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Is there a wolf at the door?
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Punk tactics- Joey Valence & Brae
 
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Urne-The Burden :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(No lyrics yet for this one) 😐




 
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Guns N' Roses :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Perhaps I was wrong
When I didn't see you, hey, hey
Perhaps I was wrong, hey
When I don't believe you

But how would I know how it feels
Or what it takes to be you?
I've been so upset
Harboring this hate for days

Hey, my sense of rejection
Hey, hey
Is no excuse for my behavior, hey
You pulled the gun, hey, hey
That shot and crucified my savior

Now he is no more and I am without you
Just like I was before
The way I used to be, hey
What a weight upon your shoulders that you don't need
My heart bleeds for me

Got a lot more than I bargained for
You're all alone now
You forgot about the others you were fighting for
You're all alone
Ooh, sold out to the ones that you once ignored
You're all alone now
You used to be a little crazy, now there's so much more
You're all alone

Perhaps I was wrong, hey, hey
When I didn't see you, hey, hey
Perhaps I was wrong, hey
When I don't believe you

But how would I know how it feels
Or what it takes to be you?
I've been so upset
Harboring this hate for days
Oh, what a weight upon your shoulders that you don't need
My heart bleeds for me

Got a lot more than I bargained for
You're all alone now
You forgot about the others you were fighting for
You're all alone
Ooh, sold out to the ones that you once ignored
You're all alone now
You used to be a little crazy, now there's so much more
You're all alone
 
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Charlie Puth-See You Again (Solo) ❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️
I know I've posted this before but I still listen to it and think about the members we have lost. 🤗










It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

Why'd you have to leave so soon?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to leave me when I needed you the most?

'Cause I don't really know how to tell you
Without feeling much worse
I know you're in a better place
But it's always gonna hurt

Carry on
Give me all the strength I need to carry on

It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

How do I breathe without you
I'm feeling so cold
I'll be waiting right here for you
Till the day you're home

Carry on
Give me all the strength I need to carry on

So let the light guide your way
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take will always lead you home

It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
 
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Jul 18, 2023
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Crickets outside chirping. Reminds me of summer camp in Northern Michigan.
 
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Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
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センタクシ ↻ ⊲ Ⅱ ⊳ ↺ VOLUME:▁▂▃▄▅▆▇ 100%
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Aug 22, 2023
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Jul 23, 2023
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Aqua - Barbie Girl.
So moving, so out of this world.
 
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Found this little nugget of Pop recently 😉
Times Two-Strange But True :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











I, I've got the room upstairs from you
It's a room without a view
But, all that could change if I just get through
Up to you
And I keep my feelings to myself
I've never reached for someone else
But lately, I'm thinking how cold I've been
And now I begin to see that I should dare to fall
And with your help, tear down the walls

Chorus:
Strange but true
I think I've got a thing for you, yeah
Strange but true
I've really got a thing for you, yeah

So here I am with no disguise
You're not the only one who's surprised
But, something so simple could so long to be
Can't you see that opposites, they say attract
It's just a typical reaction

Chorus

I ain't gonna look much further now
And I ain't gonna try to reason how
'Cause, I know if this turns into love
Strange but true, it's good enough

Maybe I should dare to fall
And with your help take down these walls
Opposites, they say attract
It's just a typical reaction

Chorus x 3
 
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Ne-Yo-Because Of You :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Ooh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Want to, but I can't help it, I love the way it feels
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop everyday, knowin' that I won't

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it

And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

Ooh-oh-oh
Think of it every second, I can't get nothin' done
Only concern is the next time I'm gon' get me some
Know I should stay away from, 'cause it's no good for me
I try and try, but my obsession won't let me leave

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Oh, even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, hey

And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you (Strung out on you)
I can barely move but I like it (I like it)

And it's all because of you (Oh, all because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because
Never get enough (Never get enough)
She's the sweetest drug

Ooh-oh-oh
Ain't no doubt (No doubt, hey), so strung out (Strung out)
Ain't no doubt (There's ain't no grain of doubt, oh), so strung out (Hey)
Over you, over you (You), over you (You)
Ooh-oh-oh
Because of you
And it's all because of you
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

And I know this much is true
Baby, you (Baby, you, you, you) have become my addiction (My addiction)
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it (Oh I like it, yeah)

And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
And it's all because
Never get enough (Oh never get enough)
She's the sweetest drug

She's the sweetest drug
 
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jagged teeth
Aug 24, 2023
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having a little silly time.
 
