either/or
The things you could do, you won't but you might
- Jun 7, 2025
- 6
Personally, I just want to play Minecraft with my brother again like we did when we were little. Miss him so much.
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Nothingness, no consciousness
L9my
L789 is bliss
- Nov 22, 2024
- 747
bonnieps>
New Member
- Apr 6, 2025
- 2
birdie8
sorting through my thoughts
- Jun 7, 2025
- 18
I'd hope for some kind of peace and relief, and that I could see family members who've passed, even if just for a moment. In reality I don't know if I actually believe in an afterlife 
ashendreams
rotting angel
- May 31, 2025
- 66
god i hope theres no afterlife and i just disappear. i'd hate to ctb and have to keep living with myself anyway.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,391
All I hope for is non-existence, I just want to never exist ever again with this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake finally gone and forgotten, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable, all I wish is to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this.
For me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer ever again, all that existence does is just cause problems and suffering all for the sake of it, I'll always find it a burden to exist, I see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
For me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer ever again, all that existence does is just cause problems and suffering all for the sake of it, I'll always find it a burden to exist, I see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
lemonandcapers
Member
- Jun 7, 2025
- 71
darksouls
Wizard
- May 10, 2025
- 651
I hope there is no more consciousness
and that something like a soul does not exist
and that something like a soul does not exist
ImnotCTB
Member
- Jun 11, 2025
- 32
Sergeant45
Member
- Jun 11, 2025
- 60
Opposite to most people on this site likely... I hope there will be an afterlife for me. I've always wanted to live a better life one day.
I don't want nothingness I want everyone to shut the fuck up and get the hell away from me. I want peace and quiet and solitude.
VoidButterfly
Flitterby
- May 17, 2025
- 93
bl33ding_heart
Member
- Jun 24, 2025
- 15
I don't believe in an afterlife. I do think it is scientifically possible, however, that we could exist as energy post-death in some other form but I don't know if that form would allow consciousness as we think of it. It's also possible, using the "we are in a holodeck" theory, that perhaps when we die we actually go back to reality and exit this simulation... in which case, there would be consciousness. There's also a possibility of reincarnation and there may or may not be any kind of remembering of this lifetime.
However you slice it, I'm hoping I'm right and it is just nothing. Granted, that is a tough concept for anyone to grasp. I mean, for as long as you are aware you have been alive. We know that there was life and existence of others before we were born and have memories. That is easily proven with our parents being older than us and then seeing how we age and become adults like they were. So, we know conceptually that there was existence before we remember being here.
But, when we go to sleep or are knocked out for surgery, we always wake up again later. It's like time-travel where we jump instantly from one moment to the next hours later, but we do come back to consciousness. It's tough to imagine going to sleep and having no dreams and never waking up again. It's hard to wrap understanding around that. You literally can't know until it happens to you.
I do hope for nothing though... no heaven or other afterlife no reincarnation or leaving-the-simulation... just nothing and no awareness. I hope my awareness just ceases at the moment of death and that's it.
However you slice it, I'm hoping I'm right and it is just nothing. Granted, that is a tough concept for anyone to grasp. I mean, for as long as you are aware you have been alive. We know that there was life and existence of others before we were born and have memories. That is easily proven with our parents being older than us and then seeing how we age and become adults like they were. So, we know conceptually that there was existence before we remember being here.
But, when we go to sleep or are knocked out for surgery, we always wake up again later. It's like time-travel where we jump instantly from one moment to the next hours later, but we do come back to consciousness. It's tough to imagine going to sleep and having no dreams and never waking up again. It's hard to wrap understanding around that. You literally can't know until it happens to you.
I do hope for nothing though... no heaven or other afterlife no reincarnation or leaving-the-simulation... just nothing and no awareness. I hope my awareness just ceases at the moment of death and that's it.
Vlad Tepes
Member
- Jun 24, 2025
- 18
I would love for nothing more than to be reincarnated as someone who lives a really nice life, the type of life that I always fantasize about having and that I get very upset when I realize that I will never have. Handsome, neurotypical, well-off, liked, sociable, mentally stable - all the things that I'm not. In other words, I want to be reincarnated as the guy in my maladaptive daydreams.
