like you wanted to be treated well....just thought eventually they would. I understand how you feel. Completely

Yep, I know that routine.... You bend over backwards for others, but call out for help and watch them all scatter like roaches

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

Yep, I know that routine.... You bend over backwards for others, but call out for help and watch them all scatter like roaches

Sad but true

 

[whyidon'tknow]

That I was funny and genuinely had the best intentions of being a good friend and a good person

 

[not_a_robot]

Well what can they say about me though in any meaningful way?
"Oh yea he was a nice and quiet guy' or my mother's response would be, "He was my special and loving baby boy" but none of that makes me feel anything. I won't be remembered for much outside of my family and I suppose they'll remember me as just another good person, brother, son, etc. and try their best to remember whatever 'good' times they had with me all the while ignoring the fact I felt nothing during most it. Damn I just sunk myself deeper into my thoughts, fuck.

Do you feel any distinction between nothingness and despair?
Do others ever see the nothingness inside you, or do you have a convincing facade?

 

[jake3d]

I've been there for so many people....not one of them is here for me. I thought if you treated people like you wanted to be treated well....just thought eventually they would. I understand how you feel. Completely

Hey, we're here for you. Free hugs. Free drugs.