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Fuel-Bad Day :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said "I'm sorry I
Had a bad day again"

She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said "I'm sorry I
Had a bad day again"

And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me off and puts me on

And had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
Left a note and said "I'm sorry I
I had a bad day again"

And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me off and puts me on

And had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said "I'm sorry I
I had a bad day again"
She left a note and said "I'm sorry I
Had a bad day"

Alright
 
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Apr 3, 2020
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I'm currently listening to the - The Man Who Sold the World by David Bowie
 
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Cover Girls-Wishing On A Star 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔










I'm wishin' on a star
To follow where you are
I'm wishin' on a dream
To follow what it means

I'm wishin' on a star
To follow where you are
I'm wishin' on a dream
To follow what it means

And I wish on all the rainbows
That I see
I wish on all the people
Who really dream

And I'm wishin' on tomorrow
Praying it'll come
And I'm wishin' on all the lovin'
We've ever done

I never thought I'd see
A time when you would be
So far away from home
So far away from me

Just think of all the moments
That we spent
I just can't let you go
For me, you were meant

And I didn't mean to hurt you
But I know
That in the game of love
You reap what you sow

I feel it's time we should make up, baby
I feel it's time for us to get back together
Make the best of things, oh baby
When we're together, oh oh oh
Whether or never

I feel it's time we should make up, baby
I feel it's time for us to get back together
Make the best of things, oh baby
When we're together
Whether or never

I'm wishin' on a star
To follow where you are
I'm wishin' on a dream
To follow what it means

And I wish on all the rainbows
That I see
I wish on all the people
We'll never be

And I'm hopin' on all the days to come
And days to go
And I'm hopin' on days of lovin' you so, oh oh oh

Wishin' on a star
Follow where you are
Wishin' on a star
And I wish on all the rainbows
That I see
I'm wishing on a star
I'm wishing on a star

I'm wishing on a star
Follow where you are
I'm wishing on a star
I'm wishing on a star
I'm wishing on a star
 
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Aug 27, 2023
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My daughter's dog chewing a bone. But if I was listening to music it would be Ayman Jarjour, a Syrian classical guitarist.
 
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"The Ringing" by My Tinnitus
 
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Bring Me The Horizon-DArkSide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









"DArkSide"

Sinking under
Think my angels fallen
Safe place, plundered
Bastards kicked the doors in

I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
Three in the morning, I ain't slept all weekend
Six feet in the dirt, still breathing
Don't give a fuck if my heart stops beating

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Something haunts me
Footsteps in the basement
Out of body
But there's no escaping

I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
Three in the morning, I ain't slept all weekend
Six feet in the dirt, still breathing
Don't give a fuck if my heart stops beating

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Something's in the way
Don't know what I can say
Memories are haunting me
A sickness taking over
So bury me alive
There's nowhere left to hide
And say goodbye
'Cause maybe I
Maybe I will miss me when I'm gone

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Can't trust myself tonight
Can't trust myself tonight
Can't trust myself
Can you talk me off t
 
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ex nihilo nihil fit
Oct 14, 2023
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Grim Salvo's album MILDRED
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Been on repeat for a few weeks now. Something incredibly cathartic about it. It's violent and well, grim. I'm usually not a huge fan of metal hip hop but this shit straight slaps.
 
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Cher-Believe :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Was reading something online about about this being 25 years old. 😲😲😲😲😲😲













After love, after love
After love, after love
After love, after love
After love, after love
After love, after love
After love, after love

No matter how hard I try
You keep pushing me aside
And I can't break through
There's no talking to you

It's so sad that you're leaving
It takes time to believe it
But after all is said and done
You're gonna be the lonely one, oh

Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no

What am I supposed to do?
Sit around and wait for you?
Well, I can't do that
And there's no turning back

I need time to move on
I need a love to feel strong
'Cause I've had time to think it through
And maybe I'm too good for you, oh

Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no

Well, I know that I'll get through this
'Cause I know that I am strong
And I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
Oh, I don't need you anymore
No, I don't need you anymore

Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no

Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no

(Do you believe in life after love?)
 
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Sleep With A Baseball Bat
May 18, 2023
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Jan 21, 2023
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ive been trying to recreate their remix of wheres your head at for a while now just because its amazing, the entire set is worth a listen

Grim Salvo's album MILDRED
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Been on repeat for a few weeks now. Something incredibly cathartic about it. It's violent and well, grim. I'm usually not a huge fan of metal hip hop but this shit straight slaps.
love grim salvo :3
 
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Suicide Silence: Remember You Must Die :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Album Of The Year !!!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍

 
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Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
345
Been listening to 70s and 80s pop all evening for some reason. Roxette is playing right now:



Fun fact: people know this song from the soundtrack of Pretty Woman in 1990, but it was in fact released in 1987 as a Christmas song. They changed one word ("it's a hard Christmas day" became "it's a hard winter's day") for the 1990 re-release, and shot a new music clip using scenes from the movie. The word "Christmas" was literally the only thing that was Christmas-y about that song.
 
