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LastLightFade...

LastLightFade...

Member
Jan 12, 2026
45
Yep, it's been my first time logging into this place in a while, and it is so laggy now.
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
202
Same here & it's making me worry as can't lose this site as it's a haven.
Same here & it's making me worry as can't lose this site as it's a haven.
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
327
same.
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

Sorry for my wording
Dec 10, 2025
396
yeah, it's been laggy recently. I could barely access it all day.
 
AnxiousLife

AnxiousLife

scared of people
Jan 13, 2025
92
Yea, it's lagging today again. What is the reason?
 
Acidic_Fries

Acidic_Fries

Suicide Connoisseur
Apr 5, 2026
68
Probably because big governments want its' peasants alive
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,855
Same here & it's making me worry as can't lose this site as it's a haven.
Same here & it's making me worry as can't lose this site as it's a haven.
same for me
 
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Endisclose

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2023
422
It's been up and down for the last couple of days. Seems to be fine now. Wonder what the issue was. My anxiety shoots up everytime something like this happens. This place is my only refuge..
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
202
My paranoid brain was going a bit potty but glad the glitching has stopped. Thank you to whoever fixed it.
 
rotthjärta

rotthjärta

Member
Apr 24, 2026
40
Yup its been that way for me the last 2 days I believe, takes me mins to open a thread and then i ended up on cloudfare at one point.
It's been up and down for the last couple of days. Seems to be fine now. Wonder what the issue was. My anxiety shoots up everytime something like this happens. This place is my only refuge..
Agree, I mean where else are we supposed to go... xd
 
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