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Mar 23, 2018
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Zayn-Love Like This :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Oh, I love it when you show, when you show
When you show that you got my back
If they ever try to roll, try to roll
Try to roll on your name, I black

How you hit 'em with the clothes and the stare
And the hips and the hair like that
Got me all up in the zone, in the zone
In the zone, in the zone like

I don't wanna waste no time
I don't wanna waste no time, 'cause
You are the-, you are the crown
I just wanna take the time and

Everything is on the line, but I
Would rather be dead
If it's gonna mean a life that's
Lived without you, baby

I guess there's love like this
Usually I never wanna jump like this
But I think I wanna dump my chips, 'cause
I cannot go back

I guess there's faith like this
Give you everything and you can skate like this (whoo)
But I think I gotta take that risk, 'cause
I cannot go back

And I'm lovin' what you say, what you say
What you say when you're on my line
If I never make it back, make it back
Make it back from the chase, I'm fine

Doesn't matter if it's left or it's right
Your direction is on my mind
Got me all up in the zone, in the zone
In the zone, in the zone like

I don't wanna waste no time
I don't wanna waste no time, 'cause
You are the-, you are the crown
I just wanna take the time and

Everything is on the line, but I
Would rather be dead
If it's gonna mean a life that's
Lived without you, baby

I guess there's love like this
Usually, I never wanna jump like this
But I think I wanna dump my chips, 'cause
I cannot go back

I guess there's faith like this
Give you everything and you can skate like this (whoo)
But I think I gotta take that risk, 'cause
I cannot go back

One kiss, I am wrapped, two, four, six, my jack
All I know is that, I cannot go back
One kiss, I am wrapped, two, and I'm attached
All I know is that, I cannot go back

I don't wanna waste no time
You are the-, you are the crown
Everything is on the line, but I would rather be dead
If it's gonna mean a life that is lived without you, baby (yeah)

I guess there's love like this
Usually, I never wanna jump like this
But I think I wanna dump my chips, 'cause
I cannot go back

I guess there's faith like this
Give you everything, and you can skate like this (I'll give you)
But I think I gotta take that risk, 'cause
I cannot go back

I cannot go back
I cannot go back (go back)
But I think I gotta take that risk, 'cause
I cannot go back
 
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deadboy
Aug 30, 2023
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backtoearth

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Sep 9, 2023
115
An argument between 3 high men on the street outside my window, I cannot understand what they are saying but they seem pretty fucking angry
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Britney Spears-3 :heart::devil::heart::devil::heart::devil::heart:
Get UR Freak On :blarg:












One, two, three, not only you and me
Got 180 degrees, and I'm caught in between
Countin', one, two, three, Peter, Paul, and Mary
Gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves- (oh)
Countin'

One, two, one-one-one-one, two, three
Countin', one, two, countin', one-one, two, three

Babe, pick a night to come out and play
If it's alright, what do you say?
Merrier the more, triple fun that way
Twister on the floor, what do you say?

Are you in?
Livin' in sin is the new thing, yeah
Are you in?
I am countin'

One, two, three, not only you and me
Got 180 degrees, and I'm caught in between
Countin', one, two, three, Peter, Paul, and Mary
Gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves- (oh)

Countin', one, two, three, not only you and me
Got 180 degrees, and I'm caught in between
Countin', one, two, three, Peter, Paul, and Mary
Gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves- (oh)

Three is a charm, two is not the same
I don't see the harm, so are you game?
Let's make a team, make 'em say my name
Lovin' the extreme, now are you game?

Are you in?
Livin' in sin is the new thing, yeah
Are you in?
I am countin'

One, two, three, not only you and me
Got 180 degrees, and I'm caught in between
Countin', one, two, three, Peter, Paul, and Mary
Gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves- (oh)

Countin', one, two, three, not only you and me
Got 180 degrees, and I'm caught in between
Countin', one, two, three, Peter, Paul, and Mary
Gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves- (oh)

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin' meant
If you don't like the company
Let's just do it, you and me
You and me
Or three
Or four, on the floor

One, two, three, not only you and me
Got 180 degrees, and I'm caught in between
Countin', one, two, three, Peter, Paul, and Mary
Gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves- (oh)

Countin', one, two, three, not only you and me
Got 180 degrees, and I'm caught in between
Countin', one, two, three, Peter, Paul, and Mary
Gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves- (oh)
 
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MulherSatanás

Born Ugly
Sep 10, 2023
49
Ugly Brain (Remix) by Brejn Dedd. This song is damn good.
 
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Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
339
Looking out the door, I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners.
Parading in a wake of sad relations, as their shoes fill up with water.
Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong,
but tonight you're on my mind, so... you'll never know.


Jeff Buckley. What a fucking guy he was.

