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Welcome2themachine

Welcome2themachine

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Nov 21, 2025
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I have been feeling for months that this day would finally come. Now I couldn't talk myself out of this if I wanted to. Its absolutely despairing feeling like I dont even have a choice anymore. I have lost everything this past year. I never thought id understand the difference between reaching out for help and having moved so far past that, that you no longer want to say anything to anyone for fear of being unable to take the exit. I have always heard that those who truly wish to die no longer cry for help and no longer try reach out. They are right. I hope you who can still find the will to live, do so. Tomorrow is the set date, tonight will be my last night to dream. Goodbye friends.
 
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Scorpio moon gal

Scorpio moon gal

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Apr 26, 2024
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I wish you a smooth, safe journey 🄺
 
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vascomorrow

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Feb 11, 2026
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I have been feeling for months that this day would finally come. Now I couldn't talk myself out of this if I wanted to. Its absolutely despairing feeling like I dont even have a choice anymore. I have lost everything this past year. I never thought id understand the difference between reaching out for help and having moved so far past that, that you no longer want to say anything to anyone for fear of being unable to take the exit. I have always heard that those who truly wish to die no longer cry for help and no longer try reach out. They are right. I hope you who can still find the will to live, do so. Tomorrow is the set date, tonight will be my last night to dream. Goodbye friends.
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
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I hope you find the peace you so very much deserve, no matter what it looks like. :heart:
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find peace ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹
 
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raemysteryO

raemysteryO

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Feb 8, 2026
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I'm so sorry life has brought you to this situation. I hope you find the peace you deserve 🌸
 
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