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Mike And The Mechanics-Taken In ❤️💙❤️💙❤️💙❤️










Taken in, taken in again
Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend
Caught up in the promises, left out in the end
No pride, taken for a ride
You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes
I want to believe you but you know how to lie
And if you say you understand I don't believe it
And when you reach out for my hand I don't believe it
And if you say you take the blame I don't believe it
And if say that nothing's changed I don't believe it, don't believe it
Taken in, taken in again
Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend
There's one born every minute and you're looking at him
And if you say you want me near I don't believe it
And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it
And when you swear that you are mine I don't believe it
And it's your heart that's on the line I don't believe it, don't believe it
Taken in, taken in again
Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend
Caught up in the promises, left out in the end
No pride, taken for a ride
You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes
I'd love to believe you but you know how to lie
You say you want me near I don't believe it
And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it
Oh, there's one born every minute, you're looking at him
Taken in, taken in again
Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend
I want to believe you, oh
When you say you understand
When you reach out for my hand
Oh, I wish I could believe you
Taken in, taken in again
 
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Aqua - Barbie Girl
Soothes the soul.
 
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love love love this song

 
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Cyndi Lauper-She Bop :heart::pfff::devil::hihi::heart:
Ain't no law against it...YET !!! 😜









Well, I see 'em every night in tight blue jeans
In the pages of a Blueboy magazine
Hey, hey, I've been thinking of a new sensation
I'm picking up good vibrations
Oop, she bop, she bop

Do I wanna go out with a lion's roar?
Yeah, I wanna go south and get me some more
Hey, they say that a stitch in time saves nine
They say I better stop or I'll go blind
Oop, she bop, she bop

She bop, he bop, we bop
I bop, you bop, they bop
Be bop, be bop, a lu bop
(I hope he will understand)

She bop, he bop, we bop
I bop, you bop, they bop
Be bop, be bop, a lu she bop
Oh, she do, she bop

Hey, hey they say I better get a chaperone
Because I can't stop messin' with the danger zone
Hey, hey I won't worry, and I won't fret
Ain't no law against it yet
Oop, she bop, she bop

She bop, he bop, we bop
I bop, you bop, they bop
Be bop, be bop, a lu bop
(I hope he will understand)

She bop, he bop, we bop
I bop, you bop, they bop
Be bop, be bop, a lu she bop
Oh, she do, she bop, she bop

She bop, he bop, we bop
I bop, you bop, they bop
Be bop, be bop, a lu bop
(I hope he will understand)

She bop, he bop, we bop
I bop, you bop, they bop
Be bop, be bop, a lu she bop
Oh, she did it, she bop
Oh, she did it, she bop
 
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Kylie Minogue-Padam Padam :heart::love::heart::love::heart::love::heart:










(Padam)
(Padam)
(Padam)

You look like fun to me
You look a little like somebody I know
And I can tell your heart is set
I'll be in your head all weekend
(Padam)

Shivers and butterflies
I got the shivers when I look into your eyes
And I can tell that you're all in
'Cause I can hear your heart beating
Padam
(Padam?)

Padam, padam
I hear it and I know
Padam, padam
I know you wanna take me home
Padam
And get to know me close
Padam, padam
When your heart goes

Padam, padam
I hear it and I know
Padam, padam
I know you wanna take me home
Padam
And take off all my clothes
Padam, padam
When your hеart goes
Padam

This place is crowding up
I think it's time for you to take me out this club
And we don't need to use our words
I wanna see what's underneath that t-shirt

Shivers and cold champagne
I got the shivers every time you say my name
And I can tell that you're all in
'Cause I can hear your heart beating (Padam)
('Cause I can hear your heart beating)

Padam, padam
I hear it and I know
Padam, padam
I know you wanna take me home
Padam
And get to know me close
Padam, padam
When your heart goes

Padam, padam
I hear it and I know
Padam, padam
I know you wanna take me home
Padam
And take off all my clothes
Padam, padam
When your heart goes
Padam
 
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Sick Puppies-My World :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I'm not comin' back
I'm not gonna' react
I'm not doin' shit for you
I'm not sitting around
While you're tearing it down around us

I'm not living a lie
While you swim in denial
'Cause you're already dead and gone
You'll leave me out on the curb
Just like everyone else before you

Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world

I don't care what you think
I'm not seeing a shrink
I'm not doing this again
I'm not another
Student or a mother
To take your shit out on

So let's see what you got
And let's see what you're not
And whatever else you pretend
You've defended my intentions
Long enough

Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world

So here I am again
In the middle of the end
And the choice I wish I'd made
I always make too late

Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world

My world
My world (to my world)
My world
My world (to my world, yeah)
My world
Welcome, baby!
 
