NSFW Viagra + Weed + Escort = One Of The Best Orgasms Of My Life

[GeorgeJL]

So the other day my friend wanted to go bang an escort. I didn't want to go because I was all depressed and shit. But he convinced me to go. I took some Viagra and some weed. Then when I was bagging her I asked her to ride on top of me. And OMG I was able to fully let go and surrender to the pleasure and I had the best orgasm of my life. It was so intense that I felt like I went to another dimension almost. Like a wave of pleasure came over my whole being. It was out of this world. I wish everyone could get the chance to experience that. Then my depression cleared up pretty fast after that. LOL I can only imagine how much better it would be if I did it with someone I really loved and cared about. Then me and my friend were in the car waiting to get sober and I kept cracking jokes here and there laughing my ass off.

I am not trying to be a white knight here. I am very much pro-choice when it comes to suicide. But at the same time I think if you can get the chance to let go and enjoy do it.

The only other experience that comes close was when I took 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt. I was in pure sublime bliss for hours, it was a magical mystical spiritual experience. And it's not addictive either. You can buy any of these things at dream marketplace.

 

[Kyrok]

Lol. A reminder that even if you want to ctb, when a good moment comes your way, don't think you're betraying yourself if you enjoy it.

 

[Jean Améry]

So the other day my friend wanted to go bang an escort. I didn't want to go because I was all depressed and shit. But he convinced me to go. I took some Viagra and some weed. Then when I was bagging her I asked her to ride on top of me. And OMG I was able to fully let go and surrender to the pleasure and I had the best orgasm of my life. It was so intense that I felt like I went to another dimension almost. Like a wave of pleasure came over my whole being. It was out of this world. I wish everyone could get the chance to experience that. Then my depression cleared up pretty fast after that. LOL I can only imagine how much better it would be if I did it with someone I really loved and cared about. Then me and my friend were in the car waiting to get sober and I kept cracking jokes here and there laughing my ass off.

I am not trying to be a white knight here. I am very much pro-choice when it comes to suicide. But at the same time I think if you can get the chance to let go and enjoy do it.

The only other experience that comes close was when I took 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt. I was in pure sublime bliss for hours, it was a magical mystical spiritual experience. And it's not addictive either. You can buy any of these things at dream marketplace.

That sounds great, I'm happy for you. You have one hell of a friend, lol.

 

[Final Escape]

So the other day my friend wanted to go bang an escort. I didn't want to go because I was all depressed and shit. But he convinced me to go. I took some Viagra and some weed. Then when I was bagging her I asked her to ride on top of me. And OMG I was able to fully let go and surrender to the pleasure and I had the best orgasm of my life. It was so intense that I felt like I went to another dimension almost. Like a wave of pleasure came over my whole being. It was out of this world. I wish everyone could get the chance to experience that. Then my depression cleared up pretty fast after that. LOL I can only imagine how much better it would be if I did it with someone I really loved and cared about. Then me and my friend were in the car waiting to get sober and I kept cracking jokes here and there laughing my ass off.

I am not trying to be a white knight here. I am very much pro-choice when it comes to suicide. But at the same time I think if you can get the chance to let go and enjoy do it.

The only other experience that comes close was when I took 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt. I was in pure sublime bliss for hours, it was a magical mystical spiritual experience. And it's not addictive either. You can buy any of these things at dream marketplace.

Sounds great lol!

 

[Jean Améry]

This the moral to this story: if you really want to kill yourself go have sex one more time. If that doesn't help nothing will.

This is one the perks of being a man though: it's very easy to find a hot woman who'll sleep with you aslong as you have money in your pocket. For women male prostitutes are much harder to find and much more expensive to boot. Of course they could always go out and get it on with some sleezebag but that doesn't seem very appealing even from an outsider's perspective.

 

[JJ-NOHOPE]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

 

[Soon4me]

Sounds interesting,Good for you! and thanks for sharing lol!

 

[GeorgeJL]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

You got it all wrong and this is why.

First of all I was a virgin until 36 years old and I am 36 now it hasn't even been a full year since loosing my virginity to an escort. And I almost became the 40 year old virgin. It was getting so bad that my brother wanted to buy an escort for me. I decided to go online myself and buy an escort. Yes I have been buying escorts for the last few months but I feel like I am playing catch up at 36 years old. And I deserve it because I have had crippling sexual approach anxiety. So this is really a step up for me in the right direction.

I talked to my sister about this and she said "I don't want you to become addicted to escorts." I said "I feel like I am just playing catch up because I use to have so much anxiety around the idea of having sex with someone in person." Then I also said "Everyday I wake up and think about marrying someone. I want to have children. I want to have a wife. So don't get me wrong, I am not going to just give up on having a marriage." And she accepted that.

People have very different experiences in life and that doesn't mean that your experience is invalid and mine is right, or vise versa. We all have unique experiences and that is OK.

