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mordumfan

mordumfan

angel
Aug 12, 2025
67
Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
697
I have no idea, I hope for a different world better than this one but yet I will never know, only the dead know and they don't seem to wanna come back from it so it must be nice
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
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I wish for non-existence, I hope for nothingness
 
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iamrealandyouarenot

iamrealandyouarenot

Sad theatre adult
Jan 14, 2025
32
I hope I can try again.
 
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Idcwhatmynameis

Member
Jul 11, 2026
5
I wish there was some confirmed way of knowing if there's an afterlife...or if losing your consciousness one last time then nothingness really is it.

At least if there were an afterlife...maybe I'd find a place in the universe where I'm seen for myself, not at my lowest point and exhausted with having any optimism anymore. Maybe there's a place where I'd be freed from my bullies' torture and finally able to smile, for real, again. I've been thinking about it so much lately out of having given up so maybe wishing for a second chance that an afterlife would give is just wishful thinking.
 
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telekon

telekon

Mage
Feb 5, 2025
599
I hope I can try again.
try again? in this world? no thanks! maybe in an earlier version of earth or a distant future version of earth where everything isn't horrible but I am committing because this world is fucking horrible and it's not my fault, I shouldn't have to live in it. I did everything I could to make it better and that just put me in my place where I am now. fuuuuuck this place. I don't want to "try and fit in" to a world that is so fucking poisonous that you gotta be mentally fucked to be doing well right now, I'm sorry to say. what's the quote? it is no measure of health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society. yeah, that was written in the 70's... look at where we are now and how the world has progressed. no, no thanks. I tried. I'm happy with my life and what I was able to do. fuck this. I'm over it.
 
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iamrealandyouarenot

iamrealandyouarenot

Sad theatre adult
Jan 14, 2025
32
try again? in this world? no thanks! maybe in an earlier version of earth or a distant future version of earth where everything isn't horrible but I am committing because this world is fucking horrible and it's not my fault, I shouldn't have to live in it. I did everything I could to make it better and that just put me in my place where I am now. fuuuuuck this place. I don't want to "try and fit in" to a world that is so fucking poisonous that you gotta be mentally fucked to be doing well right now, I'm sorry to say. what's the quote? it is no measure of health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society. yeah, that was written in the 70's... look at where we are now and how the world has progressed. no, no thanks. I tried. I'm happy with my life and what I was able to do. fuck this. I'm over it.
I lost a friend and I miss her very much. I just want to do everything with her again. She was a very good person. I would end up here again, but idc.
 
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Not_a_fan_of_life

Not_a_fan_of_life

Member
Aug 9, 2026
13
I really really really want to be nonexistent. Like, f* it no Heaven, no Hell, no consciousness. Nothing, just like the 13,8 Billion years before i became a thing.
 
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Barkhan

Member
Dec 20, 2023
11
I'm almost certain that reincarnation awaits us after death. But without all this nonsense about karma. Your consciousness will simply reappear in the world one day, just as it once did for all of us in infancy. I can't say I'm comfortable with this option, but it seems much more logical to me than any existing religion or the idea of "nothingness" after death.
 
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

崩れてゆく前に
Nov 24, 2025
293
Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
Real. I'm actually so damn stressed out when I'm told by my religion that I'll either burn for eternity or just sit in clouds all day talking to angels and god himself. How, in hell and heaven, there are still hierarchies which we must still adhere too. How, even in death, we will never be equal or be at peace because we still have a role as a soul. It's frustrating.
 
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h4ppyhypoxia

h4ppyhypoxia

Student
Aug 8, 2026
145
Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
might sound slightly miserable but i hope its just nothing, like how it was before you were born, eternal life sounds terrifying for me, even if its heaven, i dont want to exist as me forever, i want my soul to go to sleep, and my body to be returned to nature, my memory will live on through those i love, then a few generations later ill be forgotten, completely gone, sounds peaceful
 
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sotomie

sotomie

I’m the problem
Jul 18, 2026
48
If there's an afterlife, I wish it's a place of kindness and compassion. I'm not the greatest person, but I wish the higher being (if there's any) will forgive and understand the choice I made and hopefully I'll be truly free of this suffering without punishment.
 
