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Manic Panic

Manic Panic

The Black Dahlia
Jan 5, 2025
776
What's are ways that you cope with knowing you'll be ctb soon or I'm the future?
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
239
Thinking of the end brings me comfort…

I don't know coming here brings me comfort too.

Sleep. Lots of sleeping.

Making progress in the preparation.
 
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kagebunshin

Student
Dec 17, 2023
106
For me, understanding the nature of death, and that it's neutral and completely devoid of morality. It's not good or bad. It's not scary or exciting. It isn't even a phenomenon that occurs but is rather the cessation of life given a name. Our biology puts it on a pedestal but in reality dying is no different from breathing, or waking up, or eating breakfast.
 
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chudeatte

chudeatte

fml
Aug 5, 2025
14
by being free. I care so much less about things id usually beat myself up over because I know it will all end one day. knowing ill ctb one day is comforting to me because nothing I do now will matter
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I watch a lot of ndes on youtube. They give me comfort I dont care if they are real or not they are all full of love and peace
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,213
If I had the option to die painlessly that is guaranteed then that would bring me so much comfort, for me non-existence is the only relief and only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age.

All I want is peace from the burden of existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence really is a mistake to me and no matter what I'll always find it so dreadful to exist, I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied the option to die peacefully to escape from this existence that was so tragically imposed, all I want is to never exist again.
 

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