What do you hate most about life?

[stellabelle]

Every. Single. Thing. Especially waking up every day.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Illness.

 

[deathbycakes]

i don't like that it can rob you off your happiness in a sec.
like one second ago you were happy then another later boom you're a depressed soul

 

[deathbycakes]

Illness.

ikr, i wish there's no such thing as ilness that can happen to people below 80 yo. (there's always ctb option if you still can't stand life without illness tho)

 

[15dec]

Me. Everything I've done has led to despair and more problems, and my efforts to fix things just amplified the existing problems and makes things worse for myself and anyone else involved in my life.

I also hate how quickly things can go from being tolerable or even good to complete agony and chaos. Everything is so unpredictable and I hate it.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Decisions. Fuck ups. Fuck ups that weren't repairable. Hate that I've told my friends the thoughts I have had and they keep telling me not to go through with them. Tired of the abuse my parents have put on me. Lying to me, compulsively. The situation with H* and I breaking up and how she blocked me from everything; because she "didn't want to hurt me any longer" though I loved her.

I hate what I've become. I didn't ask for any of this shit. I've joked in the past but there's deeper meaning behind this. Kids should sign contracts before they're put here. Shit is completely unfair to just suddenly be birthed and suffer with existence.

 

[Surferonce]

Fucking people. How rude, closed minded, judgemental, selfish and assholes they are. How they persecute others when they are so much worse. And ofcourse my stupid and coward self.

 

[RyanSuicide]

Other people. You know most people's problems stem from their relationship with others, how they are treated by people and their relationship with society. It is in human nature to be terrible to eachother.

 

[creationisdeath]

Everything is a competition. Jobs, social media, money, friends, appearance. It feels like no one even gives a fuck about actually living anymore, its all about that new gucci shirt or how many likes kylie jenner got on her last pic. Complete bullshit

Couldn't agree more.

The worst is all the randomness. If we were all 100% identical and would start the same, okay. But there's really no point in competition when everyone is literally a product of random chance.

 

[Kassender]

I hate the fact i was born with a defective brain that basically prevents me from enjoying the best it has to offer.

I hate that i disappoint everyone that ever tries to help.

I hate that i have nothing to offer to any of the decent people out there.

I hate that im the uncaring piece of shit.

I hate that i tried my best to change and still end up to square one. Im still a blank wall on which nothing sticks.
Its just there.

 

[Vilthuril]

I hate the fact that it seems downright impossible to live without contributing to even more suffering and harm/exploitation in the world, and it just seems not worth it when--not only I am not enjoying my life--it seems I am suffering myself more than anything. I hate how hard it is to find somebody who is genuine or compassionate or who isn't motivated by self interest to a disgusting and disheartening degree.

 

[vallm]

Don't call it life. Call it existence. Existence is suffering.

 

[Fenty(nal)]

You can be nice to people and they'll still talk shit behind your back. Or in my case, the group chat I'm a part of.

 

[StreamingMySuicide]

That I don't have the free will to CTB.

 

[leaps]

I actually think life, generally speaking, is fine; it's me that is the piece of shit, basically.

That's ME!

 

[TheFriendlyGh0st]

The biggest and least fixable reason I have for wanting to CTB is that I hate having a body. I hate having to eat and sleep and take care of myself. I have some intestinal problem that especially makes eating a nightmare. My brain doesn't even work right. And if my mental health problems get out of order, it screws up my guts even more. Plus being transgender, my body doesn't match up with what I WISH it was. All the surgery in the world can't totally fix it. I can get top surgery, but I'll always have the scars. I can get bottom surgery but the result doesn't function the way a real one would. And there's nothing you can do about having a body. You can't just leave it (and live) or ignore all the basic things a human needs without consequences.

 

[NumbItAll]

I hate the inherent cruelty, unfairness, and absurdity of life.

I fucking hate this idiotic species that keeps reproducing and perpetuating more suffering.

I hate myself for being a worthless piece of shit and for taking so long to die.

 

[Dead Meat]

My Life....

 

[wishfulthinking]

Poverty, diseased body, depression. Great life^^

 

[HellinHeaven]

My inability to live a happy life. Furthermore people who are judging others, are careless and ignorant.

 

[ThisIsTheEnd]

People, especially myself.

 

[N-IsMyHope]

Mental illness.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Not finding any value in what this world offers but instead of an easy way out you're expected to just shut up and endure the entire thing by prevention, loved ones and pretty much everyone.

 

[sneakysneaky]

People. I just hate people. People can be so manipulative. You'd think that you have friends, but in reality they just want to fuck each other, talk behind your back, and just ruin other people's image of you. In the end, no one will be there for you, and you are all alone because people are full of broken promises.

 

[lshode55]

The pain, the fact that I've made so much effort and yet still stuck.My hope gets let down and deferred. Trust gets broken. Dreams crushed. Everything.

 

[Cold]

Consciousness.

 

[daemonblight]

The unfairness. My life was ruined before it could even begin due to things I didn't choose.

 

[NoChoice]

That is an impossible question to answer. To name any one thing in particular, and I don't even have the will to list all of the things. But a few would be the mystery of it all, how there are no answers to any of the most important questions such as what happens when we die, I hate how it's impossible to agree with everyone on anything in that literally everything can be a disagreement and probably will be, I hate how unfair it is, I hate people in general, I hate religion, I hate society, I hate the school system, I hate the government, I hate how good people get taken advantage of and evil people rise to power, I hate capitalism and living as a wage slave to fake paper money that has no actual value, I hate so many things mostly about humanity. I love the actual nature of mostly everything other than human nature which happens to affect me quite a lot.

 

[NoChoice]

The unfairness. My life was ruined before it could even begin due to things I didn't choose.

I can relate to you on that ): it's really harsh. Try not to be too hard on yourself and think it was your fault, that's what I did for 2 years until I realized there's nothing I could've done with everything I knew at the time. You probably didn't deserve it, it's just so unforgiving. I'm sorry.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I hate that I have to continue existing to please others. My suffering doesn't matter as long as they don't have to be the one with a dead sibling/child/friend. A schoolfriend of mine CTB in August and I wish I could have had the strength she did.