 
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Experienced
Nov 22, 2022
274


The sun is sleeping quietly
Once upon a century
Wistful oceans calm and red
Ardent caresses laid to rest

For my dreams I hold my life
For wishes I behold my night
The truth at the end of time
Losing faith makes a crime

I wish for this night-time
To last for a lifetime
The darkness around me
Shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you

Sorrow has a human heart
From my god it will depart
I'd sail before a thousand moons
Never finding where to go

Two hundred twenty-two days of light
Will be desired by a night
A moment for the poet's play
Until there's nothing left to say

I wish for this night-time
To last for a lifetime
The darkness around me
Shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you

I wish for this night-time
To last for a lifetime
The darkness around me
Shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you
 
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rosenwasser

per ardua ad astra
Sep 9, 2023
126


I'm here at the edge
All out of breath
Undead, at best, but emptiness less
I'm best back to bed
I'm better off there: No cares
No scares
No breathlessness there

But someday soon...

You'll take me out
In spite of the weather
We'll go out
In spite of the danger
 
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borne
Sep 11, 2023
20
I've been listening to AJJ's cover of Neil Young's "Mellow My Mind" on a loop for the past couple of days. It brings me so much peace.


Looking out the door, I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners.
Parading in a wake of sad relations, as their shoes fill up with water.
Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong,
but tonight you're on my mind, so... you'll never know.


Jeff Buckley. What a fucking guy he was.


You have great taste! I love this song!
 
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Brat Pack-Every Time The Rain Starts To Fall 💔💙😥💔💙😥💔💙😥💔
(I'm in a mood again)



 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,336
Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️








Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality

Blegh

There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie

I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me

A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,336
Culture Beat-I Like You :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Get funky Mr. DJ
Do that thing from a guy called Jay Jay
Say you will play that song
There's a girl out there and she turns me on
I feel for her, really feel for her
And if she hears that one I hope it affects her
In her heart to her soul
Hey my DJ let it roll

I like you
No matter what you do
I like you
Hope you feel the same way too
I like you
In everything you do
I like you
And that is why I'm true to you

Bring it straight to that state of being her man and she's my mate
Look Mr. DJ her cherry lips
Superfly she's a real trip
Goody good you're under my hood and the way it looks it's the way it should be to me and it's love I see, could be yours till eternity
Girl I like you and I attest you
A funky opportunity let me kiss you right on the mouth and not on the cheek
Love rate is at the highest peak
Pretty fly you passed me by but do it now I'm gonna die
I'll be the best boy that you ever had so don't turn away I'll give you love instead

I like you
No matter what you do
I like you
Hope you feel the same way too
I like you
In everything you do
I like you
And that is why I'm true to you

Get up and party, get up and dance
Get up and party, get up and dance

I like you
No matter what you do
I like you
Hope you feel the same way too
I like you
In everything you do
I like you
And that is why I'm true to you, true to you

No matter what you do
I like you
Hope you feel the same way too
I like you
In everything you do
 
lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
182


I don't wanna be carrying the weight on my shoulders
Death has come to me, kissed me on the cheek, gave me closure
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,336
Lynyrd Skynyrd-Free Bird ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I can't wait to be free from this horrible world.












If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?

For I must be traveling on now
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see

But, if I stay here with you, girl
Things just couldn't be the same

'Cause, I'm as free as a bird now
And this bird you cannot change, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

And the bird you cannot change
And this bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can't change

Bye-bye, baby, it's been a sweet love, yeah, yeah
Though this feeling I can't change
But, please, don't take it so badly
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame

But, if I stay here with you, girl

Things just couldn't be the same
'Cause, I'm as free as a bird now
And this bird you'll never change, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

And the bird you cannot change
And this bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can't change
Lord, help me, I can't cha-a-a-ange

Lord, I can't change
Won't you fly h-i-i-igh, free bird, yeah
 
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Renee

Member
Sep 14, 2023
52
This is a top song from 1987. That was the year I moved 1000 miles back home after parents. I was 29 and while her imaturity was the marriage problem my mother blamed me being transgender as the cause. It was horrible 2 years about on the level of what most here go through. I was 29. Infact that was the year I first suicided. I slit my wrist, got over 35 stiches, and cost insurances $80,000.

I bought this on cassette (look it up. lol) and played it over and over. I was at about same space as the little boy this song is about. I hope you enjoy it.
Freebird one of the greats. I remember when Skynyrd's plane ran out of gas and crashed about 100 miles from my house. I was a sophmore in college.
 
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ElectricWhisper69

Wise Gatito
Sep 18, 2023
2


This song rocked my world. May it do the same for someone else out there
 
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Whitesnake-Slide It In :heart::devil::heart::devil::heart::devil::heart:










You talk too much
Never saying what's on your mind
It's written on your face
And in the words you hide behind

I know what you want
I can see what you're looking for
I know what you want from me
And I'm gonna give you more

I'm gonna slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in, slide it in, in baby

Sometimes you seem
Just like a stranger to me
But all the games you play
Make it so easy to see

You're looking for love
Though you try to deny
The things you put me through
Tell me what I've got to do to you

I'm gonna slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in

You talk too much
Always treating me so unkind
I know what I've got to do
To get me some peace of mind

I'm gonna slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in

Slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in, slide it in
Slide it in, slide it in