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Europe-Rock The Night :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Oh-oh, yeah

I've gone through changes, I've gone through pain
But there's not enough reason for me to go insane
I know that feeling, just when it grows
I'm in a rage up from my head down to my toes

You know it ain't easy running out of thrills
You know it ain't easy when you don't know what you want
What do you want?
Whoa-oh-oh, you want to

Rock now, rock the night
'Til early in the morning light
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, yeah
Rock now, rock the night
You'd better believe it's right
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

I know my limit, just what it takes
When things ain't good enough I just pull the brake
Sometimes it's easy, sometimes so tough
But just have one thing clear I can't get enough

You know it ain't easy running out of thrills
You know it ain't easy when you don't know what you want
What do you want?
Whoa-oh-oh, you want to

Rock now, rock the night
'Til early in the morning light
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, yeah
Rock now, rock the night
You'd better believe it's right
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
Yeah, yeah

Oh, rock now, rock the night
Rock now, rock the night
Rock now, rock the night
Rock now, rock the night
Rock it!

Oh, you know it ain't easy running out of thrills
You know it ain't easy when you don't know what you want
What do you want?
Whoa-oh-oh, you want to

Rock now, rock the night
'Til early in the morning light
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, yeah
Rock now, rock the night
You, you'd better believe it's right
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
Yeah!

Rock
Rock now, rock the night
'Til early in the morning light
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, yeah
Rock now, rock the night
You, you'd better believe it's right
Rock now, rock the night
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Gory Blister-Greedy Existence :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Trapped
in a greedy-gone world of brutality
Minds fallen behind their shadows
and they make your choice behind
Behold
how the greed leads each other
No way to avoid the order
a chaos we must go through
Behind confusion awaits the truth
for us we deserve
Greedy Existence is the steady flow
Greedy
Greedy Existence makes a fixed raw
existence
Trapped
in a greedy-gone world of brutality
Minds fallen behind their shadows
and they make your choice behind
Greedy Existence is the steady flow
Greedy
Greedy Existence makes a fixed raw
existence
Behold
how the greed leads each other
No way, to avoid the order
a chaos we must go through
Behind confusion awaits the truth
for us we deserve
Behind confusion awaits the truth
for us we deserve
Greedy Existence is the steady flow
Greedy
Greedy Existence makes a fixed raw
existence
Trapped
in a greedy-gone world of brutality
Minds fallen behind their shadows
and they make your choice behind
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Walk The Moon-Shut Up And Dance :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(Still love this song)











"Oh, don't you dare look back
Just keep your eyes on me"
I said, "You're holding back"
She said, "Shut up and dance with me"
This woman is my destiny
She said, "Ooh-hoo
Shut up and dance with me"

We were victims of the night
The chemical, physical, kryptonite
Helpless to the bass and faded light
Oh, we were bound to get together
Bound to get together

She took my arm
I don't know how it happened
We took the floor and she said

"Oh, don't you dare look back
Just keep your eyes on me"
I said, "You're holding back"
She said, "Shut up and dance with me!"
This woman is my destiny
She said, "Ooh-hoo
Shut up and dance with me"

A backless dress and some beat up sneaks
My discothèque Juliet, teenage dream
I felt it in my chest as she looked at me
I knew we were bound to be together
Bound to be together

She took my arm
I don't know how it happened
We took the floor and she said

"Oh, don't you dare look back
Just keep your eyes on me"
I said, "You're holding back"
She said, "Shut up and dance with me"
This woman is my destiny
She said, "Ooh-hoo
Shut up and dance with me"
Oh, come on, girl

Deep in her eyes
I think I see the future
I realize this is my last chance
She took my arm
I don't know how it happened
We took the floor and she said

