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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Blackout Allstars-I Like It Like That :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







 
theslasher

theslasher

psychonaut
Jun 12, 2023
184


I love DVRST, and this style of phonk in general
 
alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
471
my stomach grumbling, various honks and road noises from outside, the low hum of air conditioning units
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Joan Jett and the Blackhearts :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










We've been here too long tryin' to get along
Pretendin' that you're oh, so shy
I'm a natural ma'am doin' all I can
My temperature is runnin' high

Cry at night no one in sight
An' we got so much to share
Talking's fine if you got the time
But I ain't got the time to spare, yeah

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Every girl an' boy needs a little joy
All you do is sit an' stare
Beggin' on my knees baby, won't you please?
Run your fingers through my hair

My, my, my whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wastin' time, yeah?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, there, yeah?

My, my, my do you wanna touch me there?
Touch you, touch me touch, everybody
You touch me, you know where, there
Oh yeah, oh, yeah
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality

Blegh

There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie

I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me

A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Asking Alexandria-Psycho :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho

I love to get attention
The tensions all I need
To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho

You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm about to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)

I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
(Die)

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'CuzI'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho
 
alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
471
other than the usual hum of appliances and traffic from outside, i hear some type of repetitive squeaking. it sounds like a bird, but it also has been going to too regularly for too long that I almost don't think it's a bird.
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
It's a Sin by Eddy Arnold


It's a sin my darling how I love you
Because I know our love can never be
It's a sin to keep this mem'ry of you
When silence proves that you've forgotten me
The dream I built for us has tumbled
Each promise broken like my heart
It's a sin my darling how I love you so much in love and yet so far apart
It's a sin to hide behind this heartache
To make believe that I've found someone new
It's a sin to say that I don't miss you
When people know I'm still in love with you
I'm sure you're happy with another
Who shares the love I couldn't win
Why pretend that I can't live without you
When deep inside I know that it's a sin
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Le Click-Tonight Is The Night :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Not CTB yet. :wink:












Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Come on in mon, mu-huh

Hold me, hold me, ya squeeze me, squeeze me
Yes come and rid the lovin' 'cause you know it's not easy
Hold me, hold me, yes nobody love me
Yes come and rid the music come receive the pardon
Yes run come give me love and come-a, give it to me
By the way you give me loving, give me, physically
And anything we do it, do it, naturally
Say come again we do it till we receive the pardon

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, I just can't get enough
Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, too much is not enough

Come down with it mon, mu-huh, stor pah-to

Now that you got my love and together we can make it
Don't anybody try to stop it people try to break it (uh huh)
Come quit the fights I meant to keep peace and harmony (I like that)
Your love is what I want unless you give it to me
Yes, a-da-heh, a-da-heh, come quit the fights don't stop it
A-da-heh, a-da-heh, yes my love I've got to
A-da come with a disc come make me stop me find me go
Say come baby girl your gonna hear how we flow take me with your love (oh no)

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, I just can't get enough
Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, too much is not enough

Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough
 
Seaghost

Seaghost

Experienced
Apr 14, 2019
299

Found it a few days ago. Just wanted to hear some good ol stuff from Beautiful South AND the playlist incidental suggest me that song.
Uhhhh my new favorite song :love:
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Past the road to your house
That you never call home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
When they pumped out your guts
Filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills
Say the worst is over
Kicked it over again
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
When they turn you on again
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Will they say you won the war
Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
No, you never had it right
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Oh, the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know
Take back your life, let me inside
We'll find the door, if you care, if you care to anymore
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Chelsea Grin-Sing To The Grave :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

I will sing to the grave

There's no light, but it feels like morning
I'll deny till I hear the doves sing
It's not goodbye if we meet again
So to you, my friend, I will sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

All the memories that you gave to me
I'm all messed up, thinking about you
Oh God, I want to see your face
I'd pull you from the grave just so I could say goodbye
Goodbye

It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

I can remember when you left this place
Couldn't perceive it, didn't wanna believe it
All of this time to reflect in me
Where your soul lies, now you're free
Now you're free
Now you're free

You will live forever
You will live forever, goodbye
You will live forever
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Another Day Dawns-Beautiful Suicide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








let us speak today
we're not silent anymore, we're free today

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realize we're all that you have

just give us life
just give us time
just give us this moment to feel alive

you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide

let it be today
we're gonna rip off all these chains
we're gonna throw that rat in his cage

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realized we're all that you had
you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide
 
Eternal🌈Rainbow

Eternal🌈Rainbow

♡ ✨ ♡ 🌸 ♡ 💖 ♡ 🌈 ♡
Apr 2, 2022
241


And if I can't be close to you,
I'll settle for the ghost of you.
I miss you more than life.

And if you can't be next to me,
your memory is ecstasy.
I miss you more than life.


I love you Mum, soon we'll be reunited together :heart:
And I love you my anGel🌈💖
 
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LowlyBoy

Member
Jul 10, 2023
21
Talking in Your Sleep by The Romantics


makes me unironically so excited for the fnaf movie
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,008
Falling In Reverse-Last Resort (Reimagined) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck, if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort – suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide, I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine, I am fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
'Til it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself, and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing is fine

I'm crying, I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
(I can't go on living this way)
Nothing is fine (I can't go on living this way)

I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
Nothing's alright
 

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