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Mar 23, 2018
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The Plot In You-Left Behind :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Time has hit you different
But I don't think you've changed
Craving me was useless
All excuses drained

Just know all the sacrifice robbed me of my time
Believe me, I don't look back and I left with my pride

I left behind everything you killed inside
Left you behind
You'd keep me down
I know better now
Won't break me down again

I still keep your secrets
Know your worst mistakes
You played into my weakness
Stripped away my strength

One day you will see this all for how it truly was
Repeat every memory, it's all that's left of us

I left behind
Everything you killed inside
Left you behind
You'd keep me down
I know better now
Won't break me down again

Time has hit me different
I don't feel the same
Know I feel this distance
But I don't share the pain
I don't share the pain
No

I left behind everything you killed inside
Left you behind
You'd keep me down
I know better now
Won't break me down again
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Electric Light Orchestra-Do Ya :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











(Well)
In this life I've seen everything I can see woman
I've seen lovers flying through the air hand in hand
I've seen babies dancing in the midnight sun
And I've seen dreams that came from the heavenly skies above
I've seen old men crying at their own grave sides
And I've seen pigs all sitting watching picture slides

But I
(I)
Never seen nothing like you
(Never seen nothing like you)

(Do ya, do ya want my love?)
Woman
(Do ya, do ya want my face?)
I need it
(Do ya, do ya want my mind?)
I tell ya
(Do ya, do ya want my love?)

Well I, heard the crowd singin' out of tune
As they, sat and sang Auld Lang Syne by the light of the moon
I heard the preachers bangin' on the drums
And I heard the police playin' with their guns
But I
(I)
Never heard nothin' like you
(Never heard nothin' like you)

In the country where the sky touches down on the field
She lay her down to rest in the morning sun

They come a runnin' just to get a look, just to feel
To touch her long black hair, they don't give a damn

But I
(I, I, I)
Never seen nothin' like you
(Never seen nothin' like you)

(Do ya, do ya want my love?)
Woman
(Do ya, do ya want my face?)
I need it
(Do ya, do ya want my mind?)
I tell ya
(Do ya, do ya want my love?)

Well I think you know what I'm trying to say woman
That is I'd like to save you for a rainy day
I've seen enough of the world to know
That I've got to get it all to get it all to grow

(Do ya, do ya want my love?)
C'mon now!
(Do ya, do ya want my face?)
I need it!
(Do ya, do ya want my mind?)
I want it!
(Do ya, do ya want my love?)
Ohhh look out!

Do ya, do ya want my love?
Do ya, do ya want my love?
Oh, oh
 
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A lot of Linkin Park. My favorite 2 songs at the moment are "In Between" and "The little things give you away". However I pretty much keep their first 4 albums on repeat ❤️
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Mike's Dead-Welcome To Hell :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(Video will premiere@7pm 7/27/23)




 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Theory Of A Deadman-Lowlife :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










You know I'll be the one who gets falling down drunk
At my neighbor kid's soccer game
I've got an '82 Fiero with a car seat in the middle
Broken down on the interstate
I've got a beer-stained T-shirt, looking like Joe Dirt
Something 'bout me just ain't right
I'm a cash-stealing, drug-dealing loser without any feeling
Getting trailer trashed tonight

'Cause I'm a lowlife, and I'm loving it
I've got the whole damn world in the palm of my hand
I'm a lowlife, so fucking deal with it
No, you can't change something that you don't understand

I'm thrilled to be a hillbilly, hate to have to deal with me
Probably just end in a fight
No sleeves, can't read, doesn't even phase me
Naked, sleeping like a baby tonight

'Cause I'm a lowlife, and I'm loving it
I've got the whole damn world in the palm of my hand
I'm a lowlife, so fucking deal with it
No, you can't change something that you don't understand

I'm living it up, living it up (being a lowlife)
I'm living it up, living it up (being a lowlife)
I'm living it up, living it up (being a lowlife)
I'm living it up, living it up

A gun-packing, bitch-smacking, mess with me, it's gonna happen
Loving life, living in sin
Passed out, on the floor, sorry, just don't work no more
Giving up on giving in
Ah, fuck it!

'Cause I'm a lowlife (lowlife), and I'm loving it
I'm never gonna change as long as I live
I'm a lowlife (lowlife), so fucking deal with it
'Cause deep down I really know everyone is

'Cause we're lowlifes (lowlifes), and we're loving it
We got the whole damn world in the palm of our hand
'Cause we're lowlifes (lowlifes), so fucking deal with it
No, you can't change something that you don't understand

I'm living it up, living it up
Being a lowlife
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Newton-Sky High :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:













Blown round by the wind
Thrown down in a spin

I gave you love
I thought we had made it to the top
I gave you all I had to give
Why did it have to stop
You've blown it all sky high
By telling me a lie
Without a reason why
You've blown it all sky high

You, you've blown it all sky high
Our love had wings to fly
We could have touched the sky
You've blown it all sky high
Up round I've flown
Then down down like a stone
I gave you love
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Beartooth-Might Love Myself :heart:

(Love the song but I'm not there yet)











Think I might
Think I might love my-
Think I might
Think I might love myself

I thought love was overrated
And I don't know how to take it
Still chasing ghosts
I feel so unsure
And I sold myself a lie
Still gave it one more try
Gave everything that I had and more

Couldn't happen to me
Couldn't happen to me
Couldn't happen to me
Ooh, then it

Took my body over
Lost all my composure
Never felt quite like this before
Chemistry is changing
Emotions rearranging
I'm outta my cage
Breaking my spell
Think I might
Think I might love myself

