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MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
I'm drunk and high and triggered and I wanna just find the nearest car park and jump ive tried it before and had police called and then I just walked out of hospital so no consequences and my phones about to die so can't call anyone this time so no risk of being caught before I do it I know impulsive is bad but I can't cope anymore I'm so sad and I just can't anymore what's the worst that could happen I wanna just jump so bad
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
If you are you sure, i think those moments are the better to beat SI
 
MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
If you are you sure, i think those moments are the better to beat SI
I agree I just have nothing prepared dude. I haven't been able to get SN.. I've recently moved cities so I can't find any fucking big buildings that aren't locked this late, no options I can truly access
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
If i thought about jumping i would choose an airbnb or hotel, higher than a 10th
 
MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
If i thought about jumping i would choose an airbnb or hotel, higher than a 10th
There was a carpark I used to live near that I think would have worked.. but moving seems to have ruined that. I wouldn't jump if I had time to plan but fuck there's nothing worse than feeling ready and having no resources for it
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I understand you, every day i wake up i feel like ctb but i won't be able to until have some things in order
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,721
I'm sorry that you are in such a desperate situation. It must be really hard and painful to be going through that. I do get that it's so dreadful having limited method resources when all that you want is to be gone, it's all just so unfair how humans have to suffer so much and how it can be so difficult to leave this life behind.
I wish you relief.
 

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