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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
328
What have you guys eaten today? I just purged my fast food meal - just chips and a veggie burger x2. It wasn't nice and cost me £11 but hey ED's are expensive!

What should I have that is vegan (or maybe.... vegetarian... maybe - I can just veganise it) and fattening? Just jot down anything anyway, maybe something will inspire me to order food and eat! I had a bowl of cereal I kept down this morning, oh, and a Chocolate bar! But I'm hungry TT someone help

[I am in a lot of pain today, so I can't go out and buy food, unless it's available from the sainsbury's 10 seconds from my flat, or the co-op near me, so I'm going to have to order in food. #Mybodyisdying]
 
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ice cream w/ bananas, egg yolks, chikfila sandwhich and some liver
 
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Alone Among Ghosts
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I want to eat sushi again, but it's a bit expensive
 
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whywere

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Raisin bran with string cheese and green tea in the morning.

Lunch was lightly breaded chicken fingers with onion pedal appetizers and a diet Pepsi

Dinner tonight will be smoked gouda sausages, mixed vegs in a light garlic sauce and cinnamon churro ice cream for dessert.

Walter
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

So where's the bus stop?
May 17, 2024
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Peanut butter jelly bagels and milk in the morning

A bunch of chocolate for lunch

Today Is my day to order out dinner, I'm getting a cheddar bacon burger with some fries. :3
 
SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

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Peanut butter jelly bagels and milk in the morning

A bunch of chocolate for lunch

Today Is my day to order out dinner, I'm getting a cheddar bacon burger with some fries. :3
Oooh that sounds really yummy. Looks like you had a yummy day!!
Raisin bran with string cheese and green tea in the morning.

Lunch was lightly breaded chicken fingers with onion pedal appetizers and a diet Pepsi

Dinner tonight will be smoked gouda sausages, mixed vegs in a light garlic sauce and cinnamon churro ice cream for dessert.

Walter
You are really fancy damn!
I want to eat sushi again, but it's a bit expensive
i love sushi rice and nori. It is a shame it's pricey pricier with fish TT
ice cream w/ bananas, egg yolks, chikfila sandwhich and some liver
Was the liver a whole meal?
 
bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Ramen and gyoza. The gyoza was phenomenal. The ramen was OK. It had broccoli, carrots. No, not a fan. I eat my veggies, but I didn't like the vegetables in this particular ramen. This was a chicken broth. Couple of days ago I had a nice miso beef broth ramen which was just phenomenal.



Tomorrow I'm planning some Indian. Butter chicken masala and garlic naans.


The next day, some Arabian shawarma.


My birthday is next week. So I've already got some Carlsberg Elephant beer cans ready in the fridge. Be getting some dessert. Paris Brest.chocolate eclairs and something else maybe mousse.going to be a fun week.
 
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SecretDissociation

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Ramen and gyoza. The gyoza was phenomenal. The ramen was OK. It had broccoli, carrots. No, not a fan. I eat my veggies, but I didn't like the vegetables in this particular ramen. This was a chicken broth. Couple of days ago I had a nice miso beef broth ramen which was just phenomenal.



Tomorrow I'm planning some Indian. Butter chicken masala and garlic naans.


The next day, some Arabian shawarma.


My birthday is next week. So I've already got some Carlsberg Elephant beer cans ready in the fridge. Be getting some dessert. Paris Brest.chocolate eclairs and something else maybe mousse.going to be a fun week.
Do you make all that yourself? You seem to have everything in order! That's pretty cool

I hope you have a great fun-filled birthday!
 
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bankai

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Do you make all that yourself? You seem to have everything in order! That's pretty cool

I hope you have a great fun-filled birthday!
No, dude, do you really think that I could make all that stuff by myself? It's extremely hard. I make a mean Nutella sandwich though.😆

I uber it,get it delivered.
 
SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

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No, dude, do you really think that I could make all that stuff by myself? It's extremely hard. I make a mean Nutella sandwich though.😆

I uber it,get it delivered.
Ohh, that makes more sense (delivery twinsies- although I go broke quick).

But hey, a mean Nutella sandwhich on the right day slaps hard!
 
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L9 CHOCOIRL

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For breakfast I had a sandwich with garlic sausage and mayonnaise
Later on I had a pizza with a side of chips and some orange soda
 
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SecretDissociation

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For breakfast I had a sandwich with garlic sausage and mayonnaise
Later on I had a pizza with a side of chips and some orange soda
Oooh that sounds filling. The first meal sounds very homey. I'm so bad at making my own sandwhiches... I'm so boring I just put cheese and cucumbers and lettuce or something. I feel like the only good sauce in sandwhiches come from fastfood places
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
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Mostly for break fast tofu mixed with yogurt with chocolate (ik ot sounds gross bit it actually isnt)

Later a salad with chicken and tofu and a bowl apf yogurt for now

I've been losing my appetite
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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It's morning at the moment still so, a brown bread roll with peanut butter and some tea.

Since finding out about a place that does take away milkshakes and a whole bunch of other unhealthy crap- waffles, ice cream sundaes, pancakes- I've been craving crap for days and days. I really musn't relent though because I'm depressingly fat as it is. I'm hoping the Yazoo milkshake I've added to the weekly shop will sate some of the cravings.
 