Trade my hope for pain
Still hate who I became
How long am I gonna be young and lost?
Might never feel right
Never be clear
But nothing'll change until I face my fear
Done paying the price without knowing the cost

Could it happen to me?
Could it happen to me?
Could it happen to me? Yeah

It took my body over
Lost all my composure
Never felt quite like this before
Chemistry is changing
Emotions rearranging
I'm outta my cage
Breaking my spell
Think I might
Think I might love myself

Think I might
Think I might love my-
Think I might
Think I might love my-

Focused on the time
How I'm loosing every minute
Gotta make a choice
Gotta push it to the limit
Never felt better
Never making an apology
I'm exactly who I wanna be

I'm exactly who I wanna be

Well, it took my body over
Lost all my composure
Never felt quite like this before
Chemistry is changing
Emotions rearranging
I'm outta my cage
Breaking my spell
Think I might
Think I might love myself

Think I might love myself
Think I might love myself
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Toad The Wet Sprocket-All I Want :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Nothing's so loud
As hearing when we lie
The truth is not kind
And you've said, neither am I

And the air outside's so soft
Is saying everything
Everything

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

Nothing's so cold
As closing the heart when all we need
Is to free the soul
But we wouldn't be that brave, I know

And the air outside's so soft
Confessing everything
Everything

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

And it won't matter now
Whatever happens will be
Though the air speaks of all we'll never be
It won't trouble me

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

(All I want is to feel this way) it feels so close
(To be this close, to feel the same) let it take me in
(All I want is to feel this way) let it hold me, so
(The evening speaks, I feel it say) I can feel it say
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Prince-Partyman :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Gentlemen, let's broaden our minds
Laurence!

Oh, yeah, yeah

All hail the new king in town
Young and old, gather 'round (yeah)
Black and white, red and green (yeah, funky)
The funkiest man you've ever seen
Tell you what his name is

Partyman, Partyman
Rock a party like nobody can
Rules and regulations, no place in this nation
Partyman, Partyman

Party people say it now (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Somebody holla if you wanna party
"Ladies and gentlemen, no pictures please"

Get it up, oh yeah
Partyman, P-Partyman
Get it up, g-get it up, yeah
"Oh, I love purple!"

I rock the party, I rock the house
I rock the whole world north, east and south
In the west, seventeen horns blowin'
Partyman, Partyman (lose me old boy)
Get it up, sing!
"All hail the new king in town!"

Ain't nothin but a muffin
We got a lotta butter to go
(Say I oughta knock you in, but don't come, no)
If it break when it bend
You better not put it in

Get it up (ride 'em, boy)
Partyman, P-Partyman (P-P-Partyman, Partyman)
(Partyman, Partyman)
Young and old, gather 'round
Everybody hail the new king in town
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Upon A Burning Body-Red Razor Wrists :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I'm not sorry for the way that I am

The price of power

When you've never had anything
How far would you go to have it all?
They told me i could have everything
But I never thought I'd have to take the fall
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for
Greed is the priority, it's fucking killing me

Red Razor Wrists I don't know if I'll even make it to hell
Red Razor Wrists I don't know if I'll even make it to hell

It's like the harder I try the more I fail
I'M A GOD DAMN MONSTER

All my life searching for something
All my life it's left me with nothing now

Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
I can't see I can't feel anymore
Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for

Go ahead and turn your back to me
Here's a big fuck you, the first one's free
On your knees or on the throne
In the end we all still die alone
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for
Greed's the priority it's fucking killing me

It's like the harder I try the more I fail
I'M A GOD DAMN MONSTER

All my life searching for something
All my life it's left me with nothing now

Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
I can't see I can't feel anymore
Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for

Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands

I'M A GOD DAMN MONSTER
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Green Day-Basket Case :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Do you have the time to listen to me whine?
About nothing and everything, all at once
I am one of those melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid or am I just stoned?

I went to a shrink, to analyze my dreams
She said it's lack of sex that's bringing me down
I went to a whore, he said my life's a bore
So quit my whining 'cause it's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think, I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
I don't know

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or am I just stoned?
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,094
Michael Jackson-Don't Stop Til You Get Enough :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










You know, I was
I was wondering, you know, if
If you could keep on, because
The force, it's got a lot of power
And it, it make me feel like, ah
It, it make me feel like, ooh

Lovely, is the feeling now
Fever, temperatures rising now
Power (oh, power), is the force, the vow
That makes it happen
It asks no questions why

Ooh, so get closer (closer now)
To my body now
Just love me
'Til you don't know how (ooh)

Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough

Touch me, and I feel on fire
Ain't nothing, like a love desire (ooh)
I'm melting (I'm melting now)
Like hot candle wax
Sensation (oh, sensation)
Lovely where we're at (ooh)

So let love
Take us through the hours
I won't be complaining (ooh)
'Cause this is love power (ooh)

Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough

Ooh

Oh, baby
(Keep on)
(Keep on)

Heartbreak
Enemy despise
Eternal (oh, eternal)
Love shines in my eyes (ooh)
So let love (oh, let love)
Take us through the hours
I won't be complaining (oh, no)
'Cause your love is alright, alright (ooh)

Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough

Keep on with the force don't stop (don't stop, babe)
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough (oh, my baby)
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough

Lovely, is the feeling now
I won't be complaining (ooh)
The force is love power

Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop (don't stop darlin')
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough

Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
 

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