EDIT: I was a virgin at 36 because of a health condition that left me using a wheelchair and a cane for 8 years of my adult life.

 

[Pulpit2018]

I kissed a unicorn once.It was great....

 

[GeorgeJL]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

Also maybe you wouldn't have been sexually abused if that person was able to buy sex legally. So perhaps you should support prostitution. Just sayin that is another way to look at it.

Oh and I also talk to my friend about marrying too someday, but he is still young and wants to enjoy his youth. I can't blame him.

 

[Jodes]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

I'm just a bloke but having known lovely women who have been trodden on by the most vile bastards for all their lives ... yes. It's people like that. I just wondered in a thread why I was so angry. It's THEM. Look, everyone has different "issues". I'm just glad this lot are honest about it.

 

[JJ-NOHOPE]

Also maybe you wouldn't have been sexually abused if that person was able to buy sex legally. So perhaps you should support prostitution. Just sayin that is another way to look at it.

Wow, you just keep getting creepier and creepier with every post.

WTF are you doing on this forum anyways?

 

[GeorgeJL]

Wow, you just keep getting creepier and creepier with every post.

WTF are you doing on this forum anyways?

You come to my thread change the subject and call me a "creeper." I was trying to be understanding with you but you had to pull the creeper card.

 

[Pulpit2018]

Also maybe you wouldn't have been sexually abused if that person was able to buy sex legally. So perhaps you should support prostitution.

This is downright awful.Not an argument for one,and disrespectful.

 

[GeorgeJL]

@JJ-NOHOPE You revealed a sensitive part of your life and I revealed a sensitive part of my life and you attacked me for showing it. Unfucking believable.

BTW I was a virgin because of a health condition that I delt with for 8 years of my adult life that left me in a wheelchair and cane so excuse me for not getting laid when I was in a wheelchair. Unfucking believable.

 

[Meretlein]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

I understand why you're uncomfortable with this thread and threads like this. However there is a big difference between two adults consenting adults having meaningless sex that one of them paid for to have fun and rape. At the end of the day, sex is just rubbing genitals together and we instinctively like it because it makes babies. People should be able to assign whatever level of meaning they want to it. Some people view it as something special between people who love each other, others as a way to have fun, and some people like me are either completely uninterested in it or grossed out by it.

 

[GeorgeJL]

This is downright awful.Not an argument for one,and disrespectful.

No, that was a valid argument because any psychologist knows that repressed sexual energy can manifest in the most messed up ways.

 

[kkatt]

So the other day my friend wanted to go bang an escort. I didn't want to go because I was all depressed and shit. But he convinced me to go. I took some Viagra and some weed. Then when I was bagging her I asked her to ride on top of me. And OMG I was able to fully let go and surrender to the pleasure and I had the best orgasm of my life. It was so intense that I felt like I went to another dimension almost. Like a wave of pleasure came over my whole being. It was out of this world. I wish everyone could get the chance to experience that. Then my depression cleared up pretty fast after that. LOL I can only imagine how much better it would be if I did it with someone I really loved and cared about. Then me and my friend were in the car waiting to get sober and I kept cracking jokes here and there laughing my ass off.

I am not trying to be a white knight here. I am very much pro-choice when it comes to suicide. But at the same time I think if you can get the chance to let go and enjoy do it.

The only other experience that comes close was when I took 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt. I was in pure sublime bliss for hours, it was a magical mystical spiritual experience. And it's not addictive either. You can buy any of these things at dream marketplace.

Something to keep in mind
Most escorts are experienced professionals
It's common to practice pelvic floor exercises in order to have control over pressure applied during sex
It comes in handy if a client believes he has to prove his stamina or if theit booking time is coming to an end.
There are a number of tricks of the trade that most clients will never know,or need to know about.
The goal is for the client to get maximum enjoyment from his experience,leading to positive feedback,recommendation by word of mouth and return custom.
It's not all business though. Many escorts are natural "givers" that gain altruistic pleasure from making you happy.
If you made an online booking with the lady,please do leave some nice feedback for her.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Something to keep in mind
Most escorts are experienced professionals
It's common to practice pelvic floor exercises in order to have control over pressure applied during sex
It comes in handy if a client believes he has to prove his stamina or if theit booking time is coming to an end.
There are a number of tricks of the trade that most clients will never know,or need to know about.
The goal is for the client to get maximum enjoyment from his experience,leading to positive feedback,recommendation by word of mouth and return custom.
It's not all business though. Many escorts are natural "givers" that gain altruistic pleasure from making you happy.
If you made an online booking with the lady,please do leave some nice feedback for her.

