What do you hope for after death?

[Rainork]

Personally, I believe in a higher self and reincarnation.
My hope is that I've learnt whatever I was suppose to learn in this lifetime and that I won't have to return to this earth anymore. (I wouldn't necessarily be against another life, I just can't stand humanity and being on planet earth anymore).
There's also a part of me that worries that these struggles are the lesson and that if I ctb I will fail the lesson and have to try again, hopefully if that happens it will be more bearable though.

 

[33K1LLM3]

A second chance at life.

I never got to live really, and my existence is based off resentment. To have a second chance at life means that I can be the person I wanted to be, and lived the life I deserved to have. At the end of the day I want my suffering to be over, but to get to live without the suffering, without the pain, would be the dream <3

 

[XKZyn]

Others want an afterlife with family they miss or friends they want to see again, as ideal as that sounds... I wouldn't be able to face them. I hope for me, not for others. It's like being deleted from existence. No thoughts, no feelings, nothing. Just gone. Forgotten. That's what I hope after death is like.

 

[4hours-of-goobing]

i've fantasized about my consciousness being preserved in a time pocket right before death, where there is a singular, chosen memory looping over and over again, more vivid than life, and totally permanent. the last time i tried to CTB, before i met the people i consider my genuine confidantes and especially my closest friend and her roommate, it was interrupted by a suddenly imposed and vague image of a dim candle lit table in my mind, and the silhouettes of two friends i'd never met pressed against either shoulder.

and i'd want something like that, but the faces and voices filled in, and this time something real, something i've lived and stored inside of my being. in reality, i don't expect anything more than objective, cold nothingness. but that isn't something i'd be capable of consciously experiencing anyways.

 

[Mytimeisending]

Id hope that it was alot more peaceful than here, I'd hope to reunite with late family members. I like to trick my mind in thinking once day I will see my daughter again.

 

[sheeplit]

I've been choked unconscious once before. You feel your thoughts racing away from you. Then, nothing. Just nothing. My expectations of death were set then. There's a peacefulness to it. I hope that's how it is.

 

[lastsummer_yay]

One time I had this strange notion that if I did it, I'd end up in some kind of "normal place." I should've believed it back then.

 

[mlha]

Nothingness or sandbox reality.

 

[cait_sith]

After dead i will go back in time to 1867---because i didn't exsist in 1867. i have no memory of that time, no concept of that time, i don't even know if the world really existed at all and have to rely on some books if i would care about what happened then, but i want to be back there, and be nonexsistent like i was for the huge majority of time.. I really think that is all there is after we die, we become the same person that we were before we were born which is just no person at all that has no concept of anything. This is my strongest desire, to be nothing, even more nothing than i am now. i dont understand why so many people have a proble,m with becoming nothing, how they have to see themself continueing as a ghost in heaven or some shit, for me this nothing would be heaven, just be free of perception and thought.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I hope for non-existence forever.

permanent non-existence is the only guarante of never suffering so badly it's a trillion times worse than one can imagine.

i don't want to exist under any cirmcumstances . i don't want anything from this evil world or life . i don't want to be a part of it.

but i'm really sure 1 micro second after my brain dies , it's eternal non-existence. for one thing then every sentence i read in many books on the brain, cell biology, the law of Entropy, evolution , neurosience , chemistry , physics, would have to be a lie completely fabricated. but how could they then create all these lies on top of each other. surely one could see a crack somewhere. but no imo what i read seems to fit together and build on other things. I mean a sentence or paragrapph in a book like the Brain , and another the attention schema and another on cell biology the concepts never contradict each other but fit together . another example the cell biology books agree with the laws of physics and chemistry for example the process of energy with ATP.

but for who is this fakes these massive hoaxes? since nobody even knows about these things. how many people know a human is j cells and that these are the same cells as in the other animals. yes humans as other animals are called eukaryotes because they are descended and made up of from the eukaryotic cell. how many people know that a brain cell in human fly mouse fish are basically the same ?


why would they make up DNA and the genetic code and how DNA replicates?


and i don't think anyone has contradicted these principles. for example the law of Entropy. it is the law from which everything is based. and you can see this everywhere. everything breaks down falls apart , every car , every machine , every human every animal. everything goes to disorder. even a room you have to constantly clean order declutter or it will go to disorder. everyrthing dies everything breaks. suffering is caused because things decay like a organs a body . everything requires constant energy . you have to eat every day several times for energy . a phone requires charging.

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

I hope my life insurance policy gives my daughter everything she needs to have a better future than I can give her alive. I hope she is surrounded by empathy and kindness and people who will uplift her and show her all the good in her. I pray like hell that she understands that it's not her fault and there is not a thing more she could have been or done.

For myself? Oblivion. I have done enough existing and would like to cease.