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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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What's are ways that you cope with knowing you'll be ctb soon or I'm the future?
 
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Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
309
Thinking of the end brings me comfort…

I don't know coming here brings me comfort too.

Sleep. Lots of sleeping.

Making progress in the preparation.
 
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kagebunshin

Student
Dec 17, 2023
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For me, understanding the nature of death, and that it's neutral and completely devoid of morality. It's not good or bad. It's not scary or exciting. It isn't even a phenomenon that occurs but is rather the cessation of life given a name. Our biology puts it on a pedestal but in reality dying is no different from breathing, or waking up, or eating breakfast.
 
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trashisland

outsider
Aug 5, 2025
140
by being free. I care so much less about things id usually beat myself up over because I know it will all end one day. knowing ill ctb one day is comforting to me because nothing I do now will matter
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I watch a lot of ndes on youtube. They give me comfort I dont care if they are real or not they are all full of love and peace
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If I had the option to die painlessly that is guaranteed then that would bring me so much comfort, for me non-existence is the only relief and only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age.

All I want is peace from the burden of existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence really is a mistake to me and no matter what I'll always find it so dreadful to exist, I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied the option to die peacefully to escape from this existence that was so tragically imposed, all I want is to never exist again.
 

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