Venting

[Rachel1864]

Here my life story
From kindergarten all the way up to middle school I sexually abused by a close family member it never really bothered until I realized how wrong it really was, I moved around from state to state due to my family being in the military so I never really had anyone to talk to or trust so I did what most kids would do keep it a secret from the world it changed me severely to the point where I stopped caring about emotions, I couldn't understand the difference from sadness and depression and it caused a lot of suicidal thoughts in my head, I wish I knew all my mental issues without seeking professional cause then it would sorta ease the thoughts in my head telling me I'm over reacting, I wish I wouldn't feel so hopeless over the littlest things and most of all I hope someone out there can help me feel closure for my past mistakes

 

[MrDarkness]

I'm sorry you were abused like that as a child, that's awful, I don't understand what drives people to do such horrors, I hope your able to find peace in life or death

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really so horrible how in this world humans create so much harm, it must be so awful what you've had to endure, existence is just too cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Rachel1864]

thank you everyone it was pretty hard and is hard every day I wish I could find help not really a way out I wanna make music but I have no confidence