"Oh, don't you dare look back
Just keep your eyes on me"
I said, "You're holding back"
She said, "Shut up and dance with me"
This woman is my destiny
She said, "Ooh-hoo
Shut up and dance with me"

"Don't you dare look back
Just keep your eyes on me"
I said, "You're holding back"
She said, "Shut up and dance with me"
This woman is my destiny
She said, "Ooh-hoo
Shut up and dance with me"

Ooh-hoo
Shut up and dance with me
Ooh-hoo
Shut up and dance with me
 
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I am falling I am fading I have lost it all
Mar 20, 2023
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Nine Inch Nails (Albums) - Pretty Hate Machine & The Downward Spiral
 
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Of Mice And Men-War Paint :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




Unending, desolate
It lurks in the nothingness
In the dark I whisper
Knowing that it listens
And from the void it speaks

"Run and don't look back"
"Run and don't look back"

Stay close to the fire
Steady your breath and aim
Ready your war paint
Just keep your eyes open
And try to stay awake
Ready your war paint
Go

Starve the revenant
Scorched Earth to cover up the tracks
In the dark I scream
Knowing that it hears me
"I am not afraid"
"Come and look me in my fucking face, liar"

Stay close to the fire
Steady your breath and aim
Ready your war paint
Just keep your eyes open
And try to stay awake
Ready your war paint

I refuse to snuff my light
I refuse to run and hide
I won't let it drag me off into the night
No, not without a fight
Not without a fight
Not without a fight
Ready your war paint

Ready your war paint
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Sweet Sensation-Love Child :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










You think that I don't feel love
But what I feel for you is real love
In other's eyes I see reflected, a hurt, scorn, rejected.

Chorus 1:
Love child, never meant to be
Love child, born in poverty
Love child, never meant to be
Love child, take a look at me

Started my life, in an old, cold, run down tenement slum
My father left, he never even married mom
Or shared the gift my momma knew
So afraid that others knew I had no name

This love we're contiplating
Isn't worth the pain of waiting
We'll only end up hating the child, we may be creating

Chorus 2:
Love child, never meant to be
Love child, society
Love child, always second best
Love child, different from the rest

Started school, in a worn, torn dress that somebody threw out
I knew the way it felt to always live in doubt
To be without the simple things
So afraid my friends could see the guilt in me

Don't think that I don't need ya
Don't think that I don't want to please ya
But no child of mine will be bearing,
The name of shame I be wearing

(Chorus 1)

Love child...

Love child...

(Chorus 2)

Love child, never quite as good
Afraid, ashamed, misunderstood
I will always love you, I will always love you

Just a little beat love child

Love child, never quite as good
Afraid, ashamed, misunderstood
I will always love you, I will always love you
 
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Global Mod
Jun 28, 2023
571
Having A Blast
Green Day
 
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Arrival Of Autumn-One More Day :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






I'll die the moment I get this right
Day after day
There's no relief
I'm done suffering through this life
I'll take it back for me
We all suffocate in strife
Before the final decay

There's no stopping
We are rotting
Silenced but not alone
Our names will be carved in stone
Our time has come
To stop being a pawn in another game
I've seen the end
We can write it again and deny this fate
There's no retreat
When we all fight these battles
I won't live their way for one more day

Disguised, the villains dressed In white
Drowning in hate
There's no relief
I see the way they pollute us
Corrupting everything
We're all fighting to survive
And escape the hell they made

There's no stopping
We are rotting
Silenced but not alone
Our names will be carved in stone

Our time has come
To stop being a pawn in another game
I've seen the end
We can write it again and deny this fate
There's no retreat
When we all fight these battles
I won't live their way for one more day
One more day
Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing
Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing
Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing
Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing

Our time has come
To stop being a pawn in another game
I've seen the end
We can write it again and deny this fate
There's no retreat
When we all fight these battles
I won't live their way for one more day

They suffer, they suffer
I tried to look away
I suffer, I suffer
Another anxious day
Go under, go under
I don't have what it takes
I don't have what it takes
 

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