My brain and its inherent inability to see any point in life.
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deflagrat
¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
- Apr 9, 2018
- 360
Having to be a wageslave your entire life.
AlePizarnik
Member
- Nov 8, 2018
- 95
Having been born and that any piece of shit can impose a miserable life on someone else just like that
project77
Member
- Sep 22, 2018
- 20
Yea like said here before. Being human and the endless cycles.
That it doesnt just stop to let you catch your breath
rabid_squirrel
Member
- Nov 10, 2018
- 52
I only hate myself.I have a defected personality,I'm weak minded,overly sensitive,pessimistic.If I hadn't been like this,I'd have a different life.
letmeseethedeath
catching the bus
- Aug 4, 2018
- 478
i hate myself. I'm useless and wrong. I'm wrong for this world. World will be better without me
letmeseethedeath
catching the bus
- Aug 4, 2018
- 478
oh and what i hate the most is parents gave us the duty to be born without asking anyone's permission and now it is up to us to get rid of our useless life
Norest4thewicked
Losing it
- Nov 4, 2018
- 270
My urge to self destruct even when things were kind of good. The sudden mood swings. The never ending depression. The feeling of being a liability and disappointment. Being aware those around me are uncomfortable
dysfunctional
Arcanist
- Oct 26, 2018
- 459
That my depression changed me into what I am now.
Going Home
Specialist
- Sep 21, 2018
- 357
Can't pinpoint what I hate most.
Maybe for a while I believed the lie that hard work and determination could beat poverty and mental illness.
Then getting a better job with the State of NY, having to quit, and having a big idiot from the job tell people I was fired.
Or that people very close to me spread disgusting lies about me and really get off on playing mind games with me.
Maybe for a while I believed the lie that hard work and determination could beat poverty and mental illness.
Then getting a better job with the State of NY, having to quit, and having a big idiot from the job tell people I was fired.
Or that people very close to me spread disgusting lies about me and really get off on playing mind games with me.
Trashcan
Trash
- Aug 31, 2018
- 1,234
It's hard to pinpoint one thing. Work. School. People. And minor things that build up.
rabid_squirrel
Member
- Nov 10, 2018
- 52
I feel you pal,the roller coaster ride of mood swings,the sudden depression that comes from nowhere,sometimes I feel I'm insane.
Moony21
Experienced
- Nov 23, 2018
- 273
Suffering with nusea all the time.
Tara2018
Member
- Oct 17, 2018
- 69
myself and my stupid decisions, the loneliness, boredom...
blindstatue
Member
- Nov 16, 2018
- 94
Having everything I could ask for and not being able to enjoy it because of my diseased body.
The lack of equality and autonomy. Being born is basically a lottery. You get a random set of genetics and societal circumstances and are expected to gleefully and gratefully embrace a life over which you have very little control. And if you don't like the hand you were dealt, well... tough shit. "This is the way things are, take it or leave it. But no seriously, if you try to leave, we'll lock you up until you've seen the error of your ways."
Retched
I see the chaos in your eyes.
- Oct 8, 2018
- 837
Right now? Me. And the stupid decisions I've made that has got me to where I am now.
ugly_loser2008
Member
- Jul 30, 2018
- 73
definitely myself and my dumbass decisions.
2ISAB
Member
- Aug 24, 2018
- 11
All of these things.
I hate that we are physical beings. All our flaws come from being physical. We are confined to primitive desires based on the age old hunt for food and shelter.
Imagine not having a body.
No need to fight one another
No health issues
No financial issues
No birth lottery
If we were beings of pure energy we could hone our character all day long and progress for real.
I hate it when people say we're here for a purpose and "to learn". Humans always start from zero. Maybe after death we can progress..
Deivis
Seul contre tous
- Jul 23, 2018
- 235
I'm 42 and have a perfectly working body for that age. Not a sign of any illness.
They will pop up eventually, but if things go as they do, I can make it well into 70's
until I die from natural causes.
And thats the most repulsive thought... 30 years ... feel like forever.
There will be androids and cyborgs - half-men, half-machines running around, and I'll be.. just me..
So yeah, the idea of being condemned to live - if I dont take action myself - is the most sickening!
They will pop up eventually, but if things go as they do, I can make it well into 70's
until I die from natural causes.
And thats the most repulsive thought... 30 years ... feel like forever.
There will be androids and cyborgs - half-men, half-machines running around, and I'll be.. just me..
So yeah, the idea of being condemned to live - if I dont take action myself - is the most sickening!
I can't think of just one thing. Collectively, it's just a shit show that needs flushed.
I hate how there is so much unnecessary cruelty and suffering especially at the hands of humans against defenceless animals. I hate how those people who derive pleasure from inflicting pain on others know they will never face retribution for their acts.
I hate being a woman who suffers from an extreme form of PTSD which causes me to suffer from mania and insomnia every month for at least 7 days before my period starts. There are many reasons why I want to die but this is number one. I hate being at the mercy of this arbitrary animal cycle and knowing this will continue for at least another 10 years. I hate having a few days every month where I feel normal before I am once again subjected to the hell of my hormones and their devastation on my body, sleeping patterns, appetite and already fragile mental health. I just want to stab my stomach in desperation hoping 'this thing' will die and leave me alone.
I hate being a woman who suffers from an extreme form of PTSD which causes me to suffer from mania and insomnia every month for at least 7 days before my period starts. There are many reasons why I want to die but this is number one. I hate being at the mercy of this arbitrary animal cycle and knowing this will continue for at least another 10 years. I hate having a few days every month where I feel normal before I am once again subjected to the hell of my hormones and their devastation on my body, sleeping patterns, appetite and already fragile mental health. I just want to stab my stomach in desperation hoping 'this thing' will die and leave me alone.
I hate being numb when others seem to have a bevy of hobbies and interests. I hate being on an island, emotionally, while my friends had kids and married. I hate the anxiety that is a wet blanket in everything I do. Mostly, I hate that I wasn't able to course correct for these things, like I've seen others in worse situations do.
How selfish and lazy people are. I'm also waiting and struggling to find a partner if one ever comes along in the partner mega thread, I can't do it alone, but I may have to eventually.
And to me just other people in general who grind my gears. I've become pretty high strung and edgy, just can't wait to leave