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HappyApplepie

Member
Aug 4, 2026
23
If you think about it, "nothingness" is neither good nor bad, since you won't be aware of it. For something to be good or bad, a human perspective is required. And a perspective requires consciousness—yet your consciousness ceases to exist.
To me, the terrifying thing about suicide is that if you succeed, you won't know you succeeded.
 
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Pangs93

Pangs93

Member
Jun 29, 2026
42
I hope its nothing. Simple non-existence. That's all I want. If I have to live on in eternal life (be that in heaven, hell, purgatory, reincarnation, etc) sounds like a genuine nightmare to me. I'd rather continue living this shitty fuck ass life, where I can at least continue hoping for a true end to my consciousness, than to die and have it confirmed my consciousness will live on forever. Fear of an afterlife is a big part of the reason I'm still kicking. I just want nothing. I don't want to exist anymore, in any form.
 
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hdead

Mage
Jun 2, 2026
583
I'm almost certain that reincarnation awaits us after death. But without all this nonsense about karma. Your consciousness will simply reappear in the world one day, just as it once did for all of us in infancy. I can't say I'm comfortable with this option, but it seems much more logical to me than any existing religion or the idea of "nothingness" after death.
I'd agree with that if it were not for the constant growing population. There must either be other worlds where souls are migrating from, or it's just not true.

If you think about it, "nothingness" is neither good nor bad, since you won't be aware of it. For something to be good or bad, a human perspective is required. And a perspective requires consciousness—yet your consciousness ceases to exist.
To me, the terrifying thing about suicide is that if you succeed, you won't know you succeeded.
Have you ever searched up 'quantum immortality'?
 
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TheGuy458

TheGuy458

My life is a trip to nowhere
Jan 23, 2023
132
I personally believe that there is no afterlife, that what we "experience" after we die is just like it was before we ever existed. In my opinion, the whole idea of an "afterlife" was made from the human drive to survive/continue, and from the complete inability to imagine a circumstance where we (the self) doesn't exist.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,546
there are libraries of books on different sciences that each show that there is no afterlife nor reincarnation. nothing supernatural no magic nothing. these especially show the impossibility of a soul or afterlife. put together incontrovertibly show there could never a soul, afterlife reincarnation.

1. brain science neuroscience . when the brain dies so does a thinking forever . drugs , no sleep, strokes, brain damage change who the person is and the conscoiusness.

2. evolution : a human descended from other animals and a cell . all life descended from a single cell. how could a human differ from the ancestor which is a cell which is a machine. a human is an animal a machine.

3. molecular cell biology : a human is the same cells as other animals. all cells are basically the same. for example all cells have the same machines DNA, ribosomes , ATP , RNA, genetic code. remove any one these and the cell cannot function . a human is just cells, chemical reactions , a machine.

4. physics. law of entropy . quantum field theory . law of Entropy everything requires a power source . every system decays dies. but they want us to believe only the soul of a small animal can go for trillions of years without a power source.

there is no evidence for any afterlife or reincarnation. nothing has ever been detected by any instrument no action of any force or energy on the atoms or cells of the brain , no energy source ever detected in or around a human or other animal.

My prefrence: i dont have a choice but i'm glad i will cease to exist for all time the second my brain dies.: this in Eternal Non-Existence i will be safe from suffering extremely. still boggles my mind this simple logic is not seen by 99% of the population: while alive or existence you certainly can suffer extremely but while you don't exist there is no way you can suffer at all.

Non-Existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering pain so bad it's a trillion times worse than the worst thing you can imagine.

imo people that haven't suffered continous unbearable pain every second a billion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine have just been lucky.

what is this brain? what kind of pain can it produce?

what kind of pain you felt when you burned your hand on a hot stove? it was unbearable for those 3 seconds. but you were able to pull away as your hand only made contact for 1/4 second before pulling back .

yet there is a level a thousand times worse imagine if one is forced to keep the hand on that hot stove. so that the peak pain of those 3 seconds are strecthed out to an hour? is this possible the pain? yes because the brain is capable of such torture.

and there is a level a million times worse. if the whole bare skin of the body was place on 800 degree red hot metal as in the brazen bull torture. the peak of those 30 seconds streched out over an hour, 12 hours? days , weeks.. months .this is what "beautiful" life is something that can produce this kind of unbearable agony.

permanent Non-Existence is as good as that worst torture is bad.

but even if there werent constant unbearable excructiating pain Eternal Non-Existence is still better never any pain , suffering, no problems , no bad memories.

