Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[fedup1982]

Im angry. Fuck society for gatekeeping suicide. There are millions of people out there with the power to end lives peacefully. Where are they when I need them? I wish a Harold shipman would visit me

 

[EmptyBottle]

Feeling surprisingly productive...

Spoiler: Learn why?

after this source: https://github.com/chouaibcher/WAF-AI led me to "Random Forest, SVM, and Logistic Regression" (3 different types of machine learning), allowing me to write more about them by using geeks2geeks articles and summarising, then adding my explanation for why I thought they were used.

Tho I also used my own knowledge of what XSS and SQLI is... that is kinda uncited. 97% human on GPTzero too (I included the references when pasting the text there)... and it even validated my bibliography (tho that is a more limited feature for free tier)

Yes, day(s) ago, there were irl annoyances, however, they seem to have eased.

 

[Irisse]

I have an important exam on November 24 but I still haven't really started to study. I have way too many subjects this year. Though I guess I still have a month but the amount of study material is huge. I also bought some art supplies because I want to give my friend something nice for Christmas. Also I need to find some yarn because I plan on making her a scarf.

 

[shampoo sniffer]

Like garbage.

 

[DontTouchMeImFamous]

Nothing...
Maybe a little disappointed from myself and many other complex feelings..

I have an important exam on November 24 but I still haven't really started to study. I have way too many subjects this year. Though I guess I still have a month but the amount of study material is huge. I also bought some art supplies because I want to give my friend something nice for Christmas. Also I need to find some yarn because I plan on making her a scarf.

your friend is lucky

 

[- crybaby -]

I need a fkn hug man , a really tight one .
The one that kind of hurts but makes me forget for a moment I should've been gone already .

 

[corpse]

I hope my suffering will end soon.

 

[myfleetingmania]

Just plain old full of regret.

I need a fkn hug man , a really tight one .
The one that kind of hurts but makes me forget for a moment I should've been gone already .

Oof, I feel this.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

Suffocated by life, and an overwhelming dread towards the future.

 

[Manaaja]

We should support people whose moral compass isn't tied to their genitals. We should also judge people who think "Sexually attractive = good person. Sexually unattractive = bad person".

Your sexual desires and your sexuality aren't more important than innocent people's lives!

 

[Greyhawk]

I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die

 

[Mira Gaga]

In pain but numb at the same time if that makes sense. Fucked up, hating myself, wanting to ctb, but too scared/dumb to do it right.

 

[Alexandra_]

I'm dead tired of this shitty existence

 

[Bitch With An Apple]

I had a dream last night that my dad convinced me to go on a ride and that it would be fun. It was like a reverse slide, you basically just got shot up a tube through to the other side. Well we got stuck halfway through, and the tube was long. My dad said that only way out was up through the tube, but it would have taken probably days of climbing to get through. I couldn't make myself do that, so I let go and fell all the way down instead (I don't remember in the dream but the implication was that the fall was lethal, it was very very long). The feeling of entrapment from being in that tube is what I feel right now. I NEED to escape, but there isn't a way to do it yet.

 

[star.trip]

I feel despair creeping inside me. Knowing that there is no future for me, that I will always be alone, that there will be nothing. The past hurt me, and it's my fault because I allowed it to. I should have been strong, but I am a failure. Now I feel broken

 

[ImTryingToSmile]

Tired of everything but also im feeling better than ever this month. I finally got to see my friends again and they made me forget about everything. But when I got home I started to think about every single shit again. My family is nice I lobe my parents I love my siblings but we live in a small apartment and I have no privacy. I have to share my room with my brother and there's not even a stupid door. It's overwhelming. I would go outside by myself but it's night and it's really really cold there and I have no winter clothes yet. I want to be alone.. At least for an hour.

 

[SilentEclipse]

feeling of helplessness because I am not even free to get rid of my body

 

[whybother2002]

I just want to get better and live. I can't take it anymore. Feeling that I have to kill myself hurts so much.

 

[Alex_Was_Here]

I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't want to sit in this anymore. I miss having you with me, I miss being apart of a pair. I don't feel like me anymore.

 

[ravenx]

Ugly.

 

[ABadPerson]

Something, not sure what but certainly something.

 

[Ladyybugged]

desolation.

 

[Manaaja]

Fuck everything and everyone who hurts me.

 

[corpse]

I feel like I've been sentenced to death.

 

[Irisse]

The cold is subsiding but I really need to start studying or I'll fail my exam.

 

[GhostgirlWannadie]

lazy and tired but even though i'm tired asf i know for a fact i'll just sit on the internet doing absolutely nothing for 4 hours.wouldn't even be much of a problem if i didn't have so much work to do now and today. I could easily start writing right now but I'm sure it'd be horrible

 

[a4001]

Worried and geeked

 

[deadbeatpoet]

I feel lonely and anxious. I feel like crawling into a warm cavern and letting my hair tangle itself into knots. I feel like becoming friends with the bugs. I feel like coming out only to stare at the moon. I feel like forgetting everyone I've ever known. Everything I've ever done. I feel like making up an imaginary friend. I feel like I'm already speaking to them sometimes. I feel like real people are scary. Sometimes screens are easier.

 

[yzzzy]

I'm done. I want t end myself from this world. I don't trust anyone now. I hare to live like this.

 

[Manaaja]

Life is basically:

Everyone: "We need to do everything to help good people and punish evil!"
I: "I need help, someone to help me, and punish my abusers."
Everyone: "If only someone did something, just not me. Go see a therapist who labels you mentally ill for not bowing to dark triad chads, their fangirls, and social hierarchies."