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All things will end, and so will I
Aug 14, 2023
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Windir - Saknet (The Longing)



English lyric translation (song is based on an old Norwegian folk song)

The darkness mirrors my feelings,
but there's a hole in the mirror.
A hole that never ends,
just like the longing in my soul.

The hole is like the longing in my soul.
The longing is like the hole, endless.
The longing after something enormous that I had,
what I had was as big as the longing enormous...

I like pain, but I don't really like it...
I scream, but I don't really scream...
I'm dying, but I'm not really dying...
I long...

To me, darkness is like day to you and the others.
To me, day is like darkness to you and the others.
To me, scream is like laughter to you and the others.
To me, death is like life to you and the others.

Gloomy it is to think like this,
Gloomy it is to be like this,
Gloomy it is to live like this,
Gloomy it is, I like it that way...

Gloomy is it and gloomy it should be.
Dark is it and dark it should be.
Painful is it and painful it should be.
The longing is there, but it should not be there...

What you should not do is what I miss the most
What you should not say is what I miss the most,
you understand what I mean
it's you I miss most of all...

What I've lost has hurt,
it won't get better as the years go by.
It has only been painful,
and the longing has been heavy.

Pain, now I like it...
Scream, now I scream...
Death, now I die...
Longing, I miss you...

I die because I long...
And I long for death...
 
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This may sound crazy but I heard this in a dream last night. I'm single and not even close to dating anyone.
I was in the dream, conflicted between an ex and someone new.


Glenn Frey-The One You Love ❤️💙❤️💙❤️










I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do

I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue? Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh, girl, what you gonna do?

Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
 
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Sargent pepper by the beatles
 
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Kill The Lights-Broken Bones :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Broken bones!

I wait here slowly dying
Killing my heart for nothing
My world will never be the same
I bathe in guilt and sadness
Shelter my eyes from madness
I mask these feelings of regret
I'm letting go but

Your dead inside but still alive
There's nothing left but broken bones
You're full of lies rotting inside
There's nothing left but broken bones
 
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"Gonna get you like a space boy!"
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Fifty Fifty-Cupid :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











La, la, la, la-la-la
La, la-la-la, la, la-la-la

불 꺼진 romantic all my life
내 주위는 온통 lovely day
내 눈 속에 비친 arrow sign
(Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why?)

I'm feeling lonely (lonely)
그만 힐끗대고 말해줘요, hold me (hold me)
다시 crying in my room
숨기고 싶어 (say what you say, but I want it more)
But still I want it more, more, more

I gave a second chance to Cupid
널 믿은 내가 정말 stupid (oh-oh-oh)
보여줄게 숨겨왔던 love, is it real?
Cupid is so dumb (oh, oh, oh)

또 꿈길을 걷는 every day (ah)
눈 뜨면 다시, 또 flew away (oh)
Waiting around is a waste (waste)
나 솔직히 지금이 편해
상상만큼 짜릿한 걸까? (Ah, ah)

Now I'm so lonely (lonely)
매일 꿈속에서 연습했죠, kiss me (kiss me)
다시 crying in my room
포기할까 봐 (say what you say, but I want it more)
But still I want it more, more, more

I gave a second chance to Cupid
널 믿은 내가 정말 stupid (oh-oh-oh)
보여줄게 숨겨왔던 love, is it real?
Cupid is so dumb (oh, oh, oh)

I'm so lonely, hold me tightly
짜릿한 걸 원해, who'll really love me truly?
내게 기다림은 없어, I can't wait
더는 믿지 않아, now I'm gonna make it mine
Love is a light, I'ma show my love is right
It's not a joke, so give it to me right now
No more chance to you
You know? Hey, du-du-du-dumb boy

