I'll let mods answer to the rest of your requests but afaik, we are all outsiders from all over the world just looking for peace.
I disagree with the bolded part. At the time of writing you've made 3,083 messages in 8 months whereas I've made 440 posts in 2.5 years. In my lived experience on this forum over that time I've seen members treated differently based on their post history etc. Like for example
@IntelligentLeg's thread. Or for instance, we know that this community doesn't hand out SN sources to people who are new or aren't regularly active on this forum etc. The reaction score is there for a reason & I've seen members just saying a few lines of nothingness & getting lots of kudos. Leading them to make ridiculous claims as they expect their "followers" to back them up.
@Old Friend also believes there is a cliqueness going on this forum. For me, I don't know how much I want to contribute here going forwards given this. Also
@Old Friend hasn't posted much either recently. Regarding me getting wound up easily, yes it's because I've been subjected to all sorts of discrimination in my 42 years on this planet. Like rasicm which leads to more suicides;
There is some evidence that suicide rates are unequal between different ethnic groups.
Racism and discrimination can impact people's risk of dying by suicide. Read our recommendations and policy position.
www.samaritans.org
...or sexism which leads to men killing themselves 3 times higher than women (any country you care to look at);
https://www.priorygroup.com/blog/why-are-suicides-so-high-amongst-men
And I am also autistic hence why I am SO concerned about finding out the truth on this subject & others. That latter point is also what led me to write my books, i.e. finding out the TRUTH. Autistic ppl kill themselves 9 times higher than your average person;
Autistic adults with no learning Disability are 9 X more likely to die by suicide than the general population
As I say, the discriminations I've faced in my 42 years are the reason I am SO easily triggered by your (& others) winding up. Like you trying to twist my words about the Vodka thing which isn't down to being a native English speaker or not IMO. As you can google translate stuff. So any subsquent talking down to you was a DIRECT result of the Vodka thing which you started way before anything I did (like post #24).
Yet suprisingly to me the Mods didn't do anything about that. I would like to know why???
Especially as I feel they have come down on me like a ton of bricks. For what, I am still confused over, as I've explained myself since & given examples in post #58. Hence why I am asking for clarification on this from the mods. As I'm sure everyone will agree, it is important the rules are the same for everyone. That means a newbie with 1 post is treated EXACTLY the same as someone with 3083 posts & is active daily on here.