 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,349
I strongly believe that there is an afterlife because I had a non-suicidal NDE 7 years ago. I believed in an afterlife even before that. I do believe in God too, but not in the way the churches say. I believe that God is a compassionate loving God who wouldn't send a suffering suicide to burn forever in hell because he/she couldn't endure his/hers suffering.
 
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EmployedHikikomori

EmployedHikikomori

Member
Jul 13, 2026
43
I always raised catholic, so I grew up believing.There is a heaven, a hell, and a purgatory.

However, I'm not religous. Infact, I'm a closeted gnostic atheist.

Once you die, you die. It all goes black. Any light or figures you see are results of hallucinations.

I what's kind of scared of that idea, when I was still questioning my faith. However, after some thought, I decided that non existence is preferable. Go to hell, you suffer for all eternity and there's no escape. Go to heaven, your sharing space with bigots and hypocrites.
 
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kittybangbang

kittybangbang

...when darkness turns to light...
Aug 8, 2026
11
I don't believe there's anything after death. You die and everything goes black. You're done. But I won't lie, a small part of me hopes I can be a ghost for a little bit. Sounds like it might be fun.
 
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Deathforliberation

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Aug 7, 2026
20
Tbh I just want to lose my conciousness forever. I dont want to experience anything else.
I really really really want to be nonexistent. Like, f* it no Heaven, no Hell, no consciousness. Nothing, just like the 13,8 Billion years before i became a thing.
I really love thinking about the state of no conciousness. Like imagine all pain and all your thoughts being gone. It sounds so unreal because obviously we cant comprehend this with our minds. I just hope there really will be nothing and not some sort of afterlife with a god and heaven and hell.
 
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HopelessBread

HopelessBread

i feel hopeless
Nov 6, 2024
13
I don't think there's an afterlife, it's almost certainly just nothing after death. If there were an afterlife, I hope it's like a sandbox of sorts, where I can kind of just goof off and experience the freedom I'll never get to in this life. Any other option for an afterlife I can think of just sounds like prolonging the misery I hope to escape from.
 
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N@te

Student
Aug 6, 2026
115
Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
I would be happy with not existing anymore
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

smultronställe🇸🇪🇳🇴
Dec 10, 2025
469
I hope there is nothing after death, just non-existence. but sometimes I do imagine being a ghost and traveling around the world, since I haven't really gotten to explore much of it
 
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mordumfan

mordumfan

angel
Aug 12, 2025
67
I don't think there's an afterlife, it's almost certainly just nothing after death. If there were an afterlife, I hope it's like a sandbox of sorts, where I can kind of just goof off and experience the freedom I'll never get to in this life. Any other option for an afterlife I can think of just sounds like prolonging the misery I hope to escape from.
I never thought of a sandbox oh my that sounds amazing
 
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plskilme

Student
Jul 8, 2026
100
Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
I believe its just eternal sleep without dreaming. I hope its just that...
 
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StarsAbove

StarsAbove

Student
Jul 25, 2026
165
I have no idea, I hope for a different world better than this one but yet I will never know, only the dead know and they don't seem to wanna come back from it so it must be nice
I hope for it to be the way it is described in the nice NDE accounts you hear about or from life between life regressions. Nothingness is fine too. You cant care about something if your consciousness ceases.
 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Слёзы на щеках
Jun 11, 2026
602
Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
The ancient Egyptian interpretation of the afterlife was pretty cool, so it'd be nice if it's like that. Mby it's just an individual thing and it's different for everyone, like you yourself can choose how your afterlife is gonna look like
 
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UglyLife82

UglyLife82

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Feb 25, 2025
54
I hope I get reincarnated as someone else. I know life can be beautiful and fulfilling, just not for me. I'd like to live as someone with a beautiful and fulfilling life
 
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