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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
That no matter how hard I try, I can't have the life I want. The things that come so easy to others, I won't ever have.

I don't hate other people. I am jealous of them.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Me
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Myself and my terrible decisions.
 
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Morbid Cam

Morbid Cam

Member
Oct 28, 2018
51
That no matter how hard I try, I can't have the life I want. The things that come so easy to others, I won't ever have.

I don't hate other people. I am jealous of them.
THIS! I keep trying and trying to improve my life and absolutely nothing is working out for me, after a while you get sick of the constant disappointments and failures when you're really trying to give life a chance only to constantly get beat up by it. And the people who get things easily just sit there and tell you to keep going when they havent had to struggle as hard as you have so they have no clue how you feel and cant garuntee that you will ever succeed. Which brings me to my response to this thread, what I hate most is the cruelty and the lack of compassion for others, I hate the rudeness, the monotony, the despair,I especially hate how you can try to do everything right and be a good person and STILL not have things go right for you,I hate how the universe doesnt give a shit and how we really dont matter to it at all (natural disasters and diseases), I hate how there truly isnt any happy ending for us that I know of and how very few of us understand this and are judged for seeing life for how it truly is. This life truly breaks my heart.
 
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Amira

Amira

Student
Nov 15, 2018
180
What do you hate most in life?

Living....
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
I feel like a mindless drone or a pig in a cage. I consume and I shit, and in between life tosses some happiness my way with the next negative event just around the corner. And let's not forget, that we live on this tiny planet surrounded by this unexplainable, unimaginable maaassive cold universe. The f#ck..?! Life is freaking twisted.
 
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IRIYAMA

IRIYAMA

Student
Apr 10, 2018
146
The daily level of pain, always at 7-9/10. Hate the limited mobility and never ending cycle of symptoms.
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Another thing I hate in life is being banned from a site because I had the audacity to link a peer reviewed journal that goes against the dominant narrative of that site. Apparently facts arrived at by experts in their field, are both wrong and offensive. It just reinforces my hate of the human species as a whole, and the depths of its stupidity oozing out of every orifice, manifesting in ways that do great harm in the present and will lead to unprecedented levels of suffering in the future. It is like we learn nothing even when all the tools are right there!
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Chronic ailments/illness, bills/taxes, censorship, and the sobering realization that ultimately every creature on Earth that is born dies alone (yes, even with partners or being surrounded by loved ones).
 
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Larez

Larez

Member
Mar 22, 2018
25
Existence in time, really: the present always passing into the future, the flow of seconds passing through us all, meaning that no rare moment of forgetfulness stays, and our subjective brains are stuck interpreting awful hours of deep struggle as a series of stretched out, stressful, neverending events that will nevertheless also turn into but a fleeting memory that feels like it've only taken a second, since the more we grow up, the more we learn to deploy defensive mechanism of becoming numb to a routine of more or less withering conflict. Passage of time means that we die every day. Passage of time means that things said cannot be unsaid. Passage of time forces us to be careful all the time and makes life what it is: a free for all. Passage of time means that our one shot is never to return. Passage of time turns every beauty into rot. Passage of time means you can always be replaced. Passage of time means that the past seems like fiction, and consequences bury you under them.

Add to that the vileness, ruthlessness and darwinism of life, mix it with human competitiveness on an overcrowded world where everyone just wants the pain to stop, lifes destroyed by things beyond their control, and our constantly failing bodies that can drop at any second, spill the uncertainty of connections and the rarity of true love, then add a pinch of being but one grain in a world of billions with billions already buried. With all of this and more you only have the tip of the shitberg that is life. Basically every single answer people to the painful state of being conscious and feeling life for what it is, is: just deal with it and survive, because you're programmed to survive really, we all know it's shit, we all are stuck in this prison where we can only cope with whatever there is to cope, stop bitching lol, better not try to escape, ok?

Well, "ok."
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
835
Another thing I hate in life is being banned from a site because I had the audacity to link a peer reviewed journal that goes against the dominant narrative of that site. Apparently facts arrived at by experts in their field, are both wrong and offensive. It just reinforces my hate of the human species as a whole, and the depths of its stupidity oozing out of every orifice, manifesting in ways that do great harm in the present and will lead to unprecedented levels of suffering in the future. It is like we learn nothing even when all the tools are right there!


Site: " Depression is always caused by lack of X"

Me: "That doesn't even make sense according to all the research I have ever seen. " Quotes metaanyasis from the heard of Harvard's research.

Site: Hate speech banned
 
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divinized

divinized

Member
Nov 26, 2018
84
Sickness. I hate sickness the most. I hate how you have to accept what's given to you and that other people will always live better lives than you which is decided only by where and who you were born to. I don't know if that made sense. I hate burdening people too.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
What I hate most about life is willful ignorance and how we just accept that willful ignorance ruling over us and the immense suffering that leads to. I hate that critical thinking is not taught as standard, meaning many are simply at the mercy of the psychological warfare of the forces out there trying to influence and coerce people away from being able to make informed decisions. I hate the foundation of lies that society runs off and how a culture of obfuscating language and Orwellian doublespeak is becoming the new normal. I hate the lack of accountability or direct justice against those who do knowing harm especially those in positions of power and authority. I hate all the needless suffering born out of stupidity of those who have no clue what it is to suffer. I hate how numbers on a balance sheet can't beg or scream but people can. I hate ideology that shits all over science and condemns future generations to have to buy hello kitty gas masks for their children. I hate how insane it all feels and how painful this depth of absurdity is to observe and be assaulted by.

