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Welcome2themachine

Welcome2themachine

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Nov 21, 2025
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I have been feeling for months that this day would finally come. Now I couldn't talk myself out of this if I wanted to. Its absolutely despairing feeling like I dont even have a choice anymore. I have lost everything this past year. I never thought id understand the difference between reaching out for help and having moved so far past that, that you no longer want to say anything to anyone for fear of being unable to take the exit. I have always heard that those who truly wish to die no longer cry for help and no longer try reach out. They are right. I hope you who can still find the will to live, do so. Tomorrow is the set date, tonight will be my last night to dream. Goodbye friends.
 
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Scorpio moon gal

Scorpio moon gal

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Apr 26, 2024
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I wish you a smooth, safe journey 🄺
 
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vascomorrow

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Feb 11, 2026
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I have been feeling for months that this day would finally come. Now I couldn't talk myself out of this if I wanted to. Its absolutely despairing feeling like I dont even have a choice anymore. I have lost everything this past year. I never thought id understand the difference between reaching out for help and having moved so far past that, that you no longer want to say anything to anyone for fear of being unable to take the exit. I have always heard that those who truly wish to die no longer cry for help and no longer try reach out. They are right. I hope you who can still find the will to live, do so. Tomorrow is the set date, tonight will be my last night to dream. Goodbye friends.
Why?
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
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I hope you find the peace you so very much deserve, no matter what it looks like. :heart:
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find peace ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹
 
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raemysteryO

raemysteryO

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Feb 8, 2026
56
I'm so sorry life has brought you to this situation. I hope you find the peace you deserve 🌸
 
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interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
89
bye bye, peaceful journey
 
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Slark

Slark

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Apr 30, 2023
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I hope you find peace. ā¤ļø
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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StillLife

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Aug 20, 2024
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I feel you about not having a choice lol. Not far from that point myself, been isolating myself for a good moment to the point that the few who supported me probably resent me now.

Doesn't matter, where would I even begin?
"...šŸ˜®ā˜ļøum...nawšŸš¶ā€ā™‚..."

Anyway, here's hoping to the eventual peace āœŒļø
 
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dewasrite

dewasrite

Too old for this sh!t.
Dec 30, 2025
60
I hope your journey is peaceful
 
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UkyoNtx

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Feb 15, 2026
2
I hope you find peace Bro šŸ™
 
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theDunce

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Feb 18, 2026
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I have been feeling for months that this day would finally come. Now I couldn't talk myself out of this if I wanted to. Its absolutely despairing feeling like I dont even have a choice anymore. I have lost everything this past year. I never thought id understand the difference between reaching out for help and having moved so far past that, that you no longer want to say anything to anyone for fear of being unable to take the exit. I have always heard that those who truly wish to die no longer cry for help and no longer try reach out. They are right. I hope you who can still find the will to live, do so. Tomorrow is the set date, tonight will be my last night to dream. Goodbye friends.
Convincing words I feel. I wonder if you're gone. If not, where would your head space be at now? How many moments like this can exist for someone and survive? Anyway, was checking in to see if this was true. If so, R.I.P.
 
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