Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[sjuultje123]

I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.

I feel like I already lost the game. Like when you're at the top of the list and then it gets unplugged. And I don't know what to do now other then dying.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm so exhausted of people being so emotional and illogical about death. Even on here people treat death as if it's a tragedy and even say things like "I'm glad that you're still alive" to those who have made a goodbye thread and failed their attempt. It angers me so much because death isn't a bad thing to the being who is dead. Where is the tragedy being experienced? I genuinely don't understand. I feel like such an alien even on here because I'm pro non existence (or "pro death" if you really want to call me that) whereas everybody else here treats suicide as if it should be pursued as a last resort.

I'm not going to tell others to kill themselves of course as that's still an individual choice but what I don't understand is why treat death as if it's a bad thing? I don't know, I guess my brain wasn't really ever wired to treat death as if it's a bad thing. If somebody wants to kill themselves, let them do so. I have no reason to see their death as a tragedy or something that should be prevented as much as possible unless if it's the last resort and they have thoroughly thought about it. Why should a life be prolonged so much?

I'm going to be so glad once I'm dead as I'll no longer have to deal with anything that goes on in this world, especially this.

 

[billie]

i'm worthless