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0kcomputer

0kcomputer

he/they, neurodivergent dude
Oct 27, 2024
30
I don't know what to do.
I'm in forced recovery starting today because of my parents and doctor intervening.
I have sensory issues and it's hell.
I feel absolutely numb.
Just blank.
My heads throbbing and I cant stop shaking and crying. I've been doing it for hours.

My parents don't love me anymore.
I don't know what to do.
I just want to die.
I feel just dead.
 
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Ferreter

Ferreter

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Apr 5, 2025
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It's okay, take a moment to breathe and try to focus on clearing your thoughts. Forced recovery I can imagine can be very frustrating. I don't know what your situation is but I hope the best for you. Be kind to yourself friend
 
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FakeProdigy

FakeProdigy

Can you feel my heart?
Apr 6, 2025
41
Give yourself a chance. Right now your head is probably really foggy just wait it out. Your parents probably love you a lot more than you think. Hang in there.
 
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