Right to the top, baby
 
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Renee

Member
Sep 14, 2023
52
I love White snake and never understood why David Coverdale only had a couple of his songs. This is funny I always loved Here I go Again but Whitesnake, I don't know much about music, But I love the arrangement how the timing changes, I get to start guitar lessons today and when girl (YAY!) teacher askes whacha want to learn I am going to play this solo that starts at 3:12 listen and see I am sure she will LOL

 
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JusMe

Wandering this thing called life
Mar 3, 2023
29
My love mine all mine by mitski
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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98°-Invisible Man 💙💔💙💔💙💔💙










You can hardly
wait to tell all your friends
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always
makes your heart skip a beat
Every time he walks by
And if you're feeling down
He'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when
you're makin' love
He's everything
you've been dreaming of
Oh baby

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes
lookin' deep into mine
Telling me more than
any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby to you all I am
Is the invisible man

You probably spend
hours on the phone
Talkin' 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter
what the conversation
Just as long as he called
Lost in a love so real
And so sincere
You wipe away each other's tears
Your face lights up
whenever he appears

I see you all the time baby
The way you look at him
I wish it was me sweetheart
Boy I wish it was me
But I guess I'll never be...

[Chorus]
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,336
Every School Boys Dream !!! :heart::love::heart::love::heart::love::heart:
Vixen-Edge Of A Broken Heart :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I can't believe I could have been so blind
But love is strange
I thought about it for a long long time
But the truth remains

I don't need another lonely night
To dry my tears
The answer's plain as black and white
And I can see the picture very clear

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I don't wanna fall, I don't wanna crawl
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye

It isn't like you never had the chance
To change your tune
Did you think that I'm a dime a dance
Well, the dance is through

I've been doing things for way too long
Baby, that's over (baby, that's over)
It won't be easy but I gotta be strong
If I wanna cry I don't need your shoulder

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I don't wanna fall, I don't wanna crawl
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye

I'll find someone else
Who's nothing like you
Two can play the game as well
And you'll be sorry, baby
When it's over

I've been doing things for way too long
Baby, that's over (baby, that's over)
It won't be easy but I gotta be strong
And if I wanna cry I don't need your shoulder

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I don't wanna fall, I don't wanna crawl
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
 
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Suicidal korean girl 🇰🇷🏳️‍🌈
Jan 17, 2023
418
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Devildriver-Through The Depths :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Attention
You're seeking
You've asked for
It's given

Windows, broken hearts
Watching all your restarts
I wanna be around when you go down

Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time

So discretion
Never meant that much to me
So discretion
Your memory I'll delete

The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
Intentions

Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time
For the last

You are the storm before the rain
I am the mighty tide
Holding you under the waves
Nothing lasts forever

Intention
Apprehension
You've asked for
It's given

The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
The road to hell

Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last

Through the depths to the ascension
There's nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last

The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
I wanna be around when you go down
 
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Staind-Here & Now :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







You, you always said
That I'm better when I'm not trapped in my head
And you try to explain
But forgiveness feels much better than the pain

Here and now
After everything we thought we knew
Broken lies and shattered truths
Lost and found
Every memory that's bleeding through
They all just seem to lead me back to you

And I can finally see
The mistakes I've made are glaring back at me
For all I've done, for all I've lost
Cause in the moment it wasn't worth the cost

Here and now
After everything we thought we knew
Broken lies and shattered truths
Lost and found
Every memory that's bleeding through
They all just seem to lead me back to you
They lead me back to you

Here and now
After everything we thought we knew
Broken lies and shattered truths
Lost and found
Every memory that's bleeding through
They all just seem to lead me back to you

Here and now
After everything we thought we knew
Broken lies and shattered truths
Lost and found
Every memory that's bleeding through
They all just seem to lead me back
They all just seem to lead me back
They all just seem to lead me back to you
 
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The Regrettes-Dancing On My Own ❤️💙❤️💙❤️💙❤️









Somebody said you got a new friend
Does she love you better than I can?
There's a big black sky over my town
I know where you're at, I bet she's around

Yeah, I know it's stupid
I just gotta see it for myself

I'm in the corner
Watching you kiss her
Oh-oh
I'm right over here
Why can't you see me?
Oh-oh
I'm giving it my all
I'm not the girl you're taking home
(Ooh-ooh)
I keep dancing on my own
(I keep dancing on my own)

I'm just gonna dance all night
I'm all messed up, I'm so out of line

Stilettos on broken bottles
I'm spinnin' around in circles

I'm in the corner
Watching you kiss her
Oh-oh
I'm right over here
Why can't you see me?
Oh-oh
I'm giving it my all
I'm not the girl you're taking home
(Ooh-ooh)
I keep dancing on my own
(I keep dancing on my own)

So far away, but still so near
The light's go on, the music dies
But you don't see me standing here
I just came to say goodbye

I'm in the corner
Watching you kiss her
Oh-oh
I'm giving it my all
I'm not the girl you're taking home
(Ooh-ooh)
I keep dancing on my own
(I keep dancing on my own)

I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
 
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SmokeDetector

Member
Sep 19, 2023
7
Mann Gegen Mann by Rammstein
 
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