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May 2, 2025
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I had something rather simple today, some cereal and milk. It has some cut up almonds and what I think are granola bites mixed into the cereal. That, and mixed with bananas. I like bananas. Though a food I really like is shrimp scampi. I love shrimp. I mostly just have the microwave meal version of it though. It can be a bit too much sodium though.
 
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Griever

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May 1, 2025
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I ate ice cream today, even though it was cold outside and raining, but ice cream always works
 
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MelancholyMagic

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What should I have that is vegan (or maybe.... vegetarian... maybe - I can just veganise it) and fattening?
Why do you want food which is fattening? Is it to feel full or you want to gain weight? (Asking because my answer would be different depending on your intention.) Vegan-friendly ice cream is gaining popularity, and that may be what you are looking for. Peanut butters and nuts in general are more healthful but also cause weight gain.
 
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SecretDissociation

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Why do you want food which is fattening? Is it to feel full or you want to gain weight? (Asking because my answer would be different depending on your intention.) Vegan-friendly ice cream is gaining popularity, and that may be what you are looking for. Peanut butters and nuts in general are more healthful but also cause weight gain.
I'm really fat haha sefo not to gain weight! It's just something I crave and those types of food are really easy to digest for me. I had some vegan ice cream but now I don't want something cold. You see I'm really picky haha. When I binge idgaf so when I want to eat I become really picky.

Comment whatever!! :)

Also thanks for the responses guys it really helped me eat the other day!
 
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bankai

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You guys are killing me with these suggestions. I need to keep the calories normal.
 
INYGTRMTFMO

INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
45
What I've eaten:
- A few strawberries
- Leftover cheese pizza
- Three shrimp and two noodles from a leftover shrimp alfredo that my parents had
- A few Oreos
- A lot of coffee
- A bottle of Coca-Cola
- A raspberry lemonade energy drink
- A few pecans

What I'm craving:
- Sushi
- Chocolate
(neither which I have at my immediate disposal)
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I had something rather simple today, some cereal and milk. It has some cut up almonds and what I think are granola bites mixed into the cereal. That, and mixed with bananas. I like bananas. Though a food I really like is shrimp scampi. I love shrimp. I mostly just have the microwave meal version of it though. It can be a bit too much sodium though.
Sodium isn't an issue. You'll just piss or sweat it out. Forget the ******** you read about in the news.
 
maneose

maneose

天天天国地獄国
Sep 10, 2023
143
i ate like half a mcdonald's chicken sandwich and some fries (it had a small spider in it??? but i killed it.. still ate it.) i got a dr pepper but hey gave me diet :( so i drank some half tea and half lemonade. chewed on tons of gum. probably'll eat the rest of my sandwich. my mom just ordered 7/11, i got a coke slushy & laffy taffy! also cookie n cream heresy and snickers bar that i'll probably eat later!! yipie!! but lately food is just so unappealing and i'm hungry but nothing i can think of seems good. i feel like my body has been slowly putting itself it a vsed state, its dishearting but im trying my best to eat and drink when i feel up to it!
 
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LittleMagician

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Apr 17, 2025
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ice cream w/ bananas, egg yolks, chikfila sandwhich and some liver
Ice cream isn't very gut friendly. And chikfila oh my word that's proletariat food! Shame on you…I would've expected more raw and less processed food
What have you guys eaten today? I just purged my fast food meal - just chips and a veggie burger x2. It wasn't nice and cost me £11 but hey ED's are expensive!

What should I have that is vegan (or maybe.... vegetarian... maybe - I can just veganise it) and fattening? Just jot down anything anyway, maybe something will inspire me to order food and eat! I had a bowl of cereal I kept down this morning, oh, and a Chocolate bar! But I'm hungry TT someone help

[I am in a lot of pain today, so I can't go out and buy food, unless it's available from the sainsbury's 10 seconds from my flat, or the co-op near me, so I'm going to have to order in food. #Mybodyisdying]
Barely anything…i wasn't even trying to starve on purpose.
I'm dreaming of a subway melt with a foot long cookie
 
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humantool

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Apr 20, 2025
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2 pre-made pizzas from the supermarket (around €2.50 each)
 
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Michi_Violeta

Without her I'm just a cheap Louis Krages
Feb 3, 2025
484
What did I eat today?
Cereal and milk, a shitty bowl of bland rice/beans/chicken I ordered, a granola bar, and almost a liter of Gatorade.

What do I dream of eating?
That pizza with pork-ribs my ex loved, close to her mother's place, but only if I get to eat it with her.

What do you crave?
Her giving us another chance ;-;
 
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Rynalia

生とは死に至る病そのものだ
Apr 22, 2025
86
Espresso, painkillers and a side of gyoza.

I might make curry later.
 
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SteamaHorns

Member
Aug 2, 2024
81
Two packs of instant ramen, three eggs, a couple garlic cloves, and about half a can of spam. I'm thinking of going out to get a second meal. I'm not really craving anything which is weird, but I wish I could share another meal with some of my friends I guess.
 
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itsoverforme303

Burn my dread
Mar 3, 2025
86
I haven't cooked anything in months. I don't even have the energy to clean up my kitchen anymore. I have been surviving on Doordash. I used to order within budget. Today I finally decided my expiration date. Now I can eat whatever I want without worries. Today I was feeling sad so I ordered some really, really, spicy chicken tenders. Like, full on covered in chili powder. I wanted to feel something. Well, at least my stomach is feeling it now, lol.
 

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