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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

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Anyone know anything of @Wisdom3_1-9's situation?
 
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One day too late

One day too late

I don't want hope. Hope is killing me.
Aug 14, 2020
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Has any of you seen @One day too late since Jan. 30, 2024?
I'm still here. Just been distracting myself by binge watching tv shows and anime. Thanks for thinking of me. ๐Ÿ’œ
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Mods why is a lot of users names being crossed out? Am only seeing this now and I don't think it's on purpose...are we good?
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Mods why is a lot of users names being crossed out? Am only seeing this now and I don't think it's on purpose...are we good?
In the past, there was a bug in where users who should be crossed out only appeared crossed out for the mods only and not for us. I got a theory that the additional influx of the appearance of the crossed out users only appeared because they fixed this bug which means that we can now see the people who should have been crossed out but didn't appear crossed out for us. At least I hope that happened
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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In the past, there was a bug in where users who should be crossed out only appeared crossed out for the mods only and not for us. I got a theory that the additional influx of the appearance of the crossed out users only appeared because they fixed this bug which means that we can now see the people who should have been crossed out but didn't appear crossed out for us. At least I hope that happened
No no it's showing recent members who are currently active crossed out. I think they can still access their accounts as there comments were as recent as 1 or 2 minutes ago. It's a lot of them and kind of shocking to see active members crossed out but atleast it's a relief they can still access their accounts. Am not sure if they can see their names crossed out....is mine? ๐Ÿ˜…
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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No no it's showing recent members who are currently active crossed out. I think they can still access their accounts as there comments were as recent as 1 or 2 minutes ago. It's a lot of them and kind of shocking to see active members crossed out but atleast it's a relief they can still access their accounts. Am not sure if they can see their names crossed out....is mine? ๐Ÿ˜…
Okay, wait, you have a point. I'm getting reaction notifications from users who appear crossed out. This is kinda freaky. It's like this site has ghosts now lol. Either way, no, your username isn't crossed out from my end. Though what about my username? Perhaps I was a ghost all this time
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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No no it's showing recent members who are currently active crossed out. I think they can still access their accounts as there comments were as recent as 1 or 2 minutes ago. It's a lot of them and kind of shocking to see active members crossed out but atleast it's a relief they can still access their accounts. Am not sure if they can see their names crossed out....is mine? ๐Ÿ˜…
Your name is fine. ๐Ÿ˜‰
Okay, wait, you have a point. I'm getting reaction notifications from users who appear crossed out. This is kinda freaky. It's like this site has ghosts now lol. Either way, no, your username isn't crossed out from my end. Though what about my username? Perhaps I was a ghost all this time
You are good as well. ... I wish I were a ghost. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
 
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Painfu.Ll.suffering

Painfu.Ll.suffering

My D
Sep 17, 2023
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My names crossed out too... But im still living ๐Ÿ˜ญ
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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@ijustwishtodie looks like they can see it ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
Oh gosh, perhaps they are ghosts after all ๐Ÿ˜ฎ. Just ghosts that want to be dead... uh, again
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Oh gosh, perhaps they are ghosts after all ๐Ÿ˜ฎ. Just ghosts that want to be dead... uh, again
The discussion pages are looking like party of the living dead. I kinda feel left out of the cool kids club :)
 
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ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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The discussion pages are looking like party of the living dead. I kinda feel left out of the cool kids club :)
Same here. I wish that my username was crossed out too (for the mods reading this, don't take it literally please... I like this site lol). There was even a thread talking about the crossed out users with even more crossed out users joining in. It sure feels like a party
 
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a.fool

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Jun 27, 2023
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Dear ijustwishtodie, Myforevercharlie,not-tobe-the-answer and Suicidebydeath,

Thank you for caring enough to wonder where I am. It is honestly touching to know that someone cares.

I am going through a really rough few weeks where it feels like a battle between life and death. I have been on the site, bit to be honest haven't had the energy to write. Following a couple more overdoses over the past few weeks (did not reach out for medical support though) and a determination to stay alive for my children feels like an impossible dream. I even reached out to the community mental health team (therapy finished weeks ago) and agreed to be referred to the specialist trauma clinic (and apparently there is a wait of up to 2 years for this hospital)! And the mental health team are unwilling to offer more than another 8 therapy sessions (1 per month) unless I agree to work with their nurses and my GP (who let me down badly) - I refused as I am not going to lie and say that I will engage with other services when I wouldn't. A good friend of mine also died on Mother's day. Basically life has been crap. That feeling of utter isolation, rejection and loneliness really hit me after the last two overdoses. Yet my children need me and somehow I have to live on. Often I thought about trying to share how I felt on this forum and yet I feel like I depress other people when I talk about my feelings and that is the reason that even the NHS are unable to handle me. Hence I thought that I will just keep quiet.

But when I saw that someone here actually wondered where I was, I felt less alone. And Thank You for that.
Just know that I care, I care a lot.
Here's a hug ๐Ÿซ‚
 
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psp3000

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May 20, 2023
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I can't remember the username of this person I am thinking of but

what happened to the person with the pixelated ice cube gif as a profile picture, who would post polls a lot
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I can't remember the username of this person I am thinking of but

what happened to the person with the pixelated ice cube gif as a profile picture, who would post polls a lot
@MeltingBrain ? Idk. Last seen Wednesday.
 
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MeltingBrain

MeltingBrain

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May 29, 2023
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I can't remember the username of this person I am thinking of but

what happened to the person with the pixelated ice cube gif as a profile picture, who would post polls a lot
Hey, That's me ! I have been busy with work a lot so I login sparsely . I have put the continuation of polls in freezer right now but I still plan to post them going forward when I get more time . As for my physical health things are not looking good, I still have difficulty when I move around medium range distances (hope I had better news on this) .
Thank you for remembering me :)
 
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psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
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in freezer right now
heh I see what you did there very.... cool .... ๐ŸงŠ hopefully that awful pun I made makes you laugh despite bad news/health ๐Ÿซ‚

I am looking forward to the new polls once you have more time again

I will probably lurk on the old ones as it has been a while since I've read them and any new comments on them
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
1,040
Does anyone know if Persephone is dead? Has it been confirmed yet? Last time I heard from her she was dying from natural causes so I've been wondering. I rly hope so bc she didn't deserve the suffering she went through. I hated seeing how much pain she was in, it was horrible! No one deserves that! Please tell me she finally got the peace she so desperately needed and deserved! Pls!
No one deserve to suffer like that, istg if only pro-lifers realized what people have to endure...
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,242
Anyone heard from @DeaDโŒBatterY๐Ÿ”‹ he ok? A week with no post is not the norm for him....I hope the recent anti SaSu community didn't kidnap him....
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
311
Good to see you back! Hope you are holding on ok.
We return every time we survive another attempt. Maybe this is my "hell". Maybe we're invincible. Whatever the case may be, we take solace in knowing this condition called "life", is only temporary.
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
1,040
Anyone heard from @DeaDโŒBatterY๐Ÿ”‹ he ok? A week with no post is not the norm for him....I hope the recent anti SaSu community didn't kidnap him....
No, idk unfortunately. Now I'm getting worried too though coz he's my friend too. Btw his pfp is gone too... That's rly odd, isn't it? Idk, if you hear anything from him pls lmk.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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No, idk unfortunately. Now I'm getting worried too though coz he's my friend too. Btw his pfp is gone too... That's rly odd, isn't it? Idk, if you hear anything from him pls lmk.
Ya pretty weird and abnormal for him.....anyways let's hope he is ok and that he will let us know himself.
 
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