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endlessmelancholy

endlessmelancholy

Student
Jun 12, 2024
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My childhood was good. Everything was going well until it didn't anymore. Now after over a decade of psychiatric drugs and therapy I feel like it's been a huge waste. Waste of time, money and potential. I can see my lonely future. Life just goes on even when we aren't living.
 
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timf

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Mar 26, 2020
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Anyone can take a wrong turn. Sometimes lessons learned can be a valuable aid in "building back better".

If doctors and therapists have not been helpful, you may discover that you can be a better therapist for yourself than they were.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Anyone can take a wrong turn. Sometimes lessons learned can be a valuable aid in "building back better".

If doctors and therapists have not been helpful, you may discover that you can be a better therapist for yourself than they were.
WOW! I was going to give a response to this, but you said it so completely perfectly that I will just say I second your post.

So thoughtfully said, brilliant!

Walter
 
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INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
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My childhood was good. Everything was going well until it didn't anymore. Now after over a decade of psychiatric drugs and therapy I feel like it's been a huge waste. Waste of time, money and potential. I can see my lonely future. Life just goes on even when we aren't living.
I can relate to the "waste of potential." It's a hard feeling to live with.

But the value of your life isn't tied to how much you reach or don't reach that "potential." You are a human person, and for that you have value in and of yourself.

I hope you find ways to become less lonely and that you find things that bring you joy and peace.
 
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