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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
I wasn't trying to stop you, just answering your question. I'm planning to do it too
I feel less lonely, but also it will be an unknown run cause i don't have competence on a doing a test, if i will be so much in panic on doing it and in anxiety i will eventually do it with a bloody test, still i won't know cut myself I'm already ashamed.
 
zipzamoly1

zipzamoly1

Zippoly
Jan 12, 2026
30
No it's more like 80/20 if you can drink the whole 25g even if you vomit. My question is how do you know it's excruciating pain? People said it's less painful than drowning but no one knows for sure.
Just from what I read in here about how brutal it is. I'm not sure myself but it's best to anticipate it.

However I heard carbon monoxide is decent if done right
 
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
No it's more like 80/20 if you can drink the whole 25g even if you vomit. My question is how do you know it's excruciating pain? People said it's less painful than drowning but no one knows for sure.
Well drowning is more than a possibility to do it without risk too much instead of SN so it could be true.
 
zipzamoly1

zipzamoly1

Zippoly
Jan 12, 2026
30
I feel less lonely, but also it will be an unknown run cause i don't have competence on a doing a test, if i will be so much in panic on doing it and in anxiety i will eventually do it with a bloody test, still i won't know cut myself I'm already ashamed.
Same, I don't like that I have to do this much research and be this particulate about just ending it. No guns in my country so it stinks.

I did read the forum post not advising SN test runs as it could easily be fatal even on small dosages. If you test, you're gonna have to accept the possibility you may CTB there an then
 
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
ChatGPT is a well-known bullshit generator.
I know lol but i did still ordered on Amazon a distillated pure water 5 kg tank just for being sure lol
Same, I don't like that I have to do this much research and be this particulate about just ending it. No guns in my country so it stinks.

I did read the forum post not advising SN test runs as it could easily be fatal even on small dosages. If you test, you're gonna have to accept the possibility you may CTB there an then
Yes, i will accept this contract with death and being so fk killed by him very badly 🤣🤣
 
H

HNR_

Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
111
Now i know that people who will follow PPH would puke, now i want to know what happens who follow Vizzy's Protocol.

I am still want to get informations while my brain is enabled and not disabled. Then i will CTB, only when i will stack all the good informations for doing it or so.
Ah, fair
Yeah, might as well minimize the risks, even if said risks aren't too high in the first place
 
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left0vers

left0vers

Student
Feb 23, 2026
110
Just from what I read in here about how brutal it is. I'm not sure myself but it's best to anticipate it.

However I heard carbon monoxide is decent if done right
Maybe we didn't read the same threads, but it doesn't seem that brutal. Especially if you sedate yourself.
 
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zipzamoly1

zipzamoly1

Zippoly
Jan 12, 2026
30
I know lol but i did still ordered on Amazon a distillated pure water 5 kg tank just for being sure lol

Yes, i will accept this contract with death and being so fk killed by him very badly 🤣🤣
Only thing stopping me from killing myself is that fact I still have games I still wanna finish lol and I don't want my stuff to get sold off to people for cheap
Maybe we didn't read the same threads, but it doesn't seem that brutal. Especially if you sedate yourself.
Sedate with what exactly? My main idea was just to get high
 
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left0vers

left0vers

Student
Feb 23, 2026
110
Only thing stopping me from killing myself is that fact I still have games I still wanna finish lol

Sedate with what exactly? My main idea was just to get high
Benzos, for instance. They can knock you out in a couple of minutes if you don't have tolerance.

The downside, as I see it, is that you can vomit out most of the good stuff while asleep, and end up waking up with a bad headache. Or brain damage.
 
ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
Maybe we didn't read the same threads, but it doesn't seem that brutal. Especially if you sedate yourself.
From threads it doesn't seem brutal for nothing, and i did see a few of them, also paracetamol and benzo will guarantee peace of mind and peace of mind knowing that all the problems years of problems are being solved.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
558
Out of all the posts I've seen about SN I've never seen anyone mentioned distilled water, but it makes sense. Tap water does have a lot of chemicals added to it.
it Is used for testing but not necessary for ctb protocol
 
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ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
Only thing stopping me from killing myself is that fact I still have games I still wanna finish lol and I don't want my stuff to get sold off to people for cheap

Sedate with what exactly? My main idea was just to get high
This bro what a big coincidence that there anyone is a gamer, maybe this is even a consequence of killing ourselves or atleast it is for me.
it Is used for testing but not necessary for ctb protocol
Intoxicated did tell it to me, but hey it will a bit more strong by doing it.
 

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