꿈속에 매일 밤
Someone who will share this feeling
I'm a fool
A fool for love, a fool for love

I gave a second chance to Cupid
널 믿은 내가 정말 stupid (oh-oh-oh)
보여줄게 숨겨왔던 love, is it real?
Cupid is so dumb (oh, oh, oh)

I gave a second chance to Cupid (hopeless girl is seeking)
널 믿은 내가 정말 stupid (someone who will share this feeling)
다시 한번 못 들은 척 기회를 줄게 (I'm a fool, a fool for love)
(A fool for love) Cupid is so dumb
 
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Metallica-Whiskey In The Jar :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









As I was going over the Cork and Kerry mountains
I saw Captain Farrell, his money he was counting
I first produced my pistol, then produced my rapier
I said stand and deliver or the devil, he may take ya

I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money, yeah, and I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she'd love me, no never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman, yeah, for you know she tricked me easy

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o

Being drunk and weary I went to Molly's chamber
Taking Molly with me, but I never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven, in walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired my pistols and I shot him with both barrels, yeah

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da, yeah-yeah
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o

Yeah-ah, whiskey
Yeah-whoa, whiskey

Now some men like the fishing, some men like the fowling
Some men like to hear, to hear the cannon ball a-roaring
Me, I like sleeping 'specially in my Molly's chamber
But here I am in prison, here I am with a ball and chain, yeah

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da, yeah-yeah
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o, yeah

Whiskey in the jar-o, yeah

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Hey, mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da, yeah
 
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Farewell Life
 
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Billie Eilish-What Was I Made For? ❤️💔💙❤️💔💙











I used to float, now I just fall down
I used to know, but I'm not sure now
What I was made for
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out, I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?

'Cause I, I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might

Mm, mm-mm, aah-ooh
Mm-mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm

When did it end? All the enjoyment
I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?

'Cause I, 'cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might

Think I forgot, how to be happy
Something I'm not, but something I can be
Something I wait for
Something I'm made for
Something I'm made for
 
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Calvin Harris-Summer :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










When I met you in the summer
To my heartbeat's sound
We fell in love
As the leaves turned brown

And we could be together, baby
As long as skies are blue
You act so innocent now
But you lied so soon
When I met you in the summer

When I met you in the summer
To my heartbeat's sound
We fell in love
As the leaves turned brown

And we could be together, baby
As long as skies are blue
You act so innocent now
But you lied so soon
When I met you in the summer

Summer

When I met you in the summer

Summer
 
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Set It Off-Punching Bag :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











This empty feeling sets in my chest and I start to worry
Try to push it down, cast it out, but I can't control it, ah!
Hanging on by the strings that you're pulling
So you cut me down just to push me around

Like I'm your punching bag
Just another pot calling the kettle black
Take it out on someone who won't hit you back
'Til we're all as broken as you
Oh, yeah

So say, goodbye to your Mr. Nice Guy
You got your wish, he's rotting in hell
I'm up all night when you think I'm sleeping
People pleasing's never good for your health
So go fuck yourself

On this episode of "Friend or Foe", you're throwing stones
And hope I'd tie a rope 'round my throat 'til I start to choke
You're a sick persistent virus under my skin
Rather set myself on fire than let you win
I could give you the world, but you'd poison the seas
I could let down my guard, but then all that I'd be is just your

Punching bag
Just another pot calling the kettle black
Take it out on someone who won't hit you back
'Til we're all as broken as you
Oh, yeah

So say, goodbye to your Mr. Nice Guy
You got your wish, he's rotting in hell
I'm up all night when you think I'm sleeping
People pleasing's never good for your health
So go fuck yourself

So say, goodbye to your Mr. Nice Guy
You got your wish, he's rotting in hell
I'm up all night when you think I'm sleeping
People pleasing's never good for your health
Say goodbye to your Mr. Nice Guy
You got your wish, he's rotting in hell
I'm up all night when you think I'm sleeping
People pleasing's never good for your health
So go fuck yourself
 
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