ScornedStoic

ScornedStoic

Fated
Jan 17, 2020
89
Please if anyone can, help me, I'm begging you, I'm having meltdown after meltdown lately and I dont know how much longer I can hold down my job, it's like throwing an accelerant on the flame, and I can't afford anything without it, there is no safety net in Canada so I'll be homeless+suicidal

I need to die 3 weeks ago, I've been scouring when I can for what information I can find and I've come up with nothing, it's so urgent, every day is beyond torture. I'm open to other methods than SN but it needs to be able to be sourced in Canada and not extremely complicated since I'm beyond being able to figure things like that out right now, unless someone can lay it out in a simple way, just please someone help me
 
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justwannaendmypain

justwannaendmypain

Member
Apr 15, 2023
13
Same goes for me to panicked having anxiety and panic attacks crying all night but have no method :⁠-⁠\
 
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ScornedStoic

ScornedStoic

Fated
Jan 17, 2020
89
Same goes for me to panicked having anxiety and panic attacks crying all night but have no method :⁠-⁠\
I'm reading that even in other countries sources for SN are dropping like flies, I can't, my panic is through the roof I can't do this anymore

Why are people okay with forcing us to suffer like this
 
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headcase95

headcase95

abject failure
Apr 17, 2023
70
I'm reading that even in other countries sources for SN are dropping like flies, I can't, my panic is through the roof I can't do this anymore

Why are people okay with forcing us to suffer like this
Like where?
 
ScornedStoic

ScornedStoic

Fated
Jan 17, 2020
89
Like where?
The US and europe, apparently the two main sources went down recently

I just need a reliable way out, I'm okay with some pain though preferably not, I just need the method to be foolproof and relatively simple so there are less chances for error
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,361
I'm reading that even in other countries sources for SN are dropping like flies, I can't, my panic is through the roof I can't do this anymore

Why are people okay with forcing us to suffer like this
Because they don't understand.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
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Do carbon monoxide in a small space like closet or tent , its very reliable and relatively peaceful. Take painkillers and benzos before if you have them and it will be a smooth ride.


Quicker and less pain than hanging.
 
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dreamingofsh

dreamingofsh

Member
Apr 20, 2023
14
Could I suggest partial hanging? It's an extremely easy to set up method and you could pull it off with little to no money. Theres a thread on it stickied if I am not mistaken, and it's going to be my method. (In fact, hopefully tonight will be my last attempt.) Of course theres the obvious issue of SI, but I don't doubt that if your situation is as bad as it is, you'll be able to overcome it. It pisses me off to read about so many people panicking because the main sources of SN have been taken down. Fucking pro lifers, eh? I wish you luck.
 
justwannaendmypain

justwannaendmypain

Member
Apr 15, 2023
13
I'm reading that even in other countries sources for SN are dropping like flies, I can't, my panic is through the roof I can't do this anymore

Why are people okay with forcing us to suffer like thi cant

I'm reading that even in other countries sources for SN are dropping like flies, I can't, my panic is through the roof I can't do this anymore

Why are people okay with forcing us to suffer like this
Only if i had a gun i would've ended it right now i keep thinking about how happy i would be knowing it's my last day here . I hope its soon for me
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,965
Sadly, there is no straightforward and reliable way to die in this awful anti choice society, I hate how things are this way as well, it's really disgusting how people have made SN completely unavailable, humans deserve the option to just pass away in peace without having to resort to risky and brutal methods, I'm also trapped here because of the difficulty of suicide. But I hope you find the freedom you so desperately wish for, those pro life people only ever cause other people to suffer more.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,256
Does it really surprise anyone that with all the open talk about SN and where to get it here on this forum, and the surrounding bad publicity that comes with it, that it wouldn't result in the shutting down of businesses, or businesses to just stop selling it in order to protect their livelihood and not be sued????? When sources are shared on this website, especially to new members who post threads immediately requesting SN sources, you have no idea who you are talking to. Many are, probably, just pro-lifers trying to find out the source names so that they can get the sources shut down. Now, apparently, there are no sources remaining.

Does this really surprise anyone?
 
SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
361
Please if anyone can, help me, I'm begging you, I'm having meltdown after meltdown lately and I dont know how much longer I can hold down my job, it's like throwing an accelerant on the flame, and I can't afford anything without it, there is no safety net in Canada so I'll be homeless+suicidal

I need to die 3 weeks ago, I've been scouring when I can for what information I can find and I've come up with nothing, it's so urgent, every day is beyond torture. I'm open to other methods than SN but it needs to be able to be sourced in Canada and not extremely complicated since I'm beyond being able to figure things like that out right now, unless someone can lay it out in a simple way, just please someone help me
I'm in Canada too