You sound like you know too much if you know what I mean. LOL Thanks for chiming in.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

hugs to everyone in the thread I don't know what to say I just wanna be helping to smooth things over a bit now I seem virtue signaling I will go away sorry if I fanned the flames <3

 

[GeorgeJL]

hugs to everyone in the thread I don't know what to say I just wanna be helping to smooth things over a bit now I seem virtue signaling I will go away sorry if I fanned the flames <3

It's all good I've calmed down by now. I still still defend myself if I have to though.

 

[Santiago]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

There are loads of women who are like that aswell. You shouldn't take your experiences and use them to describe one group.
Also having meaningless sex doesn't mean you can't care or love a person. I don't see how they are even relatable. It's like a one night stand and a relationship. Most people experience both and all of them will acknowledge they are completely different.

 

[TAW122]

I'm glad that you managed to have an amazing experience @GeorgeJL. Also, I second @Jean Améry when it comes to experiencing things like sexual intercourse before one ctb, especially if they are able to. I myself have yet to do so and hope to at least experience it (mostly out of curiousity of what it 'feels' like) before ctb'ing.

 

[Jean Améry]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

I'm sorry to hear about your trauma but it doesn't give you the right to impose your moral views on people and try to guilt-trip them as if they are somehow responsible for your mental state.

Imagine we had to conform to everyone's moral views and make damn sure we didn't step on anyone's toes: free speech would not exist. Hell this forum would not exist.

What's next? Someone writes a story about having a great time drinking with friends and an alcoholic reacts snidely and insists the author is responsible for his desire to go binge-drinking again?

"But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that."

This is totally unacceptable. Nobody here owes you anything and no-one here is responsible for your illogical reasoning (person X went to a hooker and had a good time, some guys think it's great he enjoyed himself therefore all men are not interested in a monogamous relationship and only want meaningless sex, ergo you'll always be alone) and your feelings getting hurt.

Aslong as they don't harm others people can do what they god damn well please. How can you hold the opposite view when you frequent a forum dedicated to discussing one of the gravest moral sins in society? Many people would take offence if they knew what was discussed here, especially those who lost people to suicide. By your logic they're right and we're wrong and we should shut the hell up and conform to society's moral standard.

The fact that GeorgeJL had some meaningless sex with a prostitute (well not even meaningless since it did lift his depression for a while) does not mean he wouldn't be faithful and respectful to a woman he decided to have a relationship with. He did in fact hint in his original post he'd rather have been with a woman he cared about and not some stranger. Yet that's not possible at the moment so he decided to have a good time with someone who agreed to go to bed with him in exchange for money. Who the hell cares? If you're suffering from depression or anything else that causes great pain and are thinking of suicide you're hurting deeply: anything that takes away some of that hurt and makes you enjoy yourself even if it's just for a while is great and should be applauded provided others didn't suffer for it.

Whether something was amiss legally depends on the legal system where it happened but morally I see no problem with this whatsoever as there clearly was no violence or coercion. Unlike in your case which is totally different: what that person did to you was highly immoral and completely wrong. I really am sorry that happened to you and the consequences it had and has on you but it has nothing to do with what you complain about here.

Like Meretlein wrote: sex between consenting adults (for whatever reason) is completely different from sexual violence which is both a crime and a moral barbarity. No-one has the right to violate another's body, no-one.

Men generally like sex and both men and women are sometimes promiscuous but that doesn't mean that both men and women don't want to find love and a deeply emotional and satisfying sexual life with another.

I for one would love to find my soulmate and live happily ever after with her (including great sex and to my experience sex with someone you love is always better than a one time fling) but I don't think there's anything wrong with people enjoying themselves sexually when not in a relationship. Conservative morality that seeks to impose thought control, constricting sexual morality (monogamy for one), blind conformity and group-think on people makes me want to puke. It's the main reason I strongly oppose psychiatric thought control and the suicide prohibition.

I only had two girlfriends and they were both dealing with severe mental issues (one tried to commit suicide frequently and slept around, the other cut herself and had anorexia) yet I loved them deeply, was faithful to them and had a lot of patience with their issues. Does that sound like a man who only cares about (casual) sex and is only interested in using women for his pleasure?

I take offence at your unjust characterisation (which you pulled out of thin air as you simply don't know me, nor GeorgeJL btw) and your attempt to make me and others feel guilty for something that is only wrong by your small-minded conservative moral standard (having/wanting casual sex with a consenting partner, be it prostitution or something else) and has no bearing whatsoever on you and your mental state. We are not responsible for how you feel.

I'm just a bloke but having known lovely women who have been trodden on by the most vile bastards for all their lives ... yes. It's people like that. I just wondered in a thread why I was so angry. It's THEM. Look, everyone has different "issues". I'm just glad this lot are honest about it.

Get off your high horse. Your comment is as misguided as the view of the person you reacted to: this thread has nothing to do with sexual abuse or abuse of any kind. At least she has the excuse of getting triggered by trauma. What's yours?

This truly is rich: some bloke frequenting a suicide forum judging others... This is only an 'issue' in your conservative world view (which would preclude suicide btw). Most people would say it's nobody's business what people do aslong as it's consensual.

I honestly fail to grasp how anyone can be pro choice when it comes to suicide yet dissaprove of how others choose to use their freedom even when it doesn't affect others negatively. Given that a suicide usually involves at least some grieving survivors it would make more logical sense to oppose suicide than it would be to condemn casual sex or prostitution.

The only 'issue' (psychobabble btw) here is you being judgemental.

 

[AhG]

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.
Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

Some dude banged a hooker, and you think he speaks for the rest of the men in this world? No, he sure as hell doesn't. This guy wanted to have fun and he did. Not all men are like this.
There are men who actually want a meaningful relationship, and not "here's 100 bucks, lemme bang you with no emotions." Your therapist and friends are right, there are men out there, just finding the right one takes time. Don't let one guy bring down your outlook on men because he decided to have fun for once in his life.

Also maybe you wouldn't have been sexually abused if that person was able to buy sex legally. So perhaps you should support prostitution. Just sayin that is another way to look at it.

And this comment is absolutely toxic as fuck.
Don't ever tell a victim it's their fault because their abuser couldn't afford legal sex. That's not even the case sometimes.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Some dude banged a hooker, and you think he speaks for the rest of the men in this world? No, he sure as hell doesn't. This guy wanted to have fun and he did. Not all men are like this.
There are men who actually want a meaningful relationship, and not "here's 100 bucks, lemme bang you with no emotions." Your therapist and friends are right, there are men out there, just finding the right one takes time. Don't let one guy bring down your outlook on men because he decided to have fun for once in his life.

And this comment is absolutely toxic as fuck.
Don't ever tell a victim it's their fault because their abuser couldn't afford legal sex. That's not even the case sometimes.

Thank you for standing up for my original post. Between the posts here and the PMs I've gotten regarding it I've gotten nothing but support from my original post.

As far as the "toxic" comment. I didn't blame her at all. You need to reread that comment. I DID NOT say "that guy wouldn't have abused you if you supported prostitution." I wasn't saying that at all. Because my original saying was much more so pointing out that generally speaking if prostitution was legalized then more people wouldn't have pent up sexual urges that would come out in abusive ways. That is the meaning of that comment. Don't misrepresent what I said. Again it would be good for her to support prostitution because less people would be sexually abused I think. And that is a very reasonable thing to say. Perhaps I could have worded it differently but I stand by the underlying meaning of the comment.

EDIT: One last thing, nobody pointed out how she attacked me first for showing my vulnerable side. So in that sense I am the victim of this thread.

 

[Pulpit2018]

Because my original saying was much more so pointing out that generally speaking if prostitution was legalized then more people wouldn't have pent up sexual urges that would come out in abusive ways. That is the meaning of that comment. Don't misrepresent what I said. Again it would be good for her to support prostitution because less people would be sexually abused I think. And that is a very reasonable thing to say. Perhaps I could have worded it differently but I stand by the underlying meaning of the comment.

Yes,the meaning we understand.Its just the way you wrote it,it sounded like you were giving excuses to the person who abused her.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Yes,the meaning we understand.Its just the way you wrote it,it sounded like you were giving excuses to the person who abused her.

Well it's really hard to have sympathy for someone that called me a creep because I didn't get laid because of a serious health condition.

 

[Memento Mori]

Ok, so I try hard to ignore threads like this, but just this once I'm going to respond.

I am a woman who has been sexually assaulted and molested when very young, and as a direct consequence of this spent my entire life alone.

My therapist and friends keep insisting that there are men out there that aren't just looking for meaningless sex and would be willing to be patient and understanding with a woman who has been sexually abused.

Well, that is very difficult to believe when I read threads and posts like this.

But thanks for reinforcing my reasons to ctb. I do appreciate that.

Ok, I'm done. Go back to being normal guys. Like all the guys and men I've known in my life.

there are. sexual urges do still exist in mostly anyone but there are people (who didn't experience abuse or else) that don't really care about it, even if it's a one of the best feelings for most humans. too many factors and variables to say why but yeah, better don't search for those ppl because u will get disappointed, it depends on luck. i'm rarely talking with people, even in internet, and i found someone, i just hope she won't change her mind since we're still young and life and emotions will crush everyone, for me this feels bad even if other ppl think afterwards: it's good that way for me, for you, bla.
theres no place for stupid romantic in this place lol so i'm trying to focus on other important things for now but i don't want anyone else, even if it would have nothing to do with sex and kisses. i rather be a lonesome wolf, or a crazy pet fanatic with 20 cats 10 dogs and lots of birds fishes and reptiles :D

 

[mattwitt]

I kissed a unicorn once.It was great....

Don't ever play leapfrog with a unicorn ! : )