Discussion What age did you wish you had ctb?

[Gonnerr]

5 or 6 , before my first memory, that's when i realized i was alive.

I hope some disease would have killed me but nothing can kill me , damn it , my body is too resistant.

If i don't ctb , i will likely live until 100 which frighten me most than death.

 

[Holu]

I've had problems since 6 which is basically as far back as I can remember. Wouldn't have ctb'd at that age tho, but kinda wish I just died in childbirth lol. In all honesty, 18 was when I was planning on. I'm 20 now so yikes.