I don't think jumping and sitting on tracks gonna be a good death it will be a terrible way to go, when it comes to train best way is to put the neck on the railroad so the train will cut your neck like a butter which is instant death
In YouTube watch 9/11 attack where 200+ people jumped from the World Trade Center, no one survived
You won't survive a few hunderd tons train hitting you at speed if it hits you. Nor will you feel it. It will turn your body into fireworks.
I've read people finding N in Mexico I'm not 100% sure on this.
I am sorry though that it is the way it is for you and wish you the best in whichever direction you go.
Heights might be possible but don't think I have the balls and would rather be home. For whatever reason.
Problem is not all the country have fast trains, some are slow and I have read research where people put their body in front the train, they didn't die quickly, some where shouting , few people took more than 1 hour to die, best way is to put the neck on the track to be sure
Hence why I specified train at speed aha. Generally outside of cities they speed up fast. But yeah. Never jump infront of a slow one.
You know what you are doing, do it wisely and hope you get peace
yah for an outside go - train for sure that would work. But I think SI would kick in heavy. The damn horn and vibration.
Thank you
Outside of cities if you make sure there is not a depot or stop near the train will speed up a lot and not honk. Freight trains at least. If you do it at night they wont see you intime. Just need to make sure no cameras are on the track. Sadly with all ctb you must take the first step which tends to be the hardest.
Yes it is way better than being burned alive, burned alive is a crazy and horrible way to go
Yah will do.
I don't know, I am just excited and sad at the same time
Being burned alive causes an immense painlevel, skin is being burnt first, the fat layers of the body start to boil and later burn, while the inner organs and brain are still fully working unless the smoke around makes one unconscious.
This reminds me of cooking a pork belly lol
Well that is a wish for sure. I'll be sure to.. hmff is there a none religious version in English for "I'm praying for you" ? But yeah, wishing you the best in becoming M. Jordan.
God is disgusting and evil monster (if god exists), he blessed some people with too much of everything!
I always find it interesting. God as a concept. There are a few possibilities. Either god does not exist. Or he does exist but he is evil. Or he does exist but just made everything and fucked off to do something better than witness our misery.
Try watching videos related to sn, nitrogen gas and N methods
Never ever go for a slow train or subway. If you survive which has a decent chance with that, you'll suffer a lot. You want a proper freight train, passenger would work too but it's best not to traumatise too many people if you can prevent it unless that is your goal, I can't stop you.
Even if the train is slow, you can put your neck on the track for ctb it still works but putting body in front of the slow train, death will be miserable you are right
I personally couldn't put my head on a track, I could stab myself but not that. Just the building anticipation of the vibrations coming closer and closer would give me too much anxiety.
Oh those accusations sounds all too familiar especially the racism one .. let me tell you a story below …. I still have the screenshot Mr racist *black stain*, *boon*, *sub Saharan baboon* I see denial just as he is in denial *closet* Not even only on Instagram dms but with your old phone number ( screenshots) on it calling your " mate" these things to me and even telling me these things in person … I wonder who came to the defence " the mate who he called those names " or the other racistsOk thanks.
Venlafaxine (Effexor) little.
Mirtazapine (Remeron) A lot.
Pregabalin (Lyrica) little.
quetiapine (Seroquel) A lot.
Fenny and/or equal drug (a few percs so far)
White and/or pre-workout(1g so far)
(maybe back up heart attack)
Booze
Pepto-Bismol
Gravol
I was debating shooting. But never have myself.
Eat / snort / maybe hoop it ?
And I can't find any heroin .
Not sure about crushing pills and doing it.
I've seen it done. Just not sure about it.
Yah that is a valid concern doing a shit load of whatever and then pass out or not set up things properly.
I'll have my "rope" anchor to door knob.
Over door. Taut line hitch. Me.
Prepped ready to go. It does hold my weight. I'm just worried how much thrashing might occur. Break the anchor.
For that I'm going have the tub filled and a couple 10pound plates there.
Hyper ventilate. And sink.
* WARNING GRAPHIC VIDEO AND POP UPS*
*concerns/questions in the OP*
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… Some people would hold on dear to some "friendship" even being called all sorts of names because that's their identity ahahah it couldn't be me hahah …. I do remember the first one saying to me you can't trust "varungu" because one of them had snitched on him at work 
… oh the stories I could tell ( I remember it all too well)… always claiming that racist "ruined" your favourite word our "friendship" … I wonder if Mr racist knows all the bad things you used to say about him to me, I still have them (the screenshots) … there will be a little surprise before I complete ctb "just to spice up the friendship a bit more" like what I did back then with the iconic "avatar" name calling that you did on your "bestie" hahaha
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