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grizzlycamel

grizzlycamel

The idiot
Feb 16, 2026
11
I'm doing a draft of sorts of my note (I'm only doing one for one person) and I guess I'm trying to do like an FAQs lol like why'd I do it? How long have I been like this? Who's fault if anyone's? What was I thinking? Idk what would someone want to know if they're reading it?

I'm sorry if I come off as crude I just spend the last hour balling my eyes out and I'm trying not to relapse
 
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ForgetIExist

Member
Jan 31, 2026
26
I'm definitely letting my parents know that they fucking suck, and letting my bestie know that she can have all the money in my bank account. Other than that I don't really care about anything else. I don't really feel particularly emotionally attached to anybody. I do hope that me and me friend can meet again in a better life💓

I also want to make sure that my parents can't have a funeral for me. I don't like them and I don't want them to mourn me. I don't want anybody to think that they were remotely good parents. I guess I would also ask to be cremated. I don't want anybody staring at my dead corpse in a casket, that's weird. Though I'd be dead so, assuming there is no afterlife, I won't care.
 
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ShadowOfASelf

ShadowOfASelf

Member
Feb 10, 2026
34
I'm doing a draft of sorts of my note (I'm only doing one for one person) and I guess I'm trying to do like an FAQs lol like why'd I do it? How long have I been like this? Who's fault if anyone's? What was I thinking? Idk what would someone want to know if they're reading it?

I'm sorry if I come off as crude I just spend the last hour balling my eyes out and I'm trying not to relapse
A lot of apologies since I know everybody's gonna be upset and mad at me. Lots of encouragement that will probably ring hollow because I believe my friends can overcome their struggles even though I couldn't. A lot of compliments and thank yous.
 

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