Venting what do I even do anymore?

[logar]

i'm horribly tired typing this right now so I apologize for any mistakes. My life is just complete dogshit.. like i just do nothing except be miserable 24/7. my day consists of wake up, cry, force myself to eat, PROBABLY what life says I'm supposed to do every day, then I get back home to my horrible life and my horrible family who hates me.. and then I just lay in bed.. and cry more..... because I have to do this AGAIN the next day. i just feel like a fucking worthless blob of life. i do literally nothing at all, and even if I did, that wouldn't change anything about me feeling like shit. why am i even here? Why me?

 

[droppedmysyrup]

its okay bro and i love you even if we dont know eachother! if you ever want to reach out and dm me we can talk maybe we have mutual interests or could become friends!

 

[voc_89]

i'm horribly tired typing this right now so I apologize for any mistakes. My life is just complete dogshit.. like i just do nothing except be miserable 24/7. my day consists of wake up, cry, force myself to eat, PROBABLY what life says I'm supposed to do every day, then I get back home to my horrible life and my horrible family who hates me.. and then I just lay in bed.. and cry more..... because I have to do this AGAIN the next day. i just feel like a fucking worthless blob of life. i do literally nothing at all, and even if I did, that wouldn't change anything about me feeling like shit. why am i even here? Why me?

What helped me was planning my escape, putting things toward it and then carrying it out. I would love to tell you the pain stops now, tomorrow, next month. No it won't. The escape will take a while to pull off. But once u do you will have your own life. And finally be in control for the first time in your life. If you want I can discuss tips/tricks to plan the escape. Either way I hope you find peace