OMG well put. I'm so angry. Iv'e been fuming. Reading too much news. Brexit. Russia, US, EU, WTF. I'll be stealing some sentences, I know it
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
Not hating it but this is not a game I want to continue playing anymore. Toiling for no reason. Suffering for no reason. What for? Even those that told me to keep on living dont know what they're living for or what they want. Life is just silly at this point.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
Mainly i hate my sick back. And also my brain, who wants die.
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
Right now? Me. And the stupid decisions I've made that has got me to where I am now.
Took the words right of my mouth.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
It feels like a prison, even when it was the best it could have reasonably been ,it still sucked and not by a little but alot. So the whole fucking miserable thing sucked, dragging myself around like an unwilling robot. There were specific events that were enjoyable buts that's like 1% of your total life, I just hate all of it, it's living nearly all your life in a concrete and asphalt cage.
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

-
Oct 12, 2018
637
The economic disparity that exists in the world and how it causes so much suffering.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Took the words right of my mouth.

I enjoy both your company so I'm glad you screwed up! All of you here. Ha ha.
:)

This forum is turning out to be the silver lining of it all, just to flip the thread topic, sorry
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
Another thing I hate in life is being banned from a site because I had the audacity to link a peer reviewed journal that goes against the dominant narrative of that site. Apparently facts arrived at by experts in their field, are both wrong and offensive. It just reinforces my hate of the human species as a whole, and the depths of its stupidity oozing out of every orifice, manifesting in ways that do great harm in the present and will lead to unprecedented levels of suffering in the future. It is like we learn nothing even when all the tools are right there!
Can I ask what happened?
 
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transgenderfailure

Subhuman Creature
Apr 30, 2018
118
The fact that I personally have been ready to CTB for months now; but other people who are important to me are holding me here.
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Can I ask what happened?

Sure Weedoge, I was on one of those sites that champions natural things. The sort of site that thinks eating certain diets cures cancer and gets rid of bipolar completely and everything else is a big conspiracy. There is definitely value in nutritional consideration, but to say it cures these things is fucking dangerous. More dangerous when it does it under a smoke screen of seeming scientific, while also trying to sell you all sorts of unproven crap. It is also a site that peddles dangerous anti vaccine nonsense that has been debunked repeatedly. I can't help but react to it as if they are out murder strangers children. I am also the exact sort of asshole that will post images of disease riddled child corpses and the harrowing tales of mothers who watched them die because they listened to a celebrity over proven science. Apparently I am not open minded enough, I am fine with that if open minded actually means being fatally stupid.
 
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funnyvalentine

Member
Nov 27, 2018
36
Egoism
Stupidity
Dishonesty
Noise
 
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Taylor

Taylor

Thankful
Dec 23, 2018
476
The fact that we're brought here only to suffer and eventually die. It just seems so pointless as a whole. That's why I follow Christianity, like there has to be something more to this.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
The fact that my ugly ass is put on this planet without asking me or something and then just expecting me to enjoy it and work for 60 years. I dont want to be here.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Sure Weedoge, I was on one of those sites that champions natural things. The sort of site that thinks eating certain diets cures cancer and gets rid of bipolar completely and everything else is a big conspiracy. There is definitely value in nutritional consideration, but to say it cures these things is fucking dangerous. More dangerous when it does it under a smoke screen of seeming scientific, while also trying to sell you all sorts of unproven crap. It is also a site that peddles dangerous anti vaccine nonsense that has been debunked repeatedly. I can't help but react to it as if they are out murder strangers children. I am also the exact sort of asshole that will post images of disease riddled child corpses and the harrowing tales of mothers who watched them die because they listened to a celebrity over proven science. Apparently I am not open minded enough, I am fine with that if open minded actually means being fatally stupid.

@Misanthrope, I know you made this post a while ago but it's refreshing to read there are still people there who, while taking a healthy interest in natural health etc are prepared to challenge this awful "cult" that is appearing; whereby innocent children - and adults, who are desperate for cures, are believing things that have no basis in any fact or proof and it terrifies me.

Any old idiot can write things and stick it on the internet. It seems that gone are the days completely of proper researched medical documents with plausible explanations.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
People
 
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Roy King

Roy King

Member
Jan 12, 2019
37
FRUSTRATION!
 
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ParamitePie

ParamitePie

Experienced
Oct 11, 2018
218
The constant self-sabotage and inability to improve my condition, despite knowing what's wrong with me and how I can fix most of my problems. It's as if I'm living my life on a loop of failure with no escape.
 
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boredtodeath

boredtodeath

background noise
Jul 13, 2018
69
Everything is a competition. Jobs, social media, money, friends, appearance. It feels like no one even gives a fuck about actually living anymore, its all about that new gucci shirt or how many likes kylie jenner got on her last pic. Complete bullshit
 
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