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If you want, you can talk to me about anything
Jul 17, 2023
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SPID (AIDS) by Zemfira
 
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Jun 28, 2023
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my cieling fan and cars buzzing by, sometimes discord notifications
 
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Steve Aoki/Paris Hilton-Lighter :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you
Take a sip and then you fade
Up up and away
I'm not coming down soon
I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you

Didn't know that my
My unconscious mind
Mind could be so brave
But the other night
Didn't even let
Let you in my head
You weren't even there
When I closed my eyes

Yeah it sounded sincere every single time
Out of nowhere you appear and apologize
But I see it so clear in a new light
I'm never coming back to you

I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you
Take a sip and then you fade
Up up and away
I'm not coming down soon
I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you

I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you
Take a sip and then you fade
Up up and away
I'm not coming down soon
I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you

Finally feel alive
Yeah I will survive
It's hard to believe
That I used to care
You're not what I need
Landed on my feet
You can call my name
But I won't be there

Yeah it sounded sincere every single time
Out of nowhere you appear and apologize
But I see it so clear in a new light
I'm never coming back to you

I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you
Take a sip and then you fade
Up up and away
I'm not coming down soon
I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you

I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you
Take a sip and then you fade
Up up and away
I'm not coming down soon
I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you

Without you
Without you
Take a sip and then you fade
Up up and away
I'm not coming down soon
I feel lighter without you
I feel lighter without you
 
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NoHorizon

Experienced
Nov 22, 2022
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Farewell
To all the earthly remains
No burdens
No further debts to be paid

Atlas
Can rest his weary bones
The weight of the world
All falls away
In time

Goodbye
To all the plans that we made
No contracts
I'm free to do as I may

No hunger
No sleep except to dream
Mild and warm
Safe from all harm
Calm

Good riddance
To all the thieves
To all the fools that stifled me
They've come and gone
And passed me by
Good riddance
To all

Farewell
To all the earthly remains
No burdens
No further debts to be paid

Atlas
Can rest his weary bones
The weight of the world
All falls away
In time
 
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Pistols At Dawn-Fly :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Hold your heart (Heart)
Say you'll stay with me forever (Forever), forever (Forever)
Open doors (Doors)
Hold your heart just like a feather (Feather), forever (Forever)

Make me a bird
So I can fly away from here
High above this world
Now there's nothing left, nothing left
Just me and the air I breathe
There's always a chance for stormy weather
Wind is taking me to another place (Place)
I'm falling hard (Hard)
Falling hard without a tether (Tether), a tether (Tether)
I'm crawling through
Crawling through, I can't forget her (Forget her)
If she's forever

Make me a bird
So I can fly away from here
High above this world
Now there's nothing left, nothing left
Just me and the air I breathe

You try to tell me all the time
I don't know what love is and I'm blind
But I know who you are
A falling star and you're mine
Make me a bird
So I can fly away from here
High above this world
Now there's nothing left, nothing left
Just me and the air I breathe
 
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Debbie Gibson-Shake Your Love :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

I'm under a spell again
Boy, I'm wondering why
This is not a game of love but an emotional tie
I'm trying to figure out my heart (heart...)
But I can't offer you proof
Of why we should never be apart
And that is the- (that is the), that is the truth
Oh...

Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Do you know why I stop and stare?
And smile when you walk by
And how I call you up at night
I hang up the phone and I cry
If I never got to know you so well (I knew you well)
Maybe I would be fine
Baby, you know that I can't tell
Why you should be (you should be) you should be mine oh

Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Ooh I know what you're thinking
I see it in your eyes
You want to give our love another try
I'm so glad you realize I can't...

Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Shake it
Your love
Can't shake
Just can't shake your love

Shake, shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake (say shake it)
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
 
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Ice Nine Kills-Meat & Greet :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








He's in the last cell, stay to the left
Thank you
Don't get close to the glass, and be careful
If he smells your fear he'll eat you alive

Hello Clarice
Nothing's free at this meat and greet
Quid pro quo as we go
Spare me any deceit
Take a seat
A trainee desperate for some information
Skipped poor white trash by one generation
Don't test me (Don't test me)

The silence is circling
Like lambs to a slaughter
This dance never ends
Cut in and savor the consequence

Oh, my darling Agent Starling
These are not just thrill kills
Let my mind help you find
The fiend who fits the Bill
The blood will spill
Contrast his nasty habit
With my refined palette
Then tell me who kills in poor taste
Don't let a good meal go to waste

The silence is circling
Like lambs to a slaughter
This dance never ends
Cut in and savor the consequence
Defiled, starved and skinned
Like many before her
It's happened again
We've all found a flavor we can't resist

The starling spreads her wings
While the evil threads the needle, so it seems
The moth is pulling her strings
Forced to dwell within his hell to stop the screams
One final flight for vanity
I'd fuck me

Put the lotion in the basket
Bid farewell then close the casket
Put the lotion in the basket
Bid farewell then close the casket

The silence is circling
Like lambs to a slaughter
This dance never ends
Cut in and savor the consequence
Defiled, starved and skinned
Like many before her
It's happened again
We've all found a flavor we can't resist

The silence is circling
It's circling
(Cut in and savor the consequence)
We've all found a flavor we can't resist
I'd fuck me
 
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Bad Boys Blue-l Totally Miss You 💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙








I did you wrong,
My foolish heart went out to play.
And then I lost you,
Oh What a price for me to pay.

Where have you gone,
Baby where you've gone.
Oh I totally miss you,
My heart is painted blue.
I totally miss you,
I can't stop loving you.
So please come back,
() You'll be making me blue,
Please come back,
() Why you have promised me the world,
() But you have been untrue.
I totally miss you.

I keep on waiting,
And in my dreams I see a face.
You're still in my life,
No one else can take your place.

Where have you gone,
Baby where you've gone.
Oh I totally miss you,
My heart is painted blue.
I totally miss you,
I can't stop loving you.
So please come back,
() You'll be making me blue,
Please come back,
() Why you have promised me the world,
() But you have been untrue.
I totally miss you... I totally miss you.
Oh I totally miss you.

Where have you gone,
Baby where you've gone.
Oh I totally miss you,
My heart is painted blue.
I totally miss you,
I can't stop loving you.
So please come back,
() You'll be making me blue,
Please come back,
() Why you have promised me the world,
() But you have been untrue.
Oh I totally miss you... I totally miss you.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Remy Zero-Save Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I feel my wings
Have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside
When they pull you under
And I will give you anything you want, oh

You were all I wanted
And all my dreams are fallen down
Crawlin' around

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it, just stay, stay
C'mon, I've been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And they pull me under
And I would give you anything you want, oh

You were all I wanted
And all my dreams have fallen down
Crawlin' around

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it, just stay, stay
C'mon, I've been waiting for you

Crawlin' around
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it, just stay (Stay with me)
I made this whole world shine for you
Just stay, stay
C'mon, I'm still waiting for you
 
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Take That-Could It Be Magic :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Spirits move me, every time I'm near you
Whirling like a cyclone in my mind
You're my lifeline, angel of my lifetime
Answer to all answers I can find

Baby I want you, come, come, come into my arms
Let me feel the wonder of all of you
Could it be magic now, now, now and hold on fast?
Could this be the magic at last?

(Take me) baby, take me
High upon a hillside
High up where the stallion meets the sun
I could love you, yeah, build my world around you
Never leave you 'til my life is done

Baby I want you, come, come, come into my arms
Let me feel the wonder of all of you
Could it be magic now, now, now and hold on fast?
Could this be the magic at last?

Whoa, whoa, whoa, time
Whoa, whoa, whoa, take me
Whoa, whoa, whoa, time
Whoa, whoa, whoa

Could it be magic now, now, now and hold on fast?
Could this be the magic at last?

Baby I want you, come, come, come into my arms
Let me feel the wonder of all of you
Could it be magic now?
 
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Mike Shinoda-Already Over :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Bruises, broken in pieces
Spread out 'til they didn't exist
Losing sight of what's decent
And too righteous to know what you did

Maybe it's just survival
Optimistic but blind
Maybe it's just denial
Out of sight, out of mind

But it's already over
And I don't even know
Looking for a window
That I already closed
No matter how much I want it
How bad I've tried
Nothing's there on the other side
It's already over

Floating in between places
Somewhere that the signal won't work
Hoping you could be nameless
Washed off of the edge of the earth

Maybe you're just entitled
Unaware of your crime
Maybe it's just denial
Out of sight, out of mind

But it's already over
And I don't even know
Looking for a window
That I already closed
No matter how much I want it
How bad I've tried
Nothing's there on the other side
It's already over

Maybe it's just denial
Out of sight
Out of mind

It's already over
And I don't even know
Looking for a window
That I already closed
No matter how much I want it
How bad I've tried
Nothing's there on the other side

Over
And I don't even know
Looking for a window
That I already closed
No matter how much I want it
How bad I've tried
Nothing's there on the other side
Much I want it
How bad I've tried
Nothing's there on the other side
It's already over
 
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For the first time-Mac Demarco
 
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