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EastDoesIt

New Member
Dec 19, 2022
1
I have so much imthat I am blessed with lovely children. I have a lot of followers and my girlfriend is gorgeous. Nothing pleases me. Nothing is ever enough. I drive over the 67 street bridge over and over trying to work up the never to drive my suv over the rails. I'm such a coward. So much confusion and pain. What a fucking loser I am.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,356
What do you feel is missing from your life?
 
Mister Skittles

Mister Skittles

Moth of wisdom
Feb 17, 2023
25
Not going threw with ctb is NOT cowardly it makes you strong. It shows despite your situation you have some part of you that's still clinging onto life. Not wanting to die is a natural human instinct. Trying to avoid death, is a healthy and natural human function.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,411
Actually going through with suicide is certainly something that isn't straightforward after all, but your frustrations of feeling trapped in this world really are understandable. I do wish that it's easier for us to finally free ourselves from existing, I very much envy those who have already left this world.
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
Yes, alot of people are in that space, where they want to go but are working up the courage. I guess you only will do it when you reach the tipping point. I'm very close to it, too.
 
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itsallpointless

Experienced
Feb 9, 2023
212
You have so much going for you. Doesn't that give